[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

Salaam peeps!

I liked this thread when we had it in the old forum, so I decided to make it here as well!

krish_20_girl:

Hey Forum, if anyone has a problem:
You shud come here to talk about it:
If you're feeling depressed,its okay to talk it out
N you'll feel better.

We can address some questions as suicide divorce depression and thing like those
Feel FREE To TALK and let your feelings OUT

[nitzah]

jeez…typical females…whenever they have to let “feelings out” its always something bad isnt it ??! cant you kids ever have any NICE feelings ?!

[nitzah]

*ugh*

that sounded weird….i take it back….be miserable and share it to the world !! say it alll on an open / public forum !! its free to post and you all have the freedom of speech !! so please…go ahead !

[Mukesh]

nitzah:

*ugh*

that sounded weird….i take it back….be miserable and share it to the world !! say it alll on an open / public forum !! its free to post and you all have the freedom of speech !! so please…go ahead !

Lmao..Nitzkar saying Please.. lmao…okies seeing as u r errr complaining that we galz only let out bad feelings….

“”Damn, and here I was, getting ready to share all my feelings about my LOVE problems

my depression and suicidal thoughts…. “”

Oh well, lemme share some of my good feelings with everyone….

Firstly, have a feeling, a GOOD one, that I will get married this year and I am going to make sumone totally

miserable for the rest of his life ….dnt worrie, will get him to become a forum member sooo HE can share all his feelings of despair with u guys

2ndly – I've another good feeling that I am going to win the lotto sooooon….;-)…..yeah….

but on a seeeeeeerious seeeeeerious note,

I actually do have tonza great feelings where 2007 is concerned, not just for myself, but for everyone

Am sure it is going to be a fab year…

ps: This doesnt stop anyone from sharing all their BAD feelings with us… ….

[Yemenilicious]

I have no feelings at the moment

[Mukesh]

Yemenilicious:

I have no feelings at the moment

Yumini, lmao

pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez explain watye mean by, U have no feelings??

[Yemenilicious]

ehhh, nvm i take that back..my feelings are all jumbled up, I can't really let em out. do u know what I mean?

[Mukesh]

Yemenilicious:

ehhh, nvm i take that back..my feelings are all jumbled up, I can't really let em out. do u know what I mean?

hehehehe, off coz I do hun 😉

everything ok on yr side sweety??

didye get my recipe???

[Yemenilicious]

hehe

Everything is alright hunz, how about there?

yeah i got it. thanksss soo much yaar, I love u!

[Mukesh]

hmmmm lekker then…

Here?? Beautiful day, beautiful mood, everything going accordingy

to schedule 😉 well almost hehehehe

getting all butterflies feeling in my tummy ….

okies, soooooo telll me didye make the soji????

am waiting soooo impatiently…???

[serioComic]

Yemenilicious:

ehhh, nvm i take that back..my feelings are all jumbled up, I can't really let em out. do u know what I mean?

u are one messed up gal!! i think its abt time u check-in to the asylum. ive got a room with a view. take it before somebody else grab it!

[nitzah]

“messed up” is kinda an understatement here dude !

[Yemenilicious]

serioComic:

Yemenilicious:

ehhh, nvm i take that back..my feelings are all jumbled up, I can't really let em out. do u know what I mean?

u are one messed up gal!! i think its abt time u check-in to the asylum. ive got a room with a view. take it before somebody else grab it!

bahaha, how am i a messed up gal? uhhh im not in the mood at all =|

[nitzah]

thats coz your seriously overly messed up !

[Yemenilicious]

Nope that's not why!

[nitzah]

its either that or you juss stupid…:)

[Yemenilicious]

not that either

[Mukesh]

serioComic:

Yemenilicious:

ehhh, nvm i take that back..my feelings are all jumbled up, I can't really let em out. do u know what I mean?

u are one messed up gal!! i think its abt time u check-in to the asylum. ive got a room with a view. take it before somebody else grab it!

Last Ive seen, Kush is interested, but I dnt see u giving her an open invitation to yr assylum….

seee Ive done my bit offf good for today 😉

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

lol! Ninja, ur crajee!

My feelings…let's see…What do you do when the people that can make you laugh, are the ones that make you cry? lol. messed up people we have in this crajee world.

[Yemenilicious]

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

lol! Ninja, ur crajee!

My feelings…let's see…What do you do when the people that can make you laugh, are the ones that make you cry? lol. messed up people we have in this crajee world.

I'll tell u what i do, I laugh and cry at the same time . No no, u ask what's wrong and give them a big fat “aunty stylle” hugg!

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

It's crajee, but I laugh and cry at the same time too! Especially since I can forgive so easily, it's a quality I'm kind of begining to hate. I didn't ask what was wrong, but I did tell…nothing. *shrugs*

[Mukesh]

[

Am not sure u can do anything, its just part of life…sumtimes u cry and sumtimes u laugh

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

I guess you're right Scar Face…but it sux to let go of relationships that gave you so many great memories…

[Yemenilicious]

Rani jee and scarry jee, u both are right. *sigh*

[vchenoah]

When you need to laugh, laugh! When you need to cry, cry! Let it out or you will become an emotional cripple!

Others have their opinion, but who cares!

Today I feel like screaming my head off, instead, I'll hit the heavybag. Different route, same destinaton!

[boo]

sigh…

I feel like running to a yellow field somewhere, early in the morning, and crying… just sobbing away…

the tears may not be coming out, but i HATE it when it feels as though someoneis literally pulling at my heart…. LITERALLY… sigh.

[ramz89]

boo:

sigh…

I feel like running to a yellow field somewhere, early in the morning, and crying… just sobbing away…

the tears may not be coming out, but i HATE it when it feels as though someoneis literally pulling at my heart…. LITERALLY… sigh.

Ditto

[Hayliehayati]

I dont know whats going on but my feelings? why thanks for asking.

I'm feeeling grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreat

I dont know why, I have tons of homework that should be completed by sometime. . .soon, and my back hurts from this damn chair, and I'm awfully bored. But still I'm feeling pretty damn good.

[Yemenilicious]

I KNOW WHY! duhhh, cuz we're partners in crime =] and cuz ur talking to me. baha

I stand in haylies position..History book open in front of me, same case with the chair, tonsss of hw to be done, ohhh big fat cup of coffee too which ill leave alone. BUT I FEEL greattt!

[Hayliehayati]

ha

(something kinda mean was here, Ninja made me change it)

man do i love the secrective names, running incognito

put a smile on your face and make the world a better place

[Yemenilicious]

yes yes..thats better. no need to be mean haylie baylie bobblehead ji!

A Smile is charity so shmilllllllllllllllllllllleeeeeeeeeee

I have officially gone insaneeeeeeee!

[Hayliehayati]

lmao its ok its the coffee

[Yemenilicious]

thats what i thought too =]

its strong too..blekh..I need to do this essay =/

[Mukesh]

Right now, 😉

with a mixture of emotions flowing through me

never …honestly never realised I am sooooo well loved by soooo

many reallly nice people

Im all nostalgic and extremely emotional but somehow

strong enuf for theres no tears

**************************siiiiigggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh***********************,

I LOVE this place,

I LOVE my Durban,

I LOVE my friends,

I LOVE my family

I LOVE life…..

aaaand mostly,

I LLUUURRRVVVVEEEE god

Everything is just beautiful, the way I want it to be

at this moment in time, if I had to die…

I'd die a realllly blissfullly, ecstatically happy Person

( oye, Vash, Me miss u hun )

Sometimes we truly do forget that breathing itself is a gift…a precious, priceless gift

With all the traumas, problems, worries etc that u have, just take a second of

your time…and be thankful for just being here, for everything u have, for who you are ….

back to me and my feelingz:

I am grateful and happppppppy ( with a major headache, wont go away )

and I want to share my hapiness with everyone sooooo watever it is u are going thru

know that I , Scarry, aka, Aliea, Aka Al, Mka Lyn 😉

share with u my luv + lotza hugz to keep help ease the pain, hurt or to add more warmth ..

U all are in my prayer soooooo yeah ,

take it easy, know that Life is tooo short …soooo make the most of it in any/every way u can

thats my thoughts and feelings for the day

if it sounds a bit offbeat…. blame it on everyone who loves me soooooooooo

damn much, I feel soooo soooooooo undeserving

Jeeeesh

love u guyz and galz a lot

Mwah

sCaRrY 😉

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

boo:

sigh…

I feel like running to a yellow field somewhere, early in the morning, and crying… just sobbing away…

the tears may not be coming out, but i HATE it when it feels as though someoneis literally pulling at my heart…. LITERALLY… sigh.

*sigh* It's weird, but I wanna do the same thing, cuz I feel the same way…

lol. I'll race you there. what say?

Hayaaaaatiiiii! You make me laugh like an idiot!

[Khushi]

boo:

sigh…

I feel like running to a yellow field somewhere, early in the morning, and crying… just sobbing away…

the tears may not be coming out, but i HATE it when it feels as though someoneis literally pulling at my heart…. LITERALLY… sigh.

……..

[boo]

Raniiiii… sureness!!!

Khushi…. I know… DDLJ and all that jazz…

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

*does the victory dance* I win!

[Unique_Princess]

Something my friend said on msn touched me.. felt like sharing it here..

me: feel like flying somewhere warm and bright and forgetting everything

my friend: there's this place in rome that we'll go to when we both are able to, its got these caves that you go thru and at the other end is this place (really quiet place!) with waterfalls and a rock pool, we could chill out and watch for fish and stuff! ermmm but right now it sounds like a romantic hide out.., well you better take me there before your husband! lol, remember, we always put each other first

lol, we sound crazy, I know. but that's just the way we've always been.

Its funny how friends can say the most simple things sometimes and give you hope and strength.. Sigh.. I wish I was at that waterfall place with my homie now..

[boo]

Unique_princess:

Something my friend said on msn touched me.. felt like sharing it here..

me: feel like flying somewhere warm and bright and forgetting everything

my friend: there's this place in rome that we'll go to when we both are able to, its got these caves that you go thru and at the other end is this place (really quiet place!) with waterfalls and a rock pool, we could chill out and watch for fish and stuff! ermmm but right now it sounds like a romantic hide out.., well you better take me there before your husband! lol, remember, we always put each other first

lol, we sound crazy, I know. but that's just the way we've always been.

Its funny how friends can say the most simple things sometimes and give you hope and strength.. Sigh.. I wish I was at that waterfall place with my homie now..

awww! I know… it's ALWAYS the simple things isn't it?

Something my friend said to me:

“remember tho that u rock and that despite all ur hardships life will favour u because u deserve it ”

[Unique_Princess]

thats so sweet! ur friend sounds lovely! Simplicity is something wonderful in friendship.. xx

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

You guys! I'm going pagal!

I have tonz of work to do by Tuesday! I have to read a 300 and something page book for my English class, I have to organize my Spanish binder, I have TONZ of questions to answer and take notes on freaking chapters for my stupid history class, and I also have to write an essay for history! Plus, I have to study for a Math test!!! And I still need to design my mask for Ceramics class! OhmyAllah! HELP! I'm gonna go pagal!

I need to get into the CSF Club! If I don't get in….Imma…Imma…what am I gonna do? I'm gonna cry! oh nooo….! Inshallah Inshallah Inshallah I'm gonna get in! Ameen!

What the heck am i doing?!!? I should go start now!!! okay okay okay, I'm going!

[Khushi]

GO NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

Acha acha! I'm going!

I read your pm. Will reply to it once i get this stupid stuff done!

Please make dua for me peeps!

*peace*

[Yemenilicious]

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

Acha acha! I'm going!

I read your pm. Will reply to it once i get this stupid stuff done!

Please make dua for me peeps!

*peace*

Rani, you're always in my duas hunz.

[Hayliehayati]

MY HANDS ARE ICE COLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

Hayati, mine toooooo! It's too cold today. I'm freeezing!

*sigh* I feel insane. Nothing is going right and my feelings are all jumbled up.

I feel so selfish(fish fish) sometimes.

I try not to let people get to me, but it doesn't work.

The people that I thought would always be by my side, are not. They're just a bunch of beezees saying things they never meant.
Or maybe I'm just expecting too much from them? I don't know.

I try to keep quiet about everything that's going, but it all just comes out cuz I can't hold it inside for some stupid annoying reason.

And all this is really funny because everything is going good, Alhumdulillah, it's just me with the weird feelings. grrr

whatever, I'm going back to Spanish.

*peace*

[Mukesh]

Ranz hon,

Doesn’t sound very good, hey if u need to talk …

Am here okies..just holler 😉

Hope u feel better sooooooon swcheety

[Mukesh]

You said..

U said I’d never grow up

U said u’ve had enuf

U said that I was clueless

U said my life was worthless

U said I wudnt understand

U said You’d never lend a hand

U said tooooo much for me to forget

U said everything, yet nothing that was worth hearing

U said things that hurt the most

U said things that may have affected my growth

U said you’d always be there for me

How am I suppose to go on having faith an trust

When u lied to me, U lied to me ??

U said u’d never stay

U said u’d mess up my life

Well..

<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:0i

[Yemenilicious]

I'm oh so cool.. and…yeah tired. =D

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

Scar Face ji, Thank you. and I'm here for you as well.

ninja, go get some rest!

[Yemenilicious]

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

ninja, go get some rest!

ha..i shud. I'm planning on doing homework tonight Insha'Allah. =/

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

err. please don't remind me about homework. I have tonz to do.

But u know me, I neeeeeed to procrastinate. lol. That's like my middle name. haha.

[Yemenilicious]

hahaha. good, now all u gotta do is go write it on ur birth certificate or something.

we all procrastinate. =] maybe not as much as u Rani, but im sure we all do. psychological studies proved that too

[boo]

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

I try not to let people get to me, but it doesn't work.

The people that I thought would always be by my side, are not. They're just a bunch of beezees saying things they never meant.
Or maybe I'm just expecting too much from them? I don't know.

I try to keep quiet about everything that's going, but it all just comes out cuz I can't hold it inside for some stupid annoying reason.

How can feelings that came from the heart ever be anything BUT heartfelt?

There's no reason for heartfelt feelings to be permanent, na ji? The only requirement is that they came out of Frove and were truly meant when being said.

No one is ever by your side – always. Life is like a path. People will join your path at times, and they will leave your path at times… the important thing is to cherish those memories, and know that the memories can never, ever be taken away from you… that's all that matters…

Well, to me anyway… if you're looking for something different from your life, then that is your choice… *shrugs*… won't stop me from loving you! (Nor telling you what matters to me… )

Expecting too much? I have given up trying to expect ANYTHING from ANY relationship… and instead, just… giving. It hurts. A lot. But, one sweet, sweet day, I may reach this… sort of, well, nirvana (for want of a better word) that I am aiming for – where I can give, give, give all the Love that I have inside me, and expect nothing in return.

One sweet day, I'll be able to Love freely.

One sweet day, I'll be able to say “B o l l o c k s!” to the statement, “The greatest thing you'll ever learn is to Love and be Loved in return.” Right now, I pretty much worship that statement, but, you know… maybe one day…

Time will tell… along with my strength…

[Unique_Princess]

boo:

No one is ever by your side – always. Life is like a path. People will join your path at times, and they will leave your path at times… the important thing is to cherish those memories, and know that the memories can never, ever be taken away from you… that's all that matters…

So true, Boo.. 🙂

Expecting too much? I have given up trying to expect ANYTHING from ANY relationship… and instead, just… giving. It hurts. A lot.

