[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

Nahi! Aap mujhe chotu nahi bhula sakti, chotu kisi aur ke liye hai. Arre! Main bhi kaisi baat kar rahi ho, aap dono toh ek jaise ho, na? …

and awwww, ur explanation makes so much sense! I like it a lot now. I want to listen to it, but my stupid speakers are on crack right now, so I have saved the page and will listen to it when I fix my speakers.

Everytime I hear a ghazal, I think of you…

Voh kaagaz ki kashti…

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Keep ur water to urself! I'm fine in da mind! (well…sort of)

Anyway….hot, hot, hottie! Mmmmmm!

Oh and DK? Da Bestest is da hobbit, not my Em! lmao

*speechless*

Speaking of Emraan… I am completely in love with his name. But I don't like how he spells it…

Imraan… *siiigh* Imraan from Aaja Nachle… played by Kunal… *drools*

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awwwww! How I missed being called shweetoo! But what happened to the bacha?

ohhh acha, in that case, I also like that line…I re-read it, and it all sounds nicer now.

But explain this line to me:

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Yun ujaalon se waasta rakhnaa
shamma ke paas hi hawa rakhnaa

Keep the wind by the candle? I don't get it… lol…

Dii…aap ke laut aane se itni khushi hui hai ke kya bataau…aap se kuch kehna bhi hai, lekin patha nahi kaise kahu…

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Person above me… is new.

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Milna-julna jahan jaroori ho
milne-julne ki hauslaa rakhnaa

The only line I like. lol.

What does tameer mean?

? Diiiiiii ? … I realized how much I missed you when I saw that you were online…

I love you…

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…wouldn't it be amazing to disappear off to a little village in Europe (thinking DDLJ here…)…

*face slowly brightens into a smile* It would be amazing…somewhere in London to be specific… with my ? Raj(a)? *siiiigh*

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? Diiiiiiiiii! ? Talk to me, my happyness…

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Because I know you know what I mean when I say this – they are humans too. They are living life too. They are learning too. They make mistakes, they act insensitive, they act cruel and cold…. whatever. Their life, up to them. They may learn, they may not learn. But you do your bit and you do it damn well, OK? You don't give up on them, but don't expect anything from them. However many promises, however much love you've given them – it doesn't matter. Life is life. They will live it the way they want to. I'm not asking you to give up on them, but I'm asking you never to give up on yourself until you die. If not for yourself (because I know how important this is to you), then for your God.

These words are beyond beautiful…

Ninja, I second everything boo has said. She's completely right. I know exactly how you feel, I've been through it. Just look at my post before yours and you will know. And we can't change ourselves overnight. You won't change so quickly. Trust me, I've been like this for about 8 years now. It takes an angel like Tayba to help you through this. Allah will send you your angel too, jaan. And sometimes, you can be your own angel.

I'll say the rest in an email, acha? So check our email account.

And boo jaan, I'm learning to be more confident. I love you…

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“When I'm older and my daughter asks me who my first love was, I don't want to have to pull out a photo album … I wan't to be able to point across the room and say, 'he's sitting right there….' “

*deep sigh*

*sigh*

Me too… I believe (or want to believe) that true love happens only once… Insha'Allah my experiences will prove this true for me at least if everyone else doesn't think this is true… Ameen.

Tayba jaan… I love you.

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Nessa, nah-uh! they were such flirts! They LOVED it when I teased them! *giggles*

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I feel beautiful….

La la la want to go singing the rain…..

Rani, Tayba, Khushi, Nessa, Alishia, Senor Saab, Oreo ji, Kavita, Am Rani ji, Shakalaka Baby, Ninja……. I love you and thank you. For being you.

Boo.

My dearest twin ji, I love you toooooooo

and I also feel beautiful! lmao! whooooooooo hooooooooo! Let's go check what the mirror says, acha? *grabs boo's hand and pulls her to mirror* (I'm sachi goiing to the mirror!) I do look beautifulll! whooo hoooo! And boo hunn, that smile of yours, wah ji wah! Amaaaaajing smile! *pulls boobz cheeks* u are one smexy girl! *smothers boobz with kisses* I love youuuu! *puts on Piya piya and takes boobz hand and spins her around and dances away to the mujic* aaina dekhu toh, ha! sharm si aati hai.. heheeeeee! I love youuuuuuuuu!

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lolllll, Am jiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii! *biiiiiiiiiiiiiiig buuuuuug* I love you! It feels AWESOME to see you on here! *chases beatiful Am ji around the forum with a bucket full of water* I'm in the mood to soak someone.