Again very true…hurts lots.

But, one sweet, sweet day, I may reach this… sort of, well, nirvana (for want of a better word) that I am aiming for – where I can give, give, give all the Love that I have inside me, and expect nothing in return.

Although I would like to feel that way someday too, I don't think I ever can..

One sweet day, I'll be able to Love freely. I dont know, the love we give is our love, no one can take that away from us.. even if the other person doesnt feel the same way, we still felt certain feelings which were ours, our own.. I may be rambling at this point.. lol.

One sweet day, I'll be able to say “B o l l o c k s!” to the statement, “The greatest thing you'll ever learn is to Love and be Loved in return.” Right now, I pretty much worship that statement, but, you know… maybe one day… Hope I can do the same too…

Time will tell… along with my strength… wish u all the best huni x

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

boo:

How can feelings that came from the heart ever be anything BUT heartfelt?

There's no reason for heartfelt feelings to be permanent, na ji? The only requirement is that they came out of Frove and were truly meant when being said.

No one is ever by your side – always. Life is like a path. People will join your path at times, and they will leave your path at times… the important thing is to cherish those memories, and know that the memories can never, ever be taken away from you… that's all that matters…

Sometimes…memories hurt…

boo:

Well, to me anyway… if you're looking for something different from your life, then that is your choice… *shrugs*… won't stop me from loving you! (Nor telling you what matters to me… )

I'm glad. If I can't stop loving you and telling you what matters to me, why should I expect any different from you?

boo:

Expecting too much? I have given up trying to expect ANYTHING from ANY relationship… and instead, just… giving. It hurts. A lot. But, one sweet, sweet day, I may reach this… sort of, well, nirvana (for want of a better word) that I am aiming for – where I can give, give, give all the Love that I have inside me, and expect nothing in return.

One sweet day, I'll be able to Love freely.

One sweet day, I'll be able to say “B o l l o c k s!” to the statement, “The greatest thing you'll ever learn is to Love and be Loved in return.” Right now, I pretty much worship that statement, but, you know… maybe one day…

Time will tell… along with my strength…

Boo…

It's really very hard to love someone who doesn't love you in return. I'm not saying it's impossible. But it just hurts, no matter how much love you have inside of you. Someone I love very much is going through something like that…she says she loves him, but he doesn't care. It's not very easy…I see a bit of her dying each day…the only thing that holds her together is her faith in Allah. If she didn't have that…I don't know what would have happened to her.

I hope that the person you give all the love you have inside of you to…loves you back.

One time, I heard this quote that went something like, “You will never feel the true beauty of love unless it shines from both ends.” That's not the exact quote, but something like that. Yes, one person can love, truly love someone, but he/she won't feel the true beauty of love until it is felt from both sides….when it is both, given and received…other than that, love will just hurt you…

at least, that's how I see it. But like you, I also hope that one day I'll be able to love without expecting anything in return, if that's possible.

[Mukesh]

How can feelings that came from the heart ever be anything BUT heartfelt?

There's no reason for heartfelt feelings to be permanent, na ji? The only requirement is that they came out of Frove and were truly meant when being said.

No one is ever by your side – always. Life is like a path. People will join your path at times, and they will leave your path at times… the important thing is to cherish those memories, and know that the memories can never, ever be taken away from you… that's all that matters…

This is something I really needed to read this morning, Thanks Missy, like I said, CAN ALWAYZ count on you to be there J

.

One sweet day, I'll be able to Love freely.

****sigh*****…am not sure about LOVE anymore…

It's really very hard to love someone who doesn't love you in return. I'm not saying it's impossible. But it just hurts, no matter how much love you have inside of you. Someone I love very much is going through something like that…she says she loves him, but he doesn't care. It's not very easy…I see a bit of her dying each day…the only thing that holds her together is her faith in Allah. If she didn't have that…I don't know what would have happened to her.

Nothing would have happened to her coz she truly believes in this love she feels for her **guy**

I do hope that idiot realizes that having someone weho loves u sooo unconditionally

I hope that the person you give all the love you have inside of you to…loves you back.

One time, I heard this quote that went something like, “You will never feel the true beauty of love unless it shines from both ends.” That's not the exact quote, but something like that. Yes, one person can love, truly love someone, but he/she won't feel the true beauty of love until it is felt from both sides….when it is both, given and received…other than that, love will just hurt you…

That’s what I have begun feeling lately…too much giving, how about some receiving.</

[boo]

Scar face:

How can feelings that came from the heart ever be anything BUT heartfelt?

There's no reason for heartfelt feelings to be permanent, na ji? The only requirement is that they came out of Frove and were truly meant when being said.

No one is ever by your side – always. Life is like a path. People will join your path at times, and they will leave your path at times… the important thing is to cherish those memories, and know that the memories can never, ever be taken away from you… that's all that matters…

This is something I really needed to read this morning, Thanks Missy, like I said, CAN ALWAYZ count on you to be there J

no probs dear…………….

Belief in Love can only come from within…

Whatever happens, Scar Face… as long as your mind, your heart, your conscience feels free… that is all that matters. the rest is secondary.

I know someone who is such a darn cynic when it comes to Love… doesn't believe it exists, thinks it is fake, blah blah… he is married and has kids and he is perfectly content (touchwood) with his Life…

read the quote in my signature ji… as long as YOU feel your soul is being kept alive, who cares whether you Love or not?! it doesn't matter!! you don't HAVE to find/believe in Love because everyone else around you is telling you so… make your own kinda music, sing your own special song… even if nobody else sings along…

Just…. be happy. Be content and free. Whatever that means to you, be that. The rest doesn't matter.

[Mukesh]

boo:

Scar face:

How can feelings that came from the heart ever be anything BUT heartfelt?

There's no reason for heartfelt feelings to be permanent, na ji? The only requirement is that they came out of Frove and were truly meant when being said.

No one is ever by your side – always. Life is like a path. People will join your path at times, and they will leave your path at times… the important thing is to cherish those memories, and know that the memories can never, ever be taken away from you… that's all that matters…

This is something I really needed to read this morning, Thanks Missy, like I said, CAN ALWAYZ count on you to be there J

no probs dear…………….

Belief in Love can only come from within…

ooohhhhhh no …its both internal an external sweety…cant explain in detail at the moment but its wat I believe…an overall feeling/experience..

Whatever happens, Scar Face… as long as your mind, your heart, your conscience feels free… that is all that matters. the rest is secondary.

I knw dat… a good fwend of mine keeps repeating this to me over an over an over …she is such a Swcheeeeethart

… doesn't believe it exists, thinks it is fake, blah blah… he is married and has kids and he is perfectly content (touchwood) with his Life…

Wow, must meet the dude, lessons to be learnt here…hahahahahaa…

read the quote in my signature ji… as long as YOU feel your soul is being kept alive, who cares whether you Love or not?! it doesn't matter!! you don't HAVE to find/believe in Love because everyone else around you is telling you so… make your own kinda music, sing your own special song… even if nobody else sings along…

sooo I keep saying errr singing lol…..Yeah exactly wat I am doing…….making my own kinda music, singing my own song…dancing to these special tunes that only I can hear hahahahaha…Now I sound like a looney lmao …

Just…. be happy. Be content and free. Whatever that means to you, be that. The rest doesn't matter.

I am …aaand say the same to u too

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

Scarrry…Is it really possible? Loving a guy unconditionally when they don't give a damn about you? And they show it too? I don't know…I guess I'll have to take your word for it, because like I said before, I have never been in love…but, I'll let you know my thoughts on love when it happens to me.

[Yemenilicious]

Rani . . . I miss you

[Mukesh]

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

Scarrry…Is it really possible? Loving a guy unconditionally when they don't give a damn about you? And they show it too? I don't know…I guess I'll have to take your word for it, because like I said before, I have never been in love…but, I'll let you know my thoughts on love when it happens to me.

Heya Ranz

Yes sweety, it is possible to love someone unconditionally, unreservedly-completely..without them loving u back..

Im not sure about that person **NOT GIVING A DAMN*** coz in my case he did…

Now where a guy is forceful in showing u he doesnt give a damn about u….errrr a bit tough coz guys are really difficult

**creaturez** to understand ..lol

am note sure ..it cud mean many things, he cud actually be interested but wants to see how far U wud go…OR

he may not be interested at all..

in my **experience*** Men are truly Idiots…

they play around with women and their feelings, and think women are mere numbers to add to their collection

u knw like art collectors or sums..

Sure I am being negative especially since theres that rare MAN out there who are true in every way. …where love and feelings and woman

are concerned…no games, no conquests..etc…

In yr case, am assuming this has to do with yr fwend r8….well I suggest someone Accidently

knocks sum sense into the guy,if it doesnt work, then she truly must move on …LOVE neva stops

ie.she cant force herself to stop loving him, but she will get stronger in accepting that a relationship

with him may never transpire…Its DIFFICULT but not unachievable….

Well whatever happens I do hope that Allah plays his hand and that she does receive the love she pines for

aaand u know what for all the lost luvs…maybe just maybe all our Dua's will convince him

U neva been in luw?? Ok ..U must give me yr thoughts on it when u do love ok…

I knw I am no help at the moment as I am still trying to come to terms with a lot of things soooo maybe in the near future

I will start being more positive towards LOVE an MEN…

[boo]

Scar face:

Yes sweety, it is possible to love someone unconditionally, unreservedly-completely..without them loving u back..

they play around with women and their feelings, and think women are mere numbers to add to their collection

u knw like art collectors or sums..

Of course it is possible. ANYTHING is possible… why doubt? I really don't get why you doubt, Rani… explain?

Art collectors? Wahahahaha…. what say Rani? Us gals ARE, after all, works of art… as they say… God created women second because He likes to make a rough draft before creating the masterpiece!

[Mukesh]

hahahahahahhahahahahaha

mizzy I cudnt have said that better yaar…

one for the road for me 😉

ranz doubts because she hasnt loved..remember….

oh well u galz really are works of art…

lmao….

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

Scar face:

Well whatever happens I do hope that Allah plays his hand and that she does receive the love she pines for

aaand u know what for all the lost luvs…maybe just maybe all our Dua's will convince him

I have no doubt in Allah when it comes to giving his believers happiness. I know she'll find what she's seeking. It's just hard to see her go through it…

lol. art collections? I don't believe all men are the same. I hate thinking anything about the whole population/race, etc. I just like to think about that one individual…

Actually, this love stuff gets me confused, I think it's better that I talk about it when I actually love a guy to that extent…

NINJAAAAA! awww! I'm so glad I got to see you yesterday! It was a crazy day, na? lol. Actually, this whole week was crazy, especially cuz of Hayati. Didn't get to see her ALL week! and u too! What is wrong with u two?!!? lol. I only got to see u(ninja) on thursday. and monday? oh yeah! Monday too!

gosh. I can't wait for…something? I don't know what…I can't wait till everything falls into place. lol.

[Hayliehayati]

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

gosh. I can't wait for…something? I don't know what…I can't wait till everything falls into place. lol.

whatever that means…

[Yemenilicious]

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

NINJAAAAA! awww! I'm so glad I got to see you yesterday! It was a crazy day, na? lol. Actually, this whole week was crazy, especially cuz of Hayati.

Glad I got to see ju too hunz. =]

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

Haylie(hayati):

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

gosh. I can't wait for…something? I don't know what…I can't wait till everything falls into place. lol.

whatever that means…

It means that I can't wait to see you! Gosh. I've been wanting to see you ever since Monday. I hekka miss you.

Ninja ji, we need to get back into the hafitha system, I miss it.

[Marine]

Back to the topic. Well i feal like crap its like 1:30am i have to wrok very early have illion things to do and my brother is in Jail so i can't sleep cause i feal guilty that his siting in jail waiting to see what will hapened and i'm home.

Boy i hate the law of America well most of hte law.

I friken am the Law and i can't do anything about except sit and wait to talk to the jugde tomorrow.

Well i just wanted to get this out you guys can egnore this.

[Mukesh]

Wat the heck are u talking about????????Pls tell me this is a huge joke sweety ?

Damn, left my fone home today….hmmm ok will send u mail

hugz and luv

di

[boo]

Marine:

Back to the topic. Well i feal like crap its like 1:30am i have to wrok very early have illion things to do and my brother is in Jail so i can't sleep cause i feal guilty that his siting in jail waiting to see what will hapened and i'm home.

Boy i hate the law of America well most of hte law.

I friken am the Law and i can't do anything about except sit and wait to talk to the jugde tomorrow.

Well i just wanted to get this out you guys can egnore this.

ouchhh… Have you talked to the judge? Hope everything is going OK for you now… *touchwood*….

[Marine]

Hey didi no its not a joke its a new that came out it was all over the paper and there are over 30 Armenians and god knows how many others in Immigrationg jail. I don't know i'm gonna meet someone well can't say who but its a way of braking my brother out. ALl thought that *** cost like an arm and a leg.

Boo jaanu no the judge doesn't want to talk to anyone so i'm taking the law into my own hands. Lets just say I have been serving the law for the past 5 years well now its time for the law to serve me with help of my god saab teek ho jayena.

[Mukesh]

Hey didi no its not a joke its a new that came out it was all over the paper and there are over 30 Armenians and god knows how many others in Immigrationg jail. I don't know i'm gonna meet someone well can't say who but its a way of braking my brother out. ALl thought that *** cost like an arm and a leg.

Hey hun

I knw, was actually hoping it was a joke… better than u guys having to face this reality….

u got my mail sooo just think before u do anything irrational, I knw u are emotional at the moment

I send u more luv, will speak to u later hon..

di

[Yemenilicious]

hmmm my feelings? are…blah!! I feel sick! I need coffeee!!

[boo]

I have a terrible cold.

My sandcastle has been stomped upon… and I feel so, so lonely.

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

boo:

I have a terrible cold.

My sandcastle has been stomped upon… and I feel so, so lonely.

*hugs boo* There. Now I have your cold!

*runs to help boo make another sandcastle* There. Isn't it pretty?

*sits by boo and holds her hand as they watch the sunrise over boo's sandcastle* Main hoon na.

[boo]

Sweety… I was just thinking of you…. I love you so much.

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

I love you too ur lovelyness!

boo…come a lil closer, baby. baby, baby, baby wanna steal your heart away! lol.

[Baqtiar]

Hey u two galz… dont make my imaginations go wild… and b clear in ur replies…. dosti tak theek hai… ye sab kya hai haaaaaaaaan…..

Kanta bahen….

[serioComic]

dude..they are both sick and disgusting!! stay faaaaar away from them.

[Khushi]

boo:

I have a terrible cold.

My sandcastle has been stomped upon… and I feel so, so lonely.

Don't you even dare think that….

Dont build castles, Don't use sand- let your love be so that every heart within which you reside, is like a palace.

Main aur Rani hai na!

[boo]

~Khushi~:

boo:

I have a terrible cold.

My sandcastle has been stomped upon… and I feel so, so lonely.

Don't you even dare think that….

Dont build castles, Don't use sand– let your love be so that every heart within which you reside, is like a palace.

Main aur Rani hai na!

castles and sand are all this helpless little girl has… for each heart in which i find a palace, for my love… that is all i have.

[Khushi]

You are not helpless, because Love isn't. We are helpless as people, Love in itself is not helpless at all. Infact, its the very thing people rely when helpless. A flower blooms everyday in love, the sun rises and sets in love. Its your vision and your belief in it makes it so. Boo, no – you're strong, you have love- and i know that you do, so don't deny.

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

Baqtiar:

Hey u two galz… dont make my imaginations go wild… and b clear in ur replies…. dosti tak theek hai… ye sab kya hai haaaaaaaaan…..

Kanta bahen….

serioComic:

dude..they are both sick and disgusting!! stay faaaaar away from them.

lol! take ur minds outta the gutter, misters.

~Khushi~:

Boo, no – you're strong, you have love- and i know that you do, so don't deny.

Boo, she's right. Keep ur head high, boo-mburo. and remember your faith in love and that dii and I are hamesha tumhare saath.

[Marine]

Baqtiar:

Hey u two galz… dont make my imaginations go wild… and b clear in ur replies…. dosti tak theek hai… ye sab kya hai haaaaaaaaan…..

Kanta bahen….

Men and we all know where your imagination had gone right? tsk tsk tsk

Casanova is back ladys watch out lol he will make your head spin, loose breat your heart will stop beating then you will fall into his beautifully planed trap

[Mukesh]

For starters,

I HATE TELEPHONES….

Someone pls remind me……….. Who invented this annoying thing we call

Telephones????

HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT….

If this damn fone rings once more, I am going to scrrreeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaammmmmmm

*********Beeeeeeeeg Loooooong Siiiiiigggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh********

Dat said I now feel better …

[Marine]

Ok Di i'm starting to worry about you seriousely lol

[Mukesh]

Vat?????????? A woman can’t Yell errrr I mean scream if she wants to??? Lmao

Why u sooo worried now Mara?? All that frowning will give u added wrinkles hahahahaha

[boo]

That time of the month, my dear Scar Face?

[Mukesh]

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaat???

wat time of the month ??? Oh u mean pay check time??/ Naaaaaah a few days left for that Rotlmao

U my dear am going to getcha for this LMAO

[boo]

whahaha!! Get me back? sure…. try…

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

I had a dream about Khushi!!! whoo hooo! It was awesome! Narrating it to Khushi has made me completely hyper and happy!

[boo]

Rani:

[Mukesh]

Now…..

How do I feel?? Seriously truly feel??

Cheated, used and absolutely freaking pissed off at someone I trusted, truly damn trusted

Whom I have found out to be a liar…an…..an…an…an

My choicest words which I will not Screeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaam out loud on a public forum…

How can one go on believing in another human this way..

[Unique_Princess]

al… even tho our situations may be different, I know exactly .. EXACTLY .. how you feel right now… don't worry hun.. humanity is just f*d up these days.

excuse my language. big hug to u

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

It sucks when you're happy and someone else sn't…

Scarrry…I've felt that way before…so trust me when I say that the feeling will pa.ss. Not everyone is like that, there are so many people in this world that are such nice and sweet people that you're amazed to see them. It's really easy to believe in other people even though one person has misused your trust. Or maybe it's just me cuz I'm so gullible…but I'm sure you won't feel that way forever. Friends will come and show you that it's wrong to judge everyone just because of one person's stupidity. Don't close yourself off from relationships, because relationships are what help us when times get tough.

take care hunnz.

[serioComic]

“Life!… It's a cybernetic psychedic explosion of garishly illuminated images, sounds, smells, and feelings! I am skewed, warped, distorted, twisted, altered in such a way as to defy description. I am discomboomulated to the maximum intensity of a technorave, industrial force. I'M ALIVE, DAMN YOU, AND MY HEAD IS TWEAKED TO THE Nth POWER! My mind is swirling and pulsing with wreckless, exuberant abandon! Pounding and surging in a vortex of sensory overload! Euphoric insanity!!”

“Sooooo….. how's life been treatin you?” “I LIKE IT!”

[Yemenilicious]

overwhelmed

*dies*

[serioComic]

excellent. 1 down, few more to go.

[Yemenilicious]

serioComic:

excellent. 1 down, few more to go.

lol, whatever. I take that back! I'M BETTER THAN EVER!!!

[serioComic]

too late for that missy!!

[Yemenilicious]

serioComic:

too late for that missy!!

ha not really.

[serioComic]

the tongue weighs practically nothing, but so few people can hold it

[Yemenilicious]

serioComic:

the tongue weighs practically nothing, but so few people can hold it

true…for once I agree with you

[serioComic]

there will be more instances where u will come to an agreement with me. this is not the last.

[Yemenilicious]

serioComic:

there will be more instances where u will come to an agreement with me. this is not the last.

highly doubt it but okay.

[serioComic]

doubt thou the stars are fire, doubt that the sun doth move

doubt truth to be a liar, but never doubt u'll agree with me again one day

[Yemenilicious]

serioComic:

doubt thou the stars are fire, doubt that the sun doth move

doubt truth to be a liar, but never doubt u'll agree with me again one day

doubt truth to be a liar? lie? huh? okay perhaps I will agree with you ONE day..

[Mukesh]

Unique_princess:

al… even tho our situations may be different, I know exactly .. EXACTLY .. how you feel right now… don't worry hun.. humanity is just f*d up these days.

excuse my language. big hug to u

I knw u do sweety…. tnx

[Mukesh]

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

It sucks when you're happy and someone else sn't…

Scarrry…I've felt that way before…so trust me when I say that the feeling will pa.ss. Not everyone is like that, there are so many people in this world that are such nice and sweet people that you're amazed to see them. It's really easy to believe in other people even though one person has misused your trust. Or maybe it's just me cuz I'm so gullible…but I'm sure you won't feel that way forever. Friends will come and show you that it's wrong to judge everyone just because of one person's stupidity. Don't close yourself off from relationships, because relationships are what help us when times get tough.

take care hunnz.

tnx ranz…

I will ..

u take care too

[Mukesh]

serioComic:

“Life!… It's a cybernetic psychedic explosion of garishly illuminated images, sounds, smells, and feelings! I am skewed, warped, distorted, twisted, altered in such a way as to defy description. I am discomboomulated to the maximum intensity of a technorave, industrial force. I'M ALIVE, DAMN YOU, AND MY HEAD IS TWEAKED TO THE Nth POWER! My mind is swirling and pulsing with wreckless, exuberant abandon! Pounding and surging in a vortex of sensory overload! Euphoric insanity!!”

“Sooooo….. how's life been treatin you?” “I LIKE IT!”

not good but thanks for asking anyways

Eish wat da heck u are going on about NOW Mr **foreva typing bullshit***

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

anytime, scarrrry.

[Mukesh]

there will be more instances where u will come to an agreement with me. this is not the last.

lmao

hmmmm

I dnt think soooooo

[Mukesh]

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

anytime, scarrrry.

aaaaand one for u tooo BOO

[kavita_0026]

quote user=”serioComic”

“Life!… It's a cybernetic psychedic explosion of garishly illuminated images, sounds, smells, and feelings! I am skewed, warped, distorted, twisted, altered in such a way as to defy description. I am discomboomulated to the maximum intensity of a technorave, industrial force. I'M ALIVE, DAMN YOU, AND MY HEAD IS TWEAKED TO THE Nth POWER! My mind is swirling and pulsing with wreckless, exuberant abandon! Pounding and surging in a vortex of sensory overload! Euphoric insanity!!”

“Sooooo….. how's life been treatin you?” “I LIKE IT!”

-quote seriocomic-

Oreo – what the heck?

lol

where u copy n pasted that from coz i know u urself don understand all that urself lol

hey guyzzzz what up? heyyyyyyy aliea how r u honey? n hey every1 else!!! lol ya'll stay safe now

[kavita_0026]

Scar face:

Now…..

How do I feel?? Seriously truly feel??

Cheated, used and absolutely freaking pissed off at someone I trusted, truly damn trusted

Whom I have found out to be a liar…an…..an…an…an

My choicest words which I will not Screeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaam out loud on a public forum…

How can one go on believing in another human this way..

Sweetheart wahts wrong? omg – WHO did WHAT to you?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg r u alright? im concerned now? awwww honey try to keep your head on

and dont get too upset bc if someone treated you in a nasty way – then always remember its not worth shedding your tears if the person did that to you

but omg…. tellm e..whats wrong?

[kavita_0026]

Scar face:

Now…..

How do I feel?? Seriously truly feel??

Cheated, used and absolutely freaking pissed off at someone I trusted, truly damn trusted

Whom I have found out to be a liar…an…..an…an…an

My choicest words which I will not Screeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaam out loud on a public forum…

How can one go on believing in another human this way..

Sweetheart wahts wrong? omg – WHO did WHAT to you?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg r u alright? im concerned now? awwww honey try to keep your head on

and dont get too upset bc if someone treated you in a nasty way – then always remember its not worth shedding your tears if the person did that to you

but omg…. tellm e..whats wrong?

[kavita_0026]

Hey guys…well its the let your feeling out thread and everything…

I m just wondering something…….. if you guys ever like someone and they like you right

do you ever get upset/hurt when they go out with their friends or spend time with their friends?

and um..is it normal…to feel upset & mad to the extreme? .. or …not?

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

Hey Kavita…stop worrying about what is normal and what is abnormal.

If he likes you, then don't worry about him going out with his friends. Sometimes a guy wants to spend time with his friends rather than his girlfriend. That doesn't mean he doesn't like you, Kavita. and I think you should talk to him about whatever it is that is bothering you. The most important things in a relationship are trust and understanding. Trust and understand each other, then you won't have a problem.

Take care, hunnz.

[kavita_0026]

Hey Rani..

Well its not much that..with 'relationship' … I just…. its just…. Im not supposed to be doing any of this you know

and any time I can get to talk to him or whatever I put that time for him only bc I know its not really right to go ahead and do
all these stuff … taking into consideration my upbringing and my parents and everything …

but I dont know why i feel so bad if he tells me he is going with his friends … i just feel sort of like really bad.. i mean..i know i have no other

in the world to be wtih and stuff…and i sort of realized..something..maybe if I HAD friends and if I HAD people to hang with..then maybe it would be like this
and I wouldnt feel liek this when he does it … but then agian i cant explain what i feel… i just know that alot of pple would think this this is abnormal
but maybe its abnormal bc i am abnormal or something

thanks alot honey

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

Hey hey hey, don't you ever call yourself abnormal, Kavita. If you're not normal, then I don't know what is. What you're feeling are emotions every human may feel at one point or another in their life.

and about not having friends, don't say that. The more you put yourself down, the more you will believe it, trust me, I've been there. Just make friends the way you made friends on this forum. Talk to people, be yourself, don't put on a facade, be friendly. And I know you can do it.

And…if you know it's not right to do what you're doing, then hunny…don't do it. Going behind your parents back and going out with a guy isn't a great idea. Think about what your parents will think if they find out, they might not trust you anymore. Don't ever give your parents a reason to not trust you. No guy is worth that. Your parents will do for you, what no other person will. No guy, no friend, no cousin, no one, will sacrifice themselves for you the way your parents will. No one is worth more than your parents.

Always do what is right.

I'm not saying you should just go and break up with this guy, I don't want to be responsible for that. I'm just telling you to think it over, hunny. And talk to someone who knows a bit more about your situation than I do, and you can always pm me if you need me.

Take care, Kavita. And keep your head up.

[Marine]

Kavs Rani si right And calling yourself Abnormal get that out of your mind.

And you do have friends you have us even thought we are far. And also i agree with Rani about your parent no matter how many people come and go in and out of your life you willa lwyas have your parent and you will always need them so think about every little that you plan on taking

Love you guys

[Mukesh]

kavita_0026:

Hey Rani..

Well its not much that..with 'relationship' … I just…. its just…. Im not supposed to be doing any of this you know

ur not supposed to be doing any of what sweety?? dating?? or loving?? or just not wanting yr b/f to spend time with his friends coz right now u need him more?? I dont think one shud feel a certain way just because its wat everyone else deems right..u are u , an individual, with yr own feelings and thoughts etc…so if u feel a lil resentful towards him spending time with his friends its NOT A BAD THING…its just the way u feel, u can change this by actually trying to figure out WHY u feel this way…coz u obviously would like him to spend time with his friends but ……theres dat feeling………… I am not sure if I am making any sense here anyways..

and any time I can get to talk to him or whatever I put that time for him only bc I know its not really right to go ahead and do
all these stuff … taking into consideration my upbringing and my parents and everything …

but I dont know why i feel so bad if he tells me he is going with his friends … i just feel sort of like really bad.. i mean..i know i have no other

in the world to be wtih and stuff…and i sort of realized..something..maybe if I HAD friends and if I HAD people to hang with..then maybe it would be like this
and I wouldnt feel liek this when he does it … but then agian i cant explain what i feel… i just know that alot of pple would think this this is abnormal
but maybe its abnormal bc i am abnormal or something

wat ??????? I repeat WAT????

u definitely having one of em paranoia moments thinking this, Kavs,( am kidding hun ) I suggest u read this very carefully…………..

U HAVE FRIENDS ,U HAVE FRIENDS ,U HAVE FRIENDS

U have Mara, Ranz and ME off coz…….okies I am apparently not much of a people, coz u knw aliens are considered

species of sorts but I AM HERE, ALWAYS HAVE BEEN AND ALWAYS WILL BE….u know that……and u also know that if anything is worrying u – that u can talk to me…ANYTIME….ok…i knw things are going really bad now but it will get better, wait and see….

I knw we are seperated by this darn net….errrr an the ocean and zillion km lol but u have ME…..cannot stress enuf …..aaaand I promise u I will send u my reply as soon as I can get sum frikkin spare minutes…..am sending u lotza luv and hugz sweety

thanks alot honey

Okies me will just send u an email laterz, luw ye Kavz, aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand thanks for alll the mail and am sowrie I wasnt here sweety

[Mukesh]

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

Hey hey hey, don't you ever call yourself abnormal, Kavita. If you're not normal, then I don't know what is. What you're feeling are emotions every human may feel at one point or another in their life.

Yup Kavs, pleeeeeeeeez dnt beat yrself up for being like any normal person by callin yrself abnormal …………Jeeez sweety….

and about not having friends, don't say that. The more you put yourself down, the more you will believe it, trust me, I've been there. Just make friends the way you made friends on this forum. Talk to people, be yourself, don't put on a facade, be friendly. And I know you can do it.

And…if you know it's not right to do what you're doing, then hunny…don't do it. Going behind your parents back and going out with a guy isn't a great idea. Think about what your parents will think if they find out, they might not trust you anymore. Don't ever give your parents a reason to not trust you. No guy is worth that. Your parents will do for you, what no other person will. No guy, no friend, no cousin, no one, will sacrifice themselves for you the way your parents will. No one is worth more than your parents.

Hmmm I actually think that u cant really trust ANYONE …except the almighty in whichever name u call him by ….sooooo

hon trust in the one above ( even though u cant see touch feel ) and have faith ……..things will improve…

***no disrespect to my parents , the rest of my family, extended family as well as friends….***

aaand Kavs, dis not just yr folks, dnt give ANYONE a reason NOT to trust u…

TRUST/HONESTY in any relationship (whichever name u call it )

should be based with just that……and yes NO guy is worth the effort and yr love if theres dishonesty. lying etc involved

…at the end of the day, its up to the individual to decide whether my words hold any value…..as I dnt want to be

responsible for any regrets as such….

always do what is right.