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Hey hey! I wanna join the party too! The party ain't starting without Chotti Rani!

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*sees Tayba glare at her for disturbing her class (Lecture on John Abraham's Hotness… borinnnnggggg…! ) and shuts up*

In that case, can we talk about Abhishek? Or that new guy Kunal Kapoor?

*doesn't see any empty seat so sits on Tayba's desk*

hehe

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Last night…

“I don't like you. I don't give a s h i t about you. I hate the s h i t you do. You're annoying. I HATE YOU. you hear me? I HATE YOU. I don't want to have anything to do with you.”

“You don't understand. that has nothing to do with hating you. I can still tell you whatever I want. I can get in your business all I want, and I will. But I hate you. I hate you, but Imma still get in your business and say anything I want to you. I can do whatever I want.”

*sigh* Why do you hate me so much? I haven't even done anything to you. How is it possible that you have so much hatred in your heart for me? when you have done worse things to me but I have never hated you as much as you hate me. And I can never hate, nor will I ever want to hate you.

Last night, for one second, I wanted to hate you. I wanted to run away from a place where everyone hates me. I wanted to run so far away that if I ever thought of coming back, I wouldn't be able to find my way back. I wanted to run far enough so that I never miss you or think of you. I wanted to hate you so much that I would never be able to forgive you.

But I can't. I don't have that much hate in my heart and may Allah (SWT) keep it that way, insha'Allah. Ameen. I only hated you for a second, and may Allah (SWT) forgive me for that.

Go ahead, hate me, but I see that you're wrong. I don't hate you for the painful words you said to me, I only pity you. I pity you because you are ungrateful for the things people do for you and in return, all you give them is pain. Hate me, but I can never hate you. Hate is so strong… I have never hated anyone, and I don't intend to make you the first one. I have already forgiven you, I cannot NOT forgive you… a couple days from now I will forget the tears you made me cry, I'll forget the pain you made me feel, and I'll even forget the words you said to me. Because that's just the way I am, Alhamdulillah. I don't want to walk around with those words stuck in my heart, Alhamdulillah that Allah has made me so forgiving.

It was people like you that made me hate and pity myself. It was people like you that I lost all the self-confidence I had in me.

Maula mere, Maula mera dil yahi bola, yaara raaz yeh Usne hai mujh par khola – ke hai ishq mohabbat jiske dil mein usko pasand karta hai Maula mera…

Allah loves those who have love in their hearts. I don't understand how you will ever become close to Allah with all that hate in your heart… you need a miracle. May Allah (SWT) give you that miracle. May Allah (SWT) guide you and fill your heart with love, insha'Allah. Ameen.

Forum members (You know who you are): It is because of people like you that I have learned to love myself. It is because of people like you that I found the self-confidence I had lost a long time ago. It is because of people like you that I have learned to not let people's hateful words hurt me.

Boo: I love you for being my twin. You don't know how much I needed you last night… I felt so much better after I thought of you. You are so amazing, and I'm so proud to call you my twin… I love you. I didn't even have to talk to you to feel better, just thinking about you and how much I love you and how much you love me too made me smile and wipe those tears away… Please don't ever leave me. <img src="http

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Tayba jaan, Nessa is right, insha'Allah you'll do fine. My duas are with you, jaan. I love you.

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That was disgusting, Senor buddha. We have lil innocent Raniz on the forum who can go through life without having random guys talk about boobz and corrupt her mind!

(LMAO)

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Pillay, Alishia [11:24 AM]:

or is this just flirting??

George, Jimson [11:25 AM]:

do u think that am flirting ?

Pillay,Alishia [11:25 AM]:

sounds like it

You call that flirting? LMAO! wow…then… that means… uh oh! that means lmao!!!!

ohmyAllah…

lmao, scarzee, don't mind me, i'm on crack.

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*sigh*

Boo oh boo oh boo oh boo…

Come here so I can smack you.

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Rani – You should be in London, you fool! get your butt over here already!

I want to be in London, you idiot! Tell someone to get my butt over there already!

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Oh re piyaaa…

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I am in love with this song. Sighhhhhhhhhh!!!!!

Not as much as I love it!

haaye dil ki zubaan

Ishq maange ishq chaahe (and of course, i just have to change the lyrics to suit me ) koi toofan har koi yahaan

Chalna aahiste ishq naya hai
Pehla yeh vaada humne kiya hai

ley chal wahaan jo
Mulk tera hai
Jahil zamana
dushman mera hai

I had to just bold and underline and italicize that whole part…love it oh so much… *sigh*

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