I'm not saying you should just go and break up with this guy, I don't want to be responsible for that. I'm just telling you to think it over, hunny. And talk to someone who knows a bit more about your situation than I do, and you can always pm me if you need me.

Take care, Kavita. And keep your head up.

Aaaaaaw ranz, I didnt see yr response, very sweeeet hon and as usual u make a lot of sense in what u say….

Big hugz to u my dear…

[vchenoah]

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

Take care, Kavita. And keep your head up.

Da Bestest is correct on this. Listen to ker Kavz!

And always keep ya head up!

[boo]

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

And…if you know it's not right to do what you're doing, then hunny…don't do it. Going behind your parents back and going out with a guy isn't a great idea. Think about what your parents will think if they find out, they might not trust you anymore. Don't ever give your parents a reason to not trust you. No guy is worth that. Your parents will do for you, what no other person will. No guy, no friend, no cousin, no one, will sacrifice themselves for you the way your parents will. No one is worth more than your parents.

Always do what is right.

Just my take on this, Kavita… please note that I am not telling you what to do, and how to do it… as I said, it is just my take on this… you can feel free to agree, disagree or argue with me… I’m cool, and I hope you are, too…

What do you mean 'right'? Do you FEEL right, in your heart, in your conscience? If no, then as Rani said, I'd rethink the situation… but if you do feel it is right in your conscience, even if it is for only a short while, then f*** what everyone else tells you. It's not THEIR hearts you have inside you, it's YOURS… and you have to carry it in your body, and when it feels heavy with “what ifs”, it hurts like hell. I wouldn't go against my heart, if I were you. Trust me, it will win every battle at the end of the day.

“Going behind your parents' back and going out with a guy isn't a great idea.”… but do YOU feel it is a great idea? This isn't your parents' life Kavita, it is yours to give to whomever you like, as much or as little as you like. If you would rather live for your parents, then by all means go ahead. But if you'd rather live for this guy, then by all means go ahead too. All I'm saying is – it's YOUR life. YOU make the decisions – not me, not Rani, not your parents… just you.

Whether you care about what your parents (or indeed, anyone) says or not, and whether they will trust you in the future or not, and whether they approve of this idea or not… is entirely up to you. If you choose to care, then please do… but if you don't choose to care, then don't let ANYONE tell you otherwise.

“Don't ever give your parents a reason to not trust you. No guy is worth that. Your parents will do for you, what no other

[kavita_0026]

Hugs to all of my sweet sister i love you all so much … you all are just here at my emotional rescue i cant imagine what i would have done otherwise

Rani my love , How are you? Thank you so much for giving me these words you're so sweet… I guess I shouldnt use the word 'abnormal' then..its just..that I sort of see my self 'singled' out , if you know what I mean …. and when I saw my self singled out thats when i felt it was okay to maybe associate the situation with something that wasnt normal or what everyone does

Well its something that you guys dont know about me becuase I havent told anyone but no I dont really have friends I guess maybe bc i dont really talk alot or something… I dont know. And before i didnt think it mattered bc I just wanted to be loyal in every way for my parents and studies and everything..

And it still doesnt matter … bc maybe that is who I am you know? … but since this whole situation with this guy has come up…it just sort of prompted me to ask myself you know… why should i feel this way ; bc if i told this thing to any one they would probably laugh and say i shouldnt be that way ( well not you guys bc u guys r my friends ) but i guess pple looking in a judgemental way.

About going behind my parents back – well i've had a hard time with that and ended up corrupting my own body and self bc of it but no no I would not do that; my parents know who this guy is and he has come over to our home a few times… I know parents will give up anything for us

And Rani honey dont say 'break up ' with this guy bc … i cant accept he fact that im 'in' some..thing bc maybe not..i guess i just dont like to have this idea stereotypical name of 'boyfriend' or girlfriend or relationship or 'break up' im not use to it and it isnt routine for me so if i do 'break' it will be only once

Guys…dont think this guy is a bad person..dont get me wrong.. he is a very wonderful, kind person
i just dont know why ifelt the way i feel… which again promted the thought about the whole friend thing…if i had many firneds and stuff… then i would find what he is doing …is absolutely GREAT…hey even maybe i would have asked him to go out with him and his friendS..who knows…

but i dont have and mayb ethats why i see it different and maybe take it in a different way…….. oh god..this is too long sorry guys but i have to get this out… and im sure u guys want to hear to ge a better understanding of what is happening …… anyway thank you all

love you all always
kavi

[kavita_0026]

Marine:

Kavs Rani si right And calling yourself Abnormal get that out of your mind.

And you do have friends you have us even thought we are far. And also i agree with Rani about your parent no matter how many people come and go in and out of your life you willa lwyas have your parent and you will always need them so think about every little that you plan on taking

Love you guys

Hey Marine.. love …thanks..i guess i should take this 'abnormal' term out of my mind huh….

Aww guys i know you all are my friends that why i love you all so much i really do …even though i know we are far apart.. somthing i got from another thread was – we are all around the globe yet support each other and i think that is so amazing

[kavita_0026]

alieaaa love…thank you so much for the response … as thanks go out to all of you all

gosh i actually laughed alot after reading your response..you'r supportive and funny ..good thing… yes i knowwww we're separated by the ocean and a zillion km ha.. but i'll be here for you too if you need any time to talk

and what is this thing about you ..and this..alien species!! if i remembered correctly it was oreo who started some kind of thing that u're from out of space
i know you were trying tomake me smile with that..

Yes..guys I know..I respect my parents alot and treat them and think about them before every decision i make bc they are the ones who are supporting me and keeping me and ..enduring me…

oh when i said im not supposed to be doing this..i sort of meant 'loving' i guess… i dont know… i thought it was wrong and stuff … but lately i've beging to figure out its not 100% wrong and immoral to love someone and at least i should not feel 100% guilty just to -love- someone ( have the feeling ) especially when my parents know who the person is and everything…. but i dont knw..i guess im getting 'used' to this whole ..thinking… well u're right about ..being who i am …and if i have feelings then it is what it is despite of 'norms' or what society thinks..but im just saying…shud i feel like this…..i mean u r totally right i feel HORRIBLE to feel upset bc he has dealings with his friends… bc i know he's sort of having negative emotions also ( he feels happy w hen he goes by his friends of course – so when i say not to gothere i guess he feels … unhappy? – so thast what make me feel unhappy too ) .. but why is he feeling that unhappy if he doesnt go there… with them and all… taking into consideration everything with parents with studies everything..it is NOT like i can see him on a basis or timely regular basis so when ever i do see him why should he even think of going somewhere he can go

agian..dont think he is a bad person he is a wonderful person and he is very kind and wonderufl and has a good heart..but maybe im the … @%^#@ one for being like that… i dont know ..but like i said..its not like I WANT TO DO THIS..OR I HAVE A DESIRE TO MAKE HIM UPSET..I DONT!!! its just that sometiems i get these feelings that i cant control

[kavita_0026]

Booji – Hi…I must say…. a big..wow… wow wow wow..dont worry, Raniji wont be upset with you ..it is just your opinon on something like raniji had on the same thing …alright..ok im still wowing… you're right in a lot of ways..i mean it is my heart …ad you know what for a very long tim I have been fighting this heart..bc i didnt think it was moral to …fall into… you know what…. but… i gues now it seems like its winning and the only thing is just accept…but the thing is…loving someone makes it so much more easier for you toget hurt..and i swear i am considered a cold person ..well..was…well…… imean 'cold' in the sense that u know sometimes we hear feel see understand things but… you put this barrier around you so that nothing would hurt you bc you know if it hurts it will hurt real darn bad .. and im not meaning love only..just..other stuff.. Really i want to say thanks…bc .. thanks alottt!! i mean… u r right… a lot depends on myself… and… i have to figure stuff out..but i guess that where i get all confused..the figuring out part… but thanks alot… i mena..i tried to always do was was 'right' and 'moral' ( and u know this doesnt include 'loving' – well..for me! ) … .but it seems like i have…and now im actually seeing how… its not all of that immoral to..love… i mean.. to leave the heart and not fight it bc i fought it so much… u r so right…. my viewpoint …bc it is me… and the part where u said i have to carry this heart… omg..that is so true! thx alot *hugs* for u… n yea im cool too don worry abt it haha

nessaji thanks alot for the chin up

thanks alot u guys!! ok every1 of u said somthing like..'im not being responsilble for this but ….. ” just want to tell you guys that dont be feeling 'guilty ' or scared to tell me something of what ur advice is bc … i wont run off and do anything but ur advice is aiding me … from the point of cheering me up … supporting me…to the point of guiding me

okay guys…i feel weird talking about this..i mean what if this guy came here and saw all this!! .. i mean..i dont mean to make him sound 'mean' or anything bc he is Not he eally is not …..gosh…okay maybe i shud stop now about this … hehe..thank u all..i know I MADE ALOT OF POSTS..sooorrrrryyyyyyy its just..had soooo much to say

love you all … hugs kisses hugs kisses
kavi

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

Scar face:

Aaaaaaw ranz, I didnt see yr response, very sweeeet hon and as usual u make a lot of sense in what u say….

Big hugz to u my dear…

awww! That comes as a compliment considering the fact that I can never express myself and people end up being all confused. lol!

Nessa! Hi! Miss youuuu! Did you get my e-mail?

boo:

And Rani, my beautiful twin ji… I really hope I didn’t offend you with this post. It is genuinely not my intention to… this is just what I felt… what I had to say to Kavita…

I lub you!! Hey, of course not. You gave her your point of view, and I gave her mine. I did my duty as a friend to try and help out, I can't do any more than that. I don't care whose advice she takes, as long as she is happy.

kavita_0026:

About going behind my parents back – well i've had a hard time with that and ended up corrupting my own body and self bc of it but no no I would not do that; my parents know who this guy is and he has come over to our home a few times… I know parents will give up anything for us

When you were talking about your parents, I thought you meant that they didn't know about any of this. I'm sorry for the misunderstanding.

kavita_0026:

And Rani honey dont say 'break up ' with this guy bc … i cant accept he fact that im 'in' some..thing bc maybe not..i guess i just dont like to have this idea stereotypical name of 'boyfriend' or girlfriend or relationship or 'break up' im not use to it and it isnt routine for me so if i do 'break' it will be only once

I'm sorry, I didn't know.

And I'm sure the guy isn't a horrible person if you feel what you're feeling for him.

kavita_0026:

dont worry, Raniji wont be upset with you ..it is just your opinon on something like raniji had on the same thing

exactly.

I don't agree with some stuff boo said, but hey, who cares? That's her opinion. What I do works out for me, and as long as what Kavita does works out for her, I'm happy.

[Yemenilicious]

blah

[serioComic]

*prisoner no.0026 fav song*:

No more maybes. Your babys got rabies. Sittin on a ball. In the middle of the andes

Yeah Im a freak (of nature) Yeah Im a freak

If only I could be as cool as you. As cool as you

Body and soul Im a freak Im a freak. Body and soul Im a freak

ok..so that was comic talking. now lets get serio on board…

you think of me just like a butterfly, you wanna pin me to yr wall so I can never fly

just like a flower that u need to dry, caught between two books squeeze me till I die!!

so prisoner 0026..me thinks yr possesiveness nature is out. and to some extent jealous to the fact that he has other things besides u while u have him only at this moment in time. i say keep yerself busy w things when he is out w his friends…they say an idle mind is a devil's workshop!!

[Unique_Princess]

he's schizooo I tell u…!!!

[Marine]

Hey Oreo is back why is when there is something seriouse going ont hat when you show up?

Well all whats up.

Kavs your right we are all from different place but still we are one family and thats the way god made it and thats the way it should be

[Mukesh]

U laffed, a whole lot???, well ***trying to pat myself on the back*** am glad to hear this

its not nice worrying sooo much all the time, and this comes from the preeencess of worrydome

Alien species, well yeah it was cosmic who mentioned this and kept callin me alien….hahahaha

(((am assumin he wanted to piss me off, highly unlikely off coz…)))

in a way he was r8, I am an alien of sorts, to this world, to the people i call friends an family

I feel alienated and would love to jet off on a kick a$$ spaceship r8 now hahaha

to where I belong????????????????

…earth sux r8 now

okaaaay will stop with all the space talk…..

aaaaaaaaaaaand hun my whole intention was

to bring back that smile on yr face soooo am happy it worked 😉

I knw yr guy aint a monster and pleeez do ignore lil ol Scarry…

I am just having an awful awful year so far soooooooo am being a bit negative towards the male species

especially them male species….

Feelings are feelings, like love is love

I think to an extent we can control our feelings but it depends on the depth of it and the situation off coz…

ok am just thinking about myself now, being a bit selfish, seeing as this is the **feelings** thread….

i feel seriously confused and irritated, really irritated, am breaking the fones and screaming at people, screaming at my poor

mom *****wiping away tears for being sooooo nasty********

all of this is making the guys I work with roll over with laughter which made me laugh after screaming at them

i feel blessed to have the strength to smile when all i wanna do is CRY ..I knw Mara hates us bollywood crying heroins hahahaha

but I feel this way now…..lol ..

laughing, crying, screaming, what else????????? wat next???????? Mom is going bak tonite

An aunt of mine had passed away, I repeat …..wat next?????………..was good to see her after 2 whole months 😉

off coz I am writing/typing with a bleary eye, lotza emotion today, pent up anger….

so wat I say may not make much sense at all, PLEASE IGNORE…

ps: Am losing a friend I called sister, a friend i shared soooo much with, a bond I thought would neva wither…

[boo]

Scar face:

An aunt of mine had passed away, I repeat …..wat next?????………..was good to see her after 2 whole months 😉

off coz I am writing/typing with a bleary eye, lotza emotion today, pent up anger….

so wat I say may not make much sense at all, PLEASE IGNORE…

ps: Am losing a friend I called sister, a friend i shared soooo much with, a bond I thought would neva wither…

[kavita_0026]

Hey my loves, how are you all? Rani marine ..scarry (yeah m gonna start caslling you this since thats what every1 calls you!) booji

nice to see you all still replying…and just wanted to say thank you all so much n i know i didnt explain 100% what was happening so that sorta had
ya'll a lil confused … but thanks a million you have no idea how better it all made me feel …….so thanks alot guysu're all so sweet! … by the way did i tell you…. you know right now me and him are not talking…bc of this whole stupid thing..i am such a stupid girl oreo you are so right i need to stop being so possessive ! i feel kinda bad now coz i know i brought him off as like the 'mean' one buit when it really boils down to the end its me im the mean one huh…i mean…. how can i be so possessive of him

as for oreoji!! omg..oreo actually being nice to me give me brotherly advice – i feel special now lol thanks for the advice oreo sniffs….. but where did u go for all this time

aliea sweetheart now you are confusing me you are in a time of need and never say sorry …or NEVER tell us to ignore you bc we will never do that …JUST tell us your feelings and what ever you wrote was so deep but not sure what is happening…there with you – what did this guy do to you? bc it seem like he has upset my sweet little scarry and that doesnt maake me feel good at all …about your mom…aww hugs* oh honey..make things right..and keep your head up and dont let anyone upset your heart ….and about htis friend you are losing…… sniffs… i feel sorry to hear about all these thing but tell us more and let your feeling out and the more you tell the more we will udnerstand the situation and be able to advise you or tell you right things … about the passing away…oh honey*hug* have my sympathy i am so sorry to hear about it – tell us your heart

love ya'll

[kavita_0026]

Scar face:

i feel seriously confused and irritated, really irritated, am breaking the fones and screaming at people, screaming at my poor

mom *****wiping away tears for being sooooo nasty********

all of this is making the guys I work with roll over with laughter which made me laugh after screaming at them

i feel blessed to have the strength to smile when all i wanna do is CRY ..I knw Mara hates us bollywood crying heroins hahahaha

but I feel this way now…..lol ..

laughing, crying, screaming, what else????????? wat next???????? Mom is going bak tonite

An aunt of mine had passed away, I repeat …..wat next?????………..was good to see her after 2 whole months 😉

off coz I am writing/typing with a bleary eye, lotza emotion today, pent up anger….

so wat I say may not make much sense at all, PLEASE IGNORE…

ps: Am losing a friend I called sister, a friend i shared soooo much with, a bond I thought would neva wither…

Oh sweetheart, I don tever want to hear about you crying – ever! aww honey… try to make it up to your sweet mom before she goes back…oh honey you must miss her alot when she was gone and now she is here and bc you are having a hard time … you just let your anger out

Dont feel too bad, instead, just explain toherwhats going on and it will make her understand even more why you acted the way you did

dont keep your anger pent up sis… it doesnt do you any good….take it out here… if its so hazardous to take out in real life, take it out here type it out … pent up anger does not do you any good hon… get it out ..free your mind lift the weight off of it..type type type

dont worry although you have been feeling confused and irritated everyone around still loves you very very much

and..about this guy..how dre he hurt you? i dont know wht he did..but how dare he!

[kavita_0026]

Unique_princess:

he's schizooo I tell u…!!!

lol

[vchenoah]

kavita_0026:

nessaji thanks alot for the chin up

love you all … hugs kisses hugs kisses
kavi

Anytime Kav, and that's the truth!

I'm sure I speak for quite a few here when I say, we love you also!

[vchenoah]

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

Nessa! Hi! Miss youuuu! Did you get my e-mail?

I miss u too Da Bestest and NOOOOOO I have seen no email!

U aren't getting my PMs, I'm not getting ur emails…houston, we have a problem! hahaha

Try again please!

[vchenoah]

serioComic:

me thinks yr possesiveness nature is out. and to some extent jealous to the fact that he has other things besides u while u have him only at this moment in time. i say keep yerself busy w things when he is out w his friends…they say an idle mind is a devil's workshop!!

This is pretty good advise Kav. By keeping urself busy, u won't notice the time he spends with his friends. Find something that interests you (besides him ) and concentrate on it (ie, reading, drawing…)! It will broaden your mind and give you two something to speak about when u are together.

[kavita_0026]

Hey … yeah i was surprised oreo actually gave warm advice……

i know i know …… it is a good advice but…the thing is.. i mean wouldnt you feel bad i mean if you dont even get to see him on a regular basis and then when he comes by you how would you feel for him to say he has to leave now to go by his friends ( why cant he go by them, it so easy to go by THEM on regular basis bc they dont even have parents around to have to beg and ask for permission )

anyway…. we arent talking now ;… i feel very sick …. and that is really upsetting me bc i have so much homework to do soo gotta go gather the strength and do it … i just dont know what to say… im not like them who ever said that i was special for pple to wnt to stay with me … but anyway …..no more talk about this topic..

love
kavi

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

Nessa:

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

Nessa! Hi! Miss youuuu! Did you get my e-mail?

I miss u too Da Bestest and NOOOOOO I have seen no email!

U aren't getting my PMs, I'm not getting ur emails…houston, we have a problem! hahaha

Try again please!

OhmyAllah! We need to do somehting about this. I have to go to the Mosque in a few minutes, but I'm gonna send you an e-mail when I get back Inshallah, and if it doesn't work…I'm gonna sue somebody! lol. (Americans. *rolls eyes* something goes wrong and we immediately threaten to sue! hehe)

Kavita, listen to Oreo ji, he has great advice, Mashallah. It's cuz he's a guy, they have such practical advice. lol. and Nessa ji is right, we love you, and believe u too, keep ur head up and smile. take care hunnz.

[serioComic]

yup, listen to me and you will have less headache and minimal heartache. have laughter as your appetizer, sarcasm as your main course and humour as dessert. and to top it off, i'll throw in a free cup of wit and charm, shaken but not stirred.

[Mukesh]

serioComic:

yup, listen to me and you will have less headache and minimal heartache. have laughter as your appetizer, sarcasm as your main course and humour as dessert. and to top it off, i'll throw in a free cup of wit and charm, shaken but not stirred.

okay whatever u say DADDYji…. I also want a free cup of witz and tonza charmz, stirred NOT shaken plz, thank u 😉

kavz, on a serious note, cosmics r8, we women tend to advise with our emotions on the sleeve ( mizz boo not included )

whereas men tend to look at things logically….at least at certain times

[boo]

serioComic:

yup, listen to me and you will have less headache and minimal heartache. have laughter as your appetizer, sarcasm as your main course and humour as dessert. and to top it off, i'll throw in a free cup of wit and charm, shaken but not stirred.

wah!

[boo]

Scar face:

kavz, on a serious note, cosmics r8, we women tend to advise with our emotions on the sleeve ( mizz boo not included )

Should I take that as a compliment, or an insult, or neither?

[Mukesh]

boo:

Scar face:

kavz, on a serious note, cosmics r8, we women tend to advise with our emotions on the sleeve ( mizz boo not included )

Should I take that as a compliment, or an insult, or neither?

waddaya think?????

[boo]

Compliment, yaar… for sure…

[kavita_0026]

serioComic:

yup, listen to me and you will have less headache and minimal heartache. have laughter as your appetizer, sarcasm as your main course and humour as dessert. and to top it off, i'll throw in a free cup of wit and charm, shaken but not stirred.

oreo you actually care about me — sniffs –*bawling*[:'(]

hug*

thank you

[kavita_0026]

Scar face:

serioComic:

yup, listen to me and you will have less headache and minimal heartache. have laughter as your appetizer, sarcasm as your main course and humour as dessert. and to top it off, i'll throw in a free cup of wit and charm, shaken but not stirred.

okay whatever u say DADDYji…. I also want a free cup of witz and tonza charmz, stirred NOT shaken plz, thank u 😉

kavz, on a serious note, cosmics r8, we women tend to advise with our emotions on the sleeve ( mizz boo not included )

whereas men tend to look at things logically….at least at certain times

lol ali.. sniffs..well maybe i' got caught up with these emotional sleeve..so what do i do now to feel better..be cold????!!

[boo]

I FEEL SO OVERWHELMED WITH LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*touchwood* … but, knowing my crazy world, it won’t last long… sigh.

[Am Rani]

OH MY GOD!!!! I was sitting in the train this morning, and on the other side of the train, there was such a wonderfull, handsome, OMG, Saif Ali Khan look-a-like!!!! I'm not such a big Saif fan, but this guy was… yummy!!! I just couldn't help myself, I've kept staring at him untill I had to get out… Aaaaaahhhh, sometimes delays are SOOOOOO nice

(ok, that was random, but hey! This IS the totally random thread )

[Am Rani]

Ow… it's not, hahahahahahaha. Never mind, it had to do with feelings, so my post will fit in this thread as well

[Shakalaka Baby]

Sweet dreams tonight yaar… I think as soon as you reach your pillow, you will slowly dream away, thinking about the Saif Ali Khan look-a-like…

[serioComic]

kavita_0026:

oreo you actually care about me — sniffs –*bawling*[:'(]

hug*

thank you

*send shiverssssss down me spine*

im allergic to hugz so u can take that back.

[boo]

Am Rani:

OH MY GOD!!!! I was sitting in the train this morning, and on the other side of the train, there was such a wonderfull, handsome, OMG, Saif Ali Khan look-a-like!!!! I'm not such a big Saif fan, but this guy was… yummy!!! I just couldn't help myself, I've kept staring at him untill I had to get out… Aaaaaahhhh, sometimes delays are SOOOOOO nice

(ok, that was random, but hey! This IS the totally random thread )

Am Rani ji!!!!!

You HAVE been in my thoughts… just wondering where you'd disappeared off to madame…

Oreo ji – allergic to hugs? Whaaaaaaaaat? Even OUR Khushi's jhappis?

[Mukesh]

*send shiverssssss down me spine*

lmao …shiverz down ye spine?? dats a good thing dude…soo Kavz me suggests u send more hugz to warm up

cosmic, and do soo quickly before Nitzkar comes back and contaminate him with evilness

im allergic to hugz so u can take that back.

no probz theres pills for allergies sooo dis kewl now u can receive em freely

[kavita_0026]

Am Rani:

OH MY GOD!!!! I was sitting in the train this morning, and on the other side of the train, there was such a wonderfull, handsome, OMG, Saif Ali Khan look-a-like!!!! I'm not such a big Saif fan, but this guy was… yummy!!! I just couldn't help myself, I've kept staring at him untill I had to get out… Aaaaaahhhh, sometimes delays are SOOOOOO nice

(ok, that was random, but hey! This IS the totally random thread )

Oh wowwwwwwwwwwwwww lol … well that was a nice treat for you huh… Amraniji!!! How are you? And Shakz!!!! Omg… you guys are back where did you guys go? I wasnt here for al ogn time until ike 1 week ago when i came back also…… wow..hey if i rememebred correctly before i left for that while – one of u guys said u got engaged – i believe it was shakz? coz then an engaged person who is sooooooo overly happy with her new guy probably wont be admiring a saif ali khan look alike and call him yummy lol

aliea – right back at you girl – gots to send more hugs back to oreo to warm him up lol – he's being so nice! — dont worry oreo – u cant be allergic to something as loving as hugs n plus alie will throw a bundle of hugs for u so u wud get used to them

[kavita_0026]

serioComic:

kavita_0026:

oreo you actually care about me — sniffs –*bawling*[:'(]

hug*

thank you

*send shiverssssss down me spine*

im allergic to hugz so u can take that back.

hugs for oreo for being so nice

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

I'm sad.

I'm having a horrible day and the worst isn't even over yet…this is gonna be a really long day. Ya Allah, please help me.

uff………….

*Takbeer*

[Khushi]

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

I'm sad.

I'm having a horrible day and the worst isn't even over yet…this is gonna be a really long day. Ya Allah, please help me.

uff………….

*Takbeer*

Awwww Shweetoo, having a rough day today. Don't worry, the sun will set and will rise again with a new day. I know nothing can be done for what has to happen will happen- BUT… I can do a little something to cheer you up….

Love you lots n lots n lots n lots n lots…..

Mmmmmmmmmwah! *Bigggg Hugggg*

xxx

[Yemenilicious]

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

I'm sad.

I'm having a horrible day and the worst isn't even over yet…this is gonna be a really long day. Ya Allah, please help me.

uff………….

*Takbeer*

I love juuu Rani. These are the rough days. gah, I've been havin' em a lot lately. Insha'Allah everything will be just fine.

stay well yaar.

[Mukesh]

Ek voel baie baie moeg….

sad coz my fwend just resigned from work…

happy coz its wat she wanted to do for a while now

tired coz I partied the n8 away and am reallllly sleepy

elated coz my sis got an A level pass…she was really ill during her exams

Irritated coz this lady at this joint thought i was a ***,oh my gawd, I almost fainted.

impatient, coz I want this day at work to go by faster, need to go hommmmmmmmee..

blessed to have good friends and family….

grateful for being able to have another stressful day on this maddening earth

okies will stop now….hahahahaha

[boo]

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

I'm sad.

I'm having a horrible day and the worst isn't even over yet…this is gonna be a really long day. Ya Allah, please help me.

uff………….

*Takbeer*

I'm having too many of those recently, too…

Hang in there Rani………………..

[Mukesh]

boo:

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

I'm sad.

I'm having a horrible day and the worst isn't even over yet…this is gonna be a really long day. Ya Allah, please help me.

uff………….

*Takbeer*

TO BOTH OF U

CHECK YR PMS

LUWYE

I'm having too many of those recently, too…

Hang in there Rani………………..

[kavita_0026]

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

I'm sad.

I'm having a horrible day and the worst isn't even over yet…this is gonna be a really long day. Ya Allah, please help me.

uff………….

*Takbeer*

For My sweet Raniji.

My love, do not worry about the day. Sometimes we have bad days but think of it as – “it will blow away soon” fashion – and remember
we are all here for you and here with you so come and let your feelings out and off of your chest
for feelings locked in never do u good
Hugs to you my darling – Cheer up – Here is a big HUG

Cheer up little angel – you will be fine – dont worry to much – cheer up – smIle – promise that you will smile after reading this!

love -kavi

[Mukesh]

kavz dats sooooo Tweet hun 😉

[kavita_0026]

Scar face:

Ek voel baie baie moeg….

sad coz my fwend just resigned from work…

happy coz its wat she wanted to do for a while now

tired coz I partied the n8 away and am reallllly sleepy

elated coz my sis got an A level pass…she was really ill during her exams

Irritated coz this lady at this joint thought i was a ***,oh my gawd, I almost fainted.

impatient, coz I want this day at work to go by faster, need to go hommmmmmmmee..

blessed to have good friends and family….

grateful for being able to have another stressful day on this maddening earth

okies will stop now….hahahahaha

Aww Hugs to all of my sweet sisters… Ali…have i ever told you that your speaking is like POETRY!!! I must learn from you
so intelligent! really..do you write poetry? whenever you write (even somethig normal) like up there , it is so deeeep

awww….who thought you were a les…? maybe SHE WAS!

[kavita_0026]

ali are you like online right now?! lol

[boo]

Scar face:

Irritated coz this lady at this joint thought i was a ***,oh my gawd, I almost fainted.

grateful for being able to have another stressful day on this maddening earth

1. LOL…. hahahahaha….. NOTHING againsts lesbians, of course… but just the fact that you almost fainted and felt irritated… LOL… what a compliment to you eh? LOL…. sorrysorrysorry…. I still love you!! Hey gaydar seems… in excellent condition… hahaha….

(Man. STILL can't stop laughing!)

2. *snort*…. grateful?? for being able to have another STRESSFUL day??

hahaha…. ali…. you make me smile man…

[kavita_0026]

i know…! she totally does! her words just sorta go with the flow of everything…

[Khushi]

boo:

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

I'm sad.

I'm having a horrible day and the worst isn't even over yet…this is gonna be a really long day. Ya Allah, please help me.

uff………….

*Takbeer*

I'm having too many of those recently, too…

Hang in there Rani………………..

Girls…

[Mukesh]

OH gosh Kavz, am not not sure what to say…seriously

Errrrr hun, nope am not into poetry..and honestly dont think i write in a poetic way…

however I do have a friend who is a poet, I mentioned her yesterday, Gossamer, will ask her to give u sum tips ..

dnt even know if dat makes sense hahahahaha

Intelligent?? Moi……….*********************blushing like a 5 year old************** Jeeez lol

I simply write the way I feel ………I dnt write poetry, but have posted a few words here on the forum hahahahahaaaa

Deeeeeep?? u really think sooo?? hmmm told u guys I am a serious chic nah, but deeep

wow u really are making me blush hon…

as for dat chic at the club, yeah we think shes a les…but wat da heck….eeeuyuk her thinking I am one????

naaaahaaaa…. i was chatting to her outa courtesy…the usual hi and wateva….

well at least da women think I am HOT lol

ok dat aint funny …take it bak…

i cant believe this

[kavita_0026]

Right back at ya khushi

n everyone

Right back at ye

[boo]

~Khushi~:

boo:

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

I'm sad.

I'm having a horrible day and the worst isn't even over yet…this is gonna be a really long day. Ya Allah, please help me.

uff………….

*Takbeer*

I'm having too many of those recently, too…

Hang in there Rani………………..

Girls…

My darling… (LOL… that sounds uhm uhmm…. hahaha)

You don't know how much that means to me right now….

And you too Kavi… man! Go check your PMs…

[kavita_0026]

Hey Ali! Whats up love

---

yes you DO ..N im sure every1 in this forum would agre with me that you write in a very very poetic way – very! n its beautiful it really is~~~

ooooooo Gossamer is that person that u weer talkin abt y'day – i got confused lol

awwwwwww why art thou blushin – you know you're an intelligent one!

oooooooooooooooooo you go to clubs??? ooooooo she was in a club lol – aww..but how u klnow she thinks u r a ***? nnnnnnnn nah dont take it back

BOW when someone thinks ur hot lol coz u're lucky

me don hae pple telling me that often no guyz

-er nor girl – lol

love yah huggies for u

[Mukesh]

boo:

Scar face:

Irritated coz this lady at this joint thought i was a ***,oh my gawd, I almost fainted.

grateful for being able to have another stressful day on this maddening earth

1. LOL…. hahahahaha….. NOTHING againsts lesbians, of course… but just the fact that you almost fainted and felt irritated… LOL… what a compliment to you eh? LOL…. sorrysorrysorry…. I still love you!! Hey gaydar seems… in excellent condition… hahaha….

(Man. STILL can't stop laughing!)

2. *snort*…. grateful?? for being able to have another STRESSFUL day??

Hi ladies..

Kush Hun…how r u my dear??

kavs yep am online 😉

Boo well at least my err experience made u laff. didye check yr pm sweety??

I have nuthing against les or gay ppl too, but ME, I REPEAT MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

CAN U IMAGINE MY SHOCK???

u knw when u are dancing, well when I am dancing, I am always running to ladies at intervals ( lousy songs )

to freshen up 😉 sooo dis lady starts chatting, saying to me : watya wasting time using more lipgloss coz u luk very cute jus the way u are

I smiled off coz, and continued doing my thing, then she starts telling me about herself and I am like ok ok ok ..shaking my head in response

but not really listening until she mentioned number…and I am like WHAT??

Didnt say bye was outa der in a flash

I didnt even get to tell Gossamer the full story coz we reached home only this am …my time

and yeah had no time to chat ….

honestly the men an women here are frikking MAD, totally mental, reminds me of cosmics assylum hahahaha

hahaha…. ali…. you make me smile man… kidding …

[kavita_0026]

LOL heheheheheheeee geezh………… well…..maybe tons of mental pple go to those clubs

hehe …u was outta there in a flash huh …….rotfl

[boo]

Sorry yaar… had to edit yr post… it was hard to find YOUR message in the middle of those quotes!! Hope ye don't mind…

“Didnt say bye was outa der in a flash” – hahahahah!!!!!!!!!! You are absolutely freaking crajee…. completely mental I tell ya!! No wonder you have so much of love around you woman…

*hugggggggggggggggggggggggggggssssssssssssss*

[kavita_0026]

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww she gats love coz she's lovable not coz she's crazy..booji! hehehe

but if its so = she's crazy in the most lovable way ever – aww hugs shweetooo

[Khushi]

Hey alia ( soz yaar, I keep getting confused with thy name!) how are uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu? how do u do! help me cheer up these two depressed sweeties! Ima make the whole world KHUSH

Woohoooo, BALLE BALLE on a FRIDAY FRIDAY, BALLE BALLE…… Love to watch you baby Go round round…round round ……..round round ……..round round *Khushi swirls round round *…….. Woooo, dizzy now!

[Mukesh]

vedy vedy funny kavs, I was seriously shocked….

I laffed about it latr with my fwends but still….why wud any1 think I am les type??

dnt mention the hugs and kisses I give to u guys ok…

Am not flattered, seriously…and am not going to that place again…and yeah Kavs

i do go to clubs but not to be picked up by women or men hahahaha

just to DANCE…dats the place u can have MUSIC LITERALLY FLOWING THROUGH U ….

luved dancing last n8

really wish u guys were der, u wud be feeling as good as i do now…

as for my writing skills…Jeeez cant believe u saying this in an open forum

u will have cosmic zeee—rating my way of expressing myself for sure…

how r u doing hun???

[boo]

~Khushi~:

Hey alia ( soz yaar, I keep getting confused with thy name!) how are uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu? how do u do! help me cheer up these two depressed sweeties! Ima make the whole world KHUSH

Woohoooo, BALLE BALLE on a FRIDAY FRIDAY, BALLE BALLE…… Love to watch you baby Go round round…round round ……..round round ……..round round *Khushi swirls round round *…….. Woooo, dizzy now!

YAAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I feel so emotional now………….. want to laugh my head off, and cry my heart out… sigh.

I wish I could be here with you guys right now…. riiiiigggghtttt nowwwwwww!!

Sigh… if only my wishes could come true!

[kavita_0026]

Booji – omg – honey you areeeeee here with us!!! sniffs…i really wish though if one of these days we can all meet up …i treasure you guys so much you have no idea!

l******** holding khushi up *********** slow down hun… ya feel less dizzy now? come on = im gonna dance with ya……..*swirls n swirls* khushi..r ya dancin?

aliea..ooooh wow me never went to clubs before … but i guess its nice? i mean what kind of music do u dance to? nahhhhhhhhh oreo better not comment otherwise on ur writing compliments coz then we'd just have to prove to him how wrong his judgements are at times!

lets all swirl around with khushi **************swirls **************** im feelin the love in here …sniffs

[Mukesh]

boo kavs, Kush and Yumin, Lets have a nice looong group hug ok

I wish Ness and mara, shaks, amz and ranz were here tooo

if am missing out names forgive, okies

boo no probs hun, edit all u want….wat makes me happy r8 now is dat I got u guys to laff

doesnt matter if its at my expense ( am kewl wud dis ) but at least it worked….

I HAVE LOVE AROUND ME????????? WHERE??????? WHERE???? LIAR BOOO

theres no luw here …..lol….thnks sweetz, U have LOVE AROUND U TOOO. dnt eva forget this okies….

aaand kavs, sooooo sweet my angel 🙂

Kush, dnt worry about watye call me, alia, alie, al, scarry….hahahaha

aaand its with pleasure I shall try to assist u with making these beautiful people forget their problems for bit when in our errrrr presence lol…wat say Booo???

as fo balle balle on Sunday, okies ANYTIME…..luw dat song….

Boo sweety. if u read yr pm, then u will knw HOW I FEEL about u being here with US or my being there with YOU GUYS……

more luw to u sweety….aaand hey those problems can wait for another day nah????

[kavita_0026]

“Woohoooo, BALLE BALLE on a FRIDAY FRIDAY, BALLE BALLE…… Love to watch you baby Go round round…round round ……..round round ……..round round “

these problems can WAIT for another day

they can wait THEY CAN WAIT

THEY CAN WAIT THEY CAN WAIT

THIS IIS OUR TIME OUR TIME OUR TIME OF HAPPINESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GROUP HUG GIRLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Yemenilicious]

Scar face:

boo kavs, Kush and Yumin, Lets have a nice looong group hug ok

I wish Ness and mara, shaks, amz and ranz were here tooo

if am missing out names forgive, okies

boo no probs hun, edit all u want….wat makes me happy r8 now is dat I got u guys to laff

doesnt matter if its at my expense ( am kewl wud dis ) but at least it worked….

I HAVE LOVE AROUND ME????????? WHERE??????? WHERE???? LIAR BOOO

theres no luw here …..lol….thnks sweetz, U have LOVE AROUND U TOOO. dnt eva forget this okies….

aaand kavs, sooooo sweet my angel 🙂

Kush, dnt worry about watye call me, alia, alie, al, scarry….hahahaha

aaand its with pleasure I shall try to assist u with making these beautiful people forget their problems for bit when in our errrrr presence lol…wat say Booo???

as fo balle balle on Sunday, okies ANYTIME…..luw dat song….

Boo sweety. if u read yr pm, then u will knw HOW I FEEL about u being here with US or my being there with YOU GUYS……

more luw to u sweety….aaand hey those problems can wait for another day nah????

scarry ju rock yaar! *smiles*

[kavita_0026]

OOOOOOO guys …cripezzzss!!!!!!!!!1 me gots to go

m sure these pple wont say this is online research for classwork hheheheee

love ya'll so much wish i cud stay u guys make me soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy

love yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

kavi

[Mukesh]

I feel so emotional now………….. want to laugh my head off, and cry my heart out… sigh.

i knw exactly how u feel my dear, aaargh definitely dat time of the month lmao

[Yemenilicious]

kavita_0026:

OOOOOOO guys …cripezzzss!!!!!!!!!1 me gots to go

m sure these pple wont say this is online research for classwork hheheheee

love ya'll so much wish i cud stay u guys make me soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy

love yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

kavi

take care.

[Mukesh]

kavita_0026:

OOOOOOO guys …cripezzzss!!!!!!!!!1 me gots to go

m sure these pple wont say this is online research for classwork hheheheee

love ya'll so much wish i cud stay u guys make me soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy

love yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

kavi

bye my darling…..lmao, Jees still sneaking around at college hey

luw u sweetness…

[Mukesh]

p>

scarry ju rock yaar! *smiles*

Hmmmmm thanks yumz for confirming this

U see Cosmic …as clear as day…..

I rock for sure…

Yumz, hw u doing hun?? didye get my msgs????

lol, hope things are beta?? mmwah

[Yemenilicious]

Scar face:

p>

scarry ju rock yaar! *smiles*

Hmmmmm thanks yumz for confirming this

U see Cosmic …as clear as day…..

I rock for sure…

Yumz, hw u doing hun?? didye get my msgs????

lol, hope things are beta?? mmwah

lol,yeah and Cosmic be calling people blur…

Who cares what he thinks anyways? You rock

….my considerable socks

bahaha!

Everything's going okayish yaar. usual stress and all, but all is good Alhamdulillah.

how abt ya?

[Shakalaka Baby]

Sorry guys, but I just have to scream very hard, and since this is the thread “let your feelings out”…

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Yeah, that feels much better

[Am Rani]

I just sit here laughing, and my dad keeps asking what's wrong, hahahahaha. I'm laughing, ok, nothing is wrong! But I just can't explain how much fun I sometimes have, reading all your posts, and feeling all the “lurrvveee” being spread. Big kiss to all of you! MWAH!! (sorry Serio, just ignore)

[boo]

Scar face:

I feel so emotional now………….. want to laugh my head off, and cry my heart out… sigh.

i knw exactly how u feel my dear, aaargh definitely dat time of the month lmao

oye hoye!! this the “getting me back” part huh?

NOPE… not that time of the month… there's just so much sh!t going on… with intervals of so much of Love… I don't knw WHAT to feel but just feeeeeeeeel feeeeeeel feeeeeeeel all the emotions that come my way…. just let em flow through me, like the waves of the ocean….

no offence to whomever that gal is… but heck my face ain't like hers!

[boo]

Am Rani:

I just sit here laughing, and my dad keeps asking what's wrong, hahahahaha. I'm laughing, ok, nothing is wrong! But I just can't explain how much fun I sometimes have, reading all your posts, and feeling all the “lurrvveee” being spread. Big kiss to all of you! MWAH!! (sorry Serio, just ignore)

Okies enough lurve… PMs!!!!!!!!! NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

Dii… I love you oh so much.

Ninja…keep smiling, hunnz. If Allah brings you to it, He'll take you through it. Never lose faith and hope. I love you. and last night was superly duperly fun.

Boo… *hanging* You hang on as well, okay? Stay strong, twin ji. Just like the good times don't stay, neither do the bad times.

Scarrrry…your pms are filled with so much love. I'm sorry, but I won't reply right now, If I do, I'm gonna say things I don't want to say, I'll wait till the ghum wears off a bit.

that goes for everyone I need to reply to…

kavita_0026:

promise that you will smile after reading this!

…and I did smile. Kavita, hunnz… thank you.

[Yemenilicious]

*smiles*

[kavita_0026]

Hugs to all you guys… ahhhhh i love this lil teddy bear huggin this heart..he's so CUTE!!!
Thats why im sending the hugs to you guys

oh my god guys i am so scareedddddddddd my exams are coming up and i am behind in studying im scared whts gonna happen if i dont study everything in time sniff oh gosh…!! PLEASE PRAY FOR ME.. im sure ur pray will help me through I better go start burning the books!

love you guys
kavi

[Yemenilicious]

kavita_0026:

Hugs to all you guys… ahhhhh i love this lil teddy bear huggin this heart..he's so CUTE!!!
Thats why im sending the hugs to you guys

oh my god guys i am so scareedddddddddd my exams are coming up and i am behind in studying im scared whts gonna happen if i dont study everything in time sniff oh gosh…!! PLEASE PRAY FOR ME.. im sure ur pray will help me through I better go start burning the books!

love you guys
kavi

Hugs to you too yaar My prayers are with you. You will do just fine don't worry. Study hard, drink coffeee and act stupid. lolll no jk dont drink coffee. im such a bad influence. I know you'll do just fine, it's good to be stressed cuz den you'll study harder than the test really is and you will definitely ace it. (Inshallah)

Keep yo head up.

holla.

[kavita_0026]

Hey Guys! How are you all doing!
Yemen – what up! Awww thnx for the good luck charms… yeah u're kinda right …stress is kinda good to have then u'll work ur butt off to make it..i just..hope i can be able to do that right now!!! abt the coffee thing lol… ! u're not a bad influ whatchu talkin abt!!! im not such a big fan of coffee but yeah i already made some n drank it …geesh dun konw the last time i had coffee hehehe …tea's my ..cup of tea…lol..get it? sry my jokes are SO CORNY lol
yeah i hope im done w/ all the material then try to cram it.!!

tnx alottt
luv — kavi

[Yemenilicious]

hehe yeah you will do great. Yemeni says so nd vhen yemeni says suttin…i dunno LOL

np

[kavita_0026]

yeah thnx u so nice

what up with u?

[Yemenilicious]

not much.

I'm so supposed to be doing something productive right now, but i decide not cuz its only saturday.

yeah

how about you ji?

[kavita_0026]

yeah..its only saturday is how

procrastination prolongs

i hate procrastination

if every1 in this world was only eager to do work n stuff – then i'd have no problem!

[Am Rani]

boo:

Okies enough lurve… PMs!!!!!!!!! NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Boo… It's NICE to receive some love… You can never have enough… But since you prefer a PM… Go and check it!!

[kavita_0026]

[kavita_0026]

okay i am so f***ing pissed off

SO F***ING ANGRY DAMN IT

[Mukesh]

Da frikking toilets are not working in this place…

Can u believe this….Jeez we’r flippant in da middle of nowhere NOW the toilets wont work….

*************ssssssssssssssiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhh***********

I miss Durban, @ least theres toilets everywhere DER….

Okies am kewl Now, either this ( ie typing out my irritation ) or screaming it out to everyone here lmao …

[Mukesh]

kavita_0026:

okay i am so f***ing pissed off

SO F***ING ANGRY DAMN IT

kavz, Swearing?? dats sooo NOT lady like sweety ….da exams fustration again huh??

wish i cud help but my studies aint going sooo well either

heres a nice loong hugz from meee to ye

[Mukesh]

Boo… It's NICE to receive some love… You can never have enough…

Me thinkz ze same same same Amzee

[Mukesh]

Shakalaka Baby:

Sorry guys, but I just have to scream very hard, and since this is the thread “let your feelings out”…

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Yeah, that feels much better

yup for sure Shakzee, glad it made u feel better Yaar…

take it easy now, breathe in ..breathe out …

hope da h/aches gone..and dat dinner went well…

[Marine]

Hey everyone how are my litle angels

Didi how are you. I miss you so much everything is cool on my end still waiting to hear from my brother.

But you sound so frustrated why don't you use a tree or something lol

Well i saw Sol yesterday and i was with a frined and totally egnored him lol it fealt so nice he had to say hi to me first lol MMUUUAAAHHHHAAHHHAAAHHHAA

[Mukesh]

Amzee, well a beeeeeg sloppy, wet 6 month ol baby kiss back at ye hun

[Mukesh]

aliea..ooooh wow me never went to clubs before … but i guess its nice? i mean what kind of music do u dance to? !

lets all swirl around with khushi **************swirls **************** im feelin the love in here …sniffs

well hun dis wasnt exactly a club, it was more a place where the rich elite folk hang out….aaand NO am not rich

just pretending to be hahahahahahaaaa….

now bak to clubs, well its nice then it aint sooo nice…

u will find all kinda people in clubs, from drug users to hookes to people who just wanna dance the n8 away ( like moi)

I dnt suggest u go to one, not if I am not around to gaurd errr guide u lol….it can be a crazeeee place…

MUSIC…wateva makes my heart beat faster…I dance to anything that has a good beat…sound,damn wats dat word am lukin 4??

was thinking the same thing when I got to bed on Friday n8, then I heard balle balle on the radio an laffed out loud to my empty room

..thinking of kush lmao

dis place is def full of luw..

[Mukesh]

Marine:

Hey everyone how are my litle angels

Didi how are you. I miss you so much everything is cool on my end still waiting to hear from my brother.

But you sound so frustrated why don't you use a tree or something lol

Well i saw Sol yesterday and i was with a frined and totally egnored him lol it fealt so nice he had to say hi to me first lol MMUUUAAAHHHHAAHHHAAAHHHAA

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey luwie

fustrated?????? nope am not fustrated hun, just told the guys here watye said about using a tree and one of em said

** by the time they get to a tree, theyd lose cargo***** crazeee ppl here lmao

I shudve been more specific, theres no water…I need to wash my hands..

is he still at the prison??? damn…its been a while hey…

Sol, ****high five**** well dis gud u keepin yr kewl my darlin

no man is really worth agonising over as much as we do nah??

lol…

[boo]

Scar face:

I dnt suggest u go to one, not if I am not around to gaurd errr guide u lol….it can be a crazeeee place…

MUSIC…wateva makes my heart beat faster…I dance to anything that has a good beat…sound,damn wats dat word am lukin 4??

was thinking the same thing when I got to bed on Friday n8, then I heard balle balle on the radio an laffed out loud to my empty room

..thinking of kush lmao

dis place is def full of luw..

Thinking of my Jaanu and her balle balle huh?

def. full of lurveeeeeeeeeee…………..

[Mukesh]

oye hoye!! this the “getting me back” part huh?

NOPE… not that time of the month… there's just so much sh!t going on… with intervals of so much of Love… I don't knw WHAT to feel but just feeeeeeeeel feeeeeeel feeeeeeeel all the emotions that come my way…. just let em flow through me, like the waves of the ocean….

lmao, waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat???no no no purleeez…dia aint da getting bak at ye part, in fact forgot about that the moment I posted it …

feeeeeeeel feeeeeeeeeeeeel feeeeeeeeeeeel away hun…am just hoping its more luw than shyt….lol

seriously though, hope things get better for ye, am sending ova sum luw to help give u the strength to

work thru this bad phase….

no offence to whomever that gal is… but heck my face ain't like hers!

LMAO ,AT YE BOOO

[boo]

Am Rani:

Boo… It's NICE to receive some love… You can never have enough…

Am Rani and Scar Face:

Chup kar, the pair of you!!!

[chennareddy]

hi..

plz tell me the song here im giving the first 2 lines of a beautiful melody song…

“sochavu mi hum agar tere sansome avo..tere …avo..

Khojavu my tum agar meri khabo me avo..tere …avo..”

like that the song will go…

please tell me abt the song…

-chenna…

[kavita_0026]

Hello chenna – sorry I dont know which song that is

Hey every1 what up! Oooooooooo marine – lol … u ignored sul – r u for realz?! omg yeah heck yeah let HIM say hi to u
oo ali abt the whole club things oooo u don recommend me go unless u're there to guard me huh lolz..dude is it that bad tho?
i mean…. whooo rent u scared .. i mean with druggers n hookers..n stuff?!

yeah sry about the bad UNlady like lang – but i HAD TO GET MY FEELINGS OUT Sniffs….. n culdnt write so much in here so just put a sad pic

[kavita_0026]

n ali i sent you private msg with all my feelings oh god now if i read excuse my lang!!!

[Shakalaka Baby]

Scar face:

yup for sure Shakzee, glad it made u feel better Yaar…

take it easy now, breathe in ..breathe out …

hope da h/aches gone..and dat dinner went well…

Of course dinner went well… It was actually at the restaurant where my fiancé proposed to me

And yes, it really made me feel better… I was just really pi.ssed of because my boss was giving me an hard time at work But I know how to handle him now… whoehahahaha

Headache is still around… How is yours??

[vchenoah]

kavita_0026:

CHEER UP BUTTERCUP! *MUAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH*

[kavita_0026]

sighs…what the heck? image thief detected..huh?!!!! i found this pic in my comp i guess my sis saved it from online — just thought i'd put it to reflect my feelings since i didnt wanna ..so called…TALK about all my anger and stuff at the moment — thanks ness – well sure hope that 'buttercup' is referrin to both her and me … hehe muahz to u

shakzzzz what up?!! awwwww love don worry abt yr boss too much..you know how sometimes pple can be big butt heads ..but then again he/she's ur boss ..sooooo gatta be careful
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww ah ha! it was you who said u' got engaged………awwww sweetumsssssss good luck nnnnn thaz sooooo schweeetttt dining at the same place he proposed to you…….schweet! he betta treat you good

[Shakalaka Baby]

Hey Kavita!!!! How are you?? Things are getting better at work now, but today my boss (a male) said some weird se.xual things to me and I really dunno how to handle with that But like you said, I have to be careful before I say something about it… As a reflex I sticked out my tongue to him today, but afterwards I was like “OMG!! Did I really do that to my boss?!?!” lol…

Yup, it was me who got engaged It was really great to come back at the restaurant again… Every memory came back And don't worry about me, because my fiancé treats me very well… I'm really a lucky woman

[kavita_0026]

Awwwwwwwwwwww so it was you who got engaged!!!!!!! ooooooo yupper i know you are a lucky woman! congrats!!!!!!!!!!!
so schweet

about the boss thing –whoa!!!!!!!!! he said sexual stuff to you? ARe you like KIDDING?! omg – your fiance is gonna kill him lol
omg……. hehe im trying to picture u stickin out ur tongue at him after he said… something sexual… err… how strong was his sexual comment?
n thaz just wrong of him dude!!

[Am Rani]

Scar face:

Amzee, well a beeeeeg sloppy, wet 6 month ol baby kiss back at ye hun

Hahaha, should that cheer me up?? Better no kisses for me today, I got the flu But thanks anyway, hahahaha

[Am Rani]

boo:

Am Rani and Scar Face:

Chup kar, the pair of you!!!

Yup, indeed full of love, this place…

Boo: puleassssseee remove that line in you signature?!?!?!? The song has been in my head for ages now.. everytime I get on this forum.. *sigh*

[Am Rani]

Shakalaka Baby:

Hey Kavita!!!! How are you?? Things are getting better at work now, but today my boss (a male) said some weird se.xual things to me and I really dunno how to handle with that But like you said, I have to be careful before I say something about it… As a reflex I sticked out my tongue to him today, but afterwards I was like “OMG!! Did I really do that to my boss?!?!” lol…

Uhm, Shakz?? When someone says something sex.ual to you… sticking out you tongue is not the best reaction you can give… He might get that wrong, you know.. And you REALLY don't want the man to get you wrong, do you??

[kavita_0026]

totally true – sticking out your tongue was NOT the best response…. at that time!

[Shakalaka Baby]

kavita_0026:

Awwwwwwwwwwww so it was you who got engaged!!!!!!! ooooooo yupper i know you are a lucky woman! congrats!!!!!!!!!!!
so schweet

Thanks yaar!!!

about the boss thing –whoa!!!!!!!!! he said sexual stuff to you? ARe you like KIDDING?! omg – your fiance is gonna kill him lol

I just won't tell him I guess… otherwise maybe he will!!

omg……. hehe im trying to picture u stickin out ur tongue at him after he said… something sexual… err… how strong was his sexual comment? n thaz just wrong of him dude!!

I sticked out my tongue just before he made that se.xual comment, not as a reaction to the comment… We talked about company clothes (which I don't have) and he said something about that jokingly…

Right after that he made some comment about my chest that he liked the view or something… And I should add that I wasn't wearing anything that showed my cleavage… Just some normal V-necked sweater From now on I'll only wear turtle necks to work, for sure!!!

[Shakalaka Baby]

Am Rani:

Uhm, Shakz?? When someone says something sex.ual to you… sticking out you tongue is not the best reaction you can give… He might get that wrong, you know.. And you REALLY don't want the man to get you wrong, do you??

Thanks for your well meant comment sweety, but I didn't do that after his se.xual comment on me… At that moment I just looked like “What are you saying? OMG!!!! I did misunderstood you, right?!” And my colleague was like “big yuck!!” too… I'll send you an e-mail with the whole story asap… I definitely don't want my boss to get me wrong!!!!

[Shakalaka Baby]

kavita_0026:

totally true – sticking out your tongue was NOT the best response…. at that time!

I didn't stick out my tongue at that moment as I explained already, but I have a question for you… How DO you respond?? I mean… I let him know I really don't appreciate such comments when he makes them, and still from time to time he makes a se.xual comment again!! And everytime I feel myself getting red (because I really dunno how to deal with it) and I don't have lines back to shut him up… Really frustrating!! Hopefully you guys can help me with some good advice!!!! I would be really greatful towards you

[Shakalaka Baby]

Am Rani:

I got the flu

Aaahwww sweety!!! The flu has got you too!!! (there's some epidemic going around in Holland) I really hate to hear this… Hopefully you'll feel better soon sweety!!! I'll try to send you an e-mail tomorrow from work to cheer you up!!

[kavita_0026]

oh you did it BEFORE he said the se.xual thing..okay well that makes it a lil better
as fo rhim talking about your chest and stuff…what is he like a pervert boss or something?
its right that you told him that you dont appreciate him saying stuff like that to you b/c it shoul dbe professonial
in the professional env't
n if he does it again i think you should strongly ignore him – or make it clear that you dont find it Entertaning or nice .. to be hearing wha the is saying if its sexual stuff

am rani honey – get well soon *hug

[Unique_Princess]

shakz, yeah Im thinking same as kavi, if he makes anymore of those types of comments just tell him very sternly that you don't appreciate them and even though they be be in jest, you don't want to be hearing such comments and to keep it professional? Good luck with everythin hun x

Im SO FRUSTRATED RIGHT NOW. WHY ARE SOME MEN SO ANNOYING EVEN IF THEY ARE THE ONES YOU LIVE WITH ARGHHHHHHHHHH

jeez, why can't I get them to knock before they enter my room?! I'm so damn angry. I'm going to put a lock on my door myself if I have to! *good luck me* or i'll get someone to do it! Ive had ENUF!

[Yemenilicious]

LIFE SUCKSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Mukesh]

Unique_princess:

shakz, yeah Im thinking same as kavi, if he makes anymore of those types of comments just tell him very sternly that you don't appreciate them and even though they be be in jest, you don't want to be hearing such comments and to keep it professional? Good luck with everythin hun x

Im SO FRUSTRATED RIGHT NOW. WHY ARE SOME MEN SO ANNOYING EVEN IF THEY ARE THE ONES YOU LIVE WITH ARGHHHHHHHHHH

jeez, why can't I get them to knock before they enter my room?! I'm so damn angry. I'm going to put a lock on my door myself if I have to! *good luck me* or i'll get someone to do it! Ive had ENUF!

Aaaaw sweety, its sums we gotta live with, lol, been there, tried it and broke the door handle in the process, lmao Jeez

u guys just bring on sooo many memories 😉

reminds me of my bro, he will walk in when I am sound asleep, dreaming of Sonu 😉 and literally lift the matress and drop me off the bed

u wudnt believe how flippant annoying that can be, and he also has a habit of pulling my pillow from under my rested head

and hitting me with it until I am awake, ******sigh********** I miss him 😉

dats living with men nah….no one thinks of knocking before entering lol

[Mukesh]

Shakalaka Baby:

Hey Kavita!!!! How are you?? Things are getting better at work now, but today my boss (a male) said some weird se.xual things to me and I really dunno how to handle with that But like you said, I have to be careful before I say something about it… As a reflex I sticked out my tongue to him today, but afterwards I was like “OMG!! Did I really do that to my boss?!?!” lol…

Yup, it was me who got engaged It was really great to come back at the restaurant again… Every memory came back And don't worry about me, because my fiancé treats me very well… I'm really a lucky woman

oye shakzee

sticking out yr tongue at da man will only make him want to go full force with this harassment hun.

Men are like that, they think weirdly …I knw its reflex coz I do dat sumtimes with da guys here but its

coz they know I am playful and theres A LOT of respect between all of us ….

Anyways, u must stop this now before it gets worse and it will coz if u dnt do or say anything at the onset it will be seen

in his favour when u do take it up…

Okies, first approach him and be very stern and firm about the fact that his behaviour is inappropriate and u

wud appreciate it if he stops all this sexual advances towards u…

give him a day or two, if it continues, tell him u will take it further…

if it still doesnt stop then do take it further, U CAN SUE the man

sooo do it the proper way, or when/if things get worse he will say u were encouraging him

sooo yeah dats my bit for now, will send u an email sooon

pls take it easy and be careful ok hun, this world is full of disgusting ppl like yr boss

[Mukesh]

Yemenilicious:

LIFE SUCKSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it does sumtimes yumin,

der hope u feel beta soon my darling

[kavita_0026]

alright i have my exams today!!!!!!!!!!!!1 arghhh!~!!! so much stufff to remember n still not finish studying!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah life DOES suck..at least right now
as for shkz – if yr boss does that again to u tell him ur fiance is gonna kick his butt lol
let him know that u're TAKEN n let him know that thats a professional place n doin stuff like that is NOT COOL

[Mukesh]

kavz hun,

all the best sweety

am sure u will do well

***hugz u tightly ****

[kavita_0026]

thanks a mill love i dun only need hugz i neede some LUCK n some MAGIC RIGHT NOW..

sniffs – but prayer wud do me perfect soooooo ya'll pray for meeeeeeeeeeeee i need help

sniffs – im about to get a mental breakdown

alright lemem go study now test cmoin up in like 2 hrs

[Mukesh]

okies then am sending ova sum magik dust or wateva they call it..

as for prayin for ye, u dnt have to request this hun, ur always in my prayer

its not easy but do try an relax okies, as stressing soo soon

before yr paper will make u forget all u learnt and Please let us know how it went okies

once more gud luk

luwya sweetness

[kavita_0026]

k i m gonna rub tha magic dust all ova me ima swallow it ima ingest it im rub it in mah hair

i need it

n thankx fot he prayers

i am so screwed

[Mukesh]

well if u continue chatting to me like this then u may well be ***screwed**lol

soo go on and do sum reruns of all u learnt lol

mmmwah

am sure the magic dust will help

[Shakalaka Baby]

kavita_0026:

as for shkz – if yr boss does that again to u tell him ur fiance is gonna kick his butt lol
let him know that u're TAKEN n let him know that thats a professional place n doin stuff like that is NOT COOL

Hahaha, your post made me smile Kav!! But my boss knows I'm taken and getting married, and he's married too… But that doesn't help Some time ago I told to my colleague my b/f wasn't jealous… My boss overheard and said: “Oh well… in that case” *wink wink* then he hastily added: “Nooo… I'm just joking” So that won't do

[Shakalaka Baby]

kavita_0026:

n if he does it again i think you should strongly ignore him – or make it clear that you dont find it Entertaning or nice .. to be hearing wha the is saying if its sexual stuff

That's what Am Rani said to me too before… Just ignore him!! Too bad that I'm his assistent (so I have to work very closely with him every day)…

[Shakalaka Baby]

Unique_princess:

shakz, yeah Im thinking same as kavi, if he makes anymore of those types of comments just tell him very sternly that you don't appreciate them and even though they be be in jest, you don't want to be hearing such comments and to keep it professional? Good luck with everythin hun x

Aaawww, thank you sweety for your advice and everything… I really appreciate that!! I hope you're feeling better now… Take care of yourself hunn and don't get too frustrated!!

[Shakalaka Baby]

Yemenilicious:

LIFE SUCKSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aaawww hunn… what's wrong??? Here's a hug to comfort you sweety I hope you feel better soon!!

[vchenoah]

Ugh! What a sleaze!

I'm sorry to hear that this guy is getting under your skin Shakalaka. But take heart, if you believe in karma, he will get what's coming to him!

A nice karmic kick to the face will do nicely!

[Shakalaka Baby]

Scar face:

oye shakzee

sticking out yr tongue at da man will only make him want to go full force with this harassment hun.

I know I know… but it was just joking at that moment

Men are like that, they think weirdly …I knw its reflex coz I do dat sumtimes with da guys here but its

coz they know I am playful and theres A LOT of respect between all of us ….

I have that with a colleague (male) of mine too… But in that way, it's okay

Anyways, u must stop this now before it gets worse and it will coz if u dnt do or say anything at the onset it will be seen

in his favour when u do take it up…

Okies, first approach him and be very stern and firm about the fact that his behaviour is inappropriate and u

wud appreciate it if he stops all this sexual advances towards u…

give him a day or two, if it continues, tell him u will take it further…

if it still doesnt stop then do take it further, U CAN SUE the man

sooo do it the proper way, or when/if things get worse he will say u were encouraging him

sooo yeah dats my bit for now, will send u an email sooon

pls take it easy and be careful ok hun, this world is full of disgusting ppl like yr boss

Thanks for all your good advice Scarry!!! You're the best!! Wow, nobody will mess with you I guess… They're probably to afraid you'll sue them

[vchenoah]

kavita_0026:

— thanks ness – well sure hope that 'buttercup' is referrin to both her and me … hehe muahz to u

Yes it was Kavi!

And *muaaaahhhzzz* back at ya!

BTW, was that you in the desktop photo w/ Harry Potter?!?!?!?! You're gorgeous!

[Shakalaka Baby]

Nessa:

Ugh! What a sleaze!

I'm sorry to hear that this guy is getting under your skin Shakalaka. But take heart, if you believe in karma, he will get what's coming to him!

A nice karmic kick to the face will do nicely!

Hahahaha, your post really gave me a good laugh!!! Thanks so much for cheering me up Nessa ji!!! That was just what I needed…

[Shakalaka Baby]

kavita_0026:

alright i have my exams today!!!!!!!!!!!!1 arghhh!~!!! so much stufff to remember n still not finish studying!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah life DOES suck..at least right now

I wish you all the luck of the world with your exams Kav!!! Please let us know how they went… Good luck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[vchenoah]

This is how I feel today! I'm just too exhausted!

Shakalaka Baby:

Sorry guys, but I just have to scream very hard, and since this is the thread “let your feelings out”…

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hope you don't mind me borrowing Spicy Shakz!

[Shakalaka Baby]

Hahahaha of course I don't mind… As long as it's you, it's okay

[vchenoah]

Shakalaka Baby:

Hahahaha, your post really gave me a good laugh!!! Thanks so much for cheering me up Nessa ji!!! That was just what I needed…

Glad I could make you smile sweets!

Just keep that mental picture (karmic foot to the grill) when you feel powerless!

[Mukesh]

I know I know… but it was just joking at that moment

I have that with a colleague (male) of mine too… But in that way, it's okay

Thanks for all your good advice Scarry!!! You're the best!! Wow, nobody will mess with you I guess… They're probably to afraid you'll sue them

Sweety, I knw u were joking and I knw it was reflex but Men are Men, u bludy casually luk at em and they think u want to

go ski naked with em or sums lol…oh my did i just type that lmao sum more

Anyways, I want to be more detailed but will talk to u sooon ok, hopefully this weekend

just take it easy hun and am sowrie if I came off a lil rude or abrupt okies 😉

Well, I dnt give or try not to give any1 a chance to mess wud me hun..I remember when I first started in this company ..( in durbs )

I was warned about the crazee men, ( ERIC INCLUDED ) right, then a month or so later, this man made a pass at me over the phone, I went over to him

and gave him a loooooooooooooooooong lecture about respect and harrasment bla bla bla, we now have a lovely working

relationship…and no one else even bothered to make a pass at me after that one lol…

I am craze for sure but hate it when one person disrespects another like wats happening with u…

I wont sue anyone coz I dnt need to, its all about attitude, I may be an ice queen to all but I rather be that than have

a zillion men thinking I am easy, I will thump them soooo hard, they will faint and wake up thinking they are monkies or

jack a$$es which isnt far from the truth …..sooooooooooo NO no suing or violence, just plain words for me…

[Mukesh]

Nessa:

Shakalaka Baby:

Hahahaha, your post really gave me a good laugh!!! Thanks so much for cheering me up Nessa ji!!! That was just what I needed…

Glad I could make you smile sweets!

Just keep that mental picture (karmic foot to the grill) when you feel powerless!

lmao, oh my ..Yuk Ness and damage her pointed heels in the process , naaaaha

not worth the effort I tellya lol

[kavita_0026]

Nessa:

kavita_0026:

— thanks ness – well sure hope that 'buttercup' is referrin to both her and me … hehe muahz to u

Yes it was Kavi!

And *muaaaahhhzzz* back at ya!

BTW, was that you in the desktop photo w/ Harry Potter?!?!?!?! You're gorgeous!

whoooooooo I wish nessa!

n shakz i agree with nessa and the karma thing lol

guyz the tests were hard but i nkow i got an A in 1 of em yippeeeeeeee as for th other 1 well its not n A but i hope tis at least a B – or somethin

[kavita_0026]

Nessa:

kavita_0026:

— thanks ness – well sure hope that 'buttercup' is referrin to both her and me … hehe muahz to u

Yes it was Kavi!

And *muaaaahhhzzz* back at ya!

BTW, was that you in the desktop photo w/ Harry Potter?!?!?!?! You're gorgeous!

whoooooooo I wish nessa!

n shakz i agree with nessa and the karma thing lol

guyz the tests were hard but i nkow i got an A in 1 of em yippeeeeeeee as for th other 1 well its not n A but i hope tis at least a B – or somethin

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

lol. I'm practicing my spanish.

hmm…let's see….mis sentimientos…my feelings…(If it's even right)…my heart hurts. I mean literally, it hurts. I dunnoe why. It better get better, or else!

and…ummm…………………………I dunnoe. I'm confooozled. yep yep. *nods*

lol.

[Yemenilicious]

I think Rani has lost it. oh no!!!

*clears throat*

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

lol. lost what, exactly? My perspicacity? no, i haven't lost that yet.

[kavita_0026]

Raniiiiiiiii! Sweetheart are you alright? dont stress ya self missy

just do what yeh can do and always remember that you are smart girl en your gonna ace those tests or studying esp

if they're in a different language

buene suerte mi amor!

i think thts right ..i learned some espanol en high school pero no se si im talking it correctly!

love u hun – do not LOOSE IT! plz!

[vchenoah]

U're doing just fine Kavi. Only it's buena suerte.

In fact, las dos hablaban correctamente.

[Shakalaka Baby]

Scar face:

I wont sue anyone coz I dnt need to, its all about attitude, I may be an ice queen to all but I rather be that than have

a zillion men thinking I am easy, I will thump them soooo hard, they will faint and wake up thinking they are monkies or

jack a$$es which isnt far from the truth …..sooooooooooo NO no suing or violence, just plain words for me…

Scarry: you're not an ice queen!! You're just a strong independent woman, and that's great!! Be proud of that!

I wish I could be more firm from time to time But hey, I'm working on it!! I'm trying to be more assertive this year and it's getting better little by little (even my boss himself said to me that they didn't need to teach me how to be assertive, because I already am… lol )… But sexual comments from my boss are still difficult to handle…

[kavita_0026]

Ohh thanks for the correction Ness!!!

Wait 1st of all what is an Ice Queen? Do tell me you guys
Shakz hun listen : U're a strong independent woman too n you gat so many pple that love you includin us n
n that fine finace of yours . I dont know if you told your fiance as yet but I suggest you tell him and have him help you how to deal with what that jerk of a boss is doing 2 you > n yeah we all know that you're a hottie but that doesnt give your boss especially ! the right to harrass you sexually
Being assertive is a good step to take to shun him of his stupidity n disrespect — > Hun —> You gatta make it clear to him that you dont appreciate the crap what he's doin to you coz it makes you feel very uncomfortable and he shud know that HE IS the wrong one coz you 're not supposed to be doing that in a professional place like that. So try being more assertive yes, and be Strong in your words, dont be all jokey coz they he's gonna take it all for a joke you gatta show him n be serious when u tellin him that its not aight for him 2 be pickin on u sexually n also tell ur fiance and ask him for advice coz after all he's the closest 1 u can trust n he loves u with all his heart so he'll kno whatz best for u… n dont blame me if after u tell ur fiance ( unless he knows already ) ur boss ends up run over with a van down the street or something..oopss sorry thats … cold..hehe…
So let him know juz let ur boss know that u aint gonna take it n it is really bothering u – or TEll a Co-worker how you feel and maybe they can tell ur boss about the problem if you cant tell him yourself — all the best — kav

[boo]

kavita_0026:

I am IN LOVVVVVVEEEEEEEE with these!!!!!!!!! I so so so so so so am!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Unique_Princess]

Y iz lyfe such a b*tch sometimez…..????

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

kavita_0026:

buene suerte mi amor!

aww! Thanks for the good luck, hunnz! You're toooo sweet!

Actually, it went very bad. lol. She's such a beezee to me! You know what happened!??! After everyone presentation, the teacher told everyone what they did good and what they did bad, so u know, we can learn from our mistakes. But she didn't do it to me. So I was all like, “Senora, you didn't say anything to me.” and she looks at me funny, and says, “Oh. I forgot. Why don't you go up there and give your presentation again so I can do it to you?” I was like “No thanks.” Especially since she knows how much I hate the stage! What a beezee! [:'(]

Nessa:

In fact, las dos hablaban correctamente.

woot woot! We rock, Kavita! (thanks Nessa!)

Unique_princess:

Y iz lyfe such a b*tch sometimez…..????

Because it's all part of the test, hunnz. But I know you're strong and I believe in you, hunnz, you'll make it through.

Remember your MSN display name? If Allah brings you to it, then He'll take you through it. So don't lose hope, Tayba ji, and just keep your head up.

I love you tonz.

[kavita_0026]

Hey honeyS , what up? Boooooo Im in love with em tooo!!! Had to put 'em here in the threads b/c they look sooo beautiful they really do..and they match with your sig pic

Tayaba honey sometimes life just happens to give us the worse..n then we become all confused n sad n then we're hurtin n dont really know what 2 do but u know what – look inside urself – and do some positive SElf talk n u shall get through the moment b/c u r strong n i have confidence n u n i know that u can do n i know that u can get through b/c we're all here hopin for u… but u just have to have hope in urself and be strong and be positive and try to fight off negative talks n thoughtz…n i know all this cud sound easy but itz soo hard to do but at least try and let this be in ur consciousness Rani my shweetooo how are you? Yepp tnx nessa for the corrections (mine) hehe well I think I remember only a little spanish..un poco espanol (ha!) ; Awww Rani your teacher sounds like a #$^%& n Im gettin smoky offa mah chair coz she bein all mean 2 u coz its not funny n u don deserve it coz u're a good student n u're hard workin n i know u hold respect for u so at least she cud have given u back a response like the other pple…but do ya think she iddnt give yah a response coz it was 100% perfect..? coz then if thas why that'll be perfect!! if not..then …. i dont like teachers ilke that..who make fun out of people …i just never like when teachers do that..n some of them r like that ..n im smokin outta mah ears now coz i heard what yeh had to go through but dun worry hun … leave the past in the past..n work on tomorrow n show her that u r u.. n that u can do it n make it in her class n nothin getz to u
Love you guys, take care… Hey~ Rani you mentioned about msn ids /screen names..you guys wanna share em? I'ld love to talk to you guys any time if Im online … the only person i have pm is Marine..oh gosh wish she was here she has not replied in such long time!

[haasini]

i recently had break up with my boy frnd and it very hard to forget someone i feel………………..

DO U PEOPLE KNOW THE DIFFERENCE B/W LUV N TRUE LUV

love says: I L U b'coz u make me happy

but

true love says:I L U b'coz i wanna make u happy

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

kavita_0026:

Rani my shweetooo how are you? Yepp tnx nessa for the corrections (mine) hehe well I think I remember only a little spanish..un poco espanol (ha!) ; Awww Rani your teacher sounds like a #$^%& n Im gettin smoky offa mah chair coz she bein all mean 2 u coz its not funny n u don deserve it coz u're a good student n u're hard workin n i know u hold respect for u so at least she cud have given u back a response like the other pple…but do ya think she iddnt give yah a response coz it was 100% perfect..? coz then if thas why that'll be perfect!! if not..then …. i dont like teachers ilke that..who make fun out of people …i just never like when teachers do that..n some of them r like that ..n im smokin outta mah ears now coz i heard what yeh had to go through but dun worry hun … leave the past in the past..n work on tomorrow n show her that u r u.. n that u can do it n make it in her class n nothin getz to u

Thanks ji, i'm great. how are you?

My teacher is a beezee…well, I'm rude to her too, so maybe I deserve her rudeness.

and no, my presentation was absolutely not 100% perfect. If it was, I wouldn't have stage fright. lol. I forgot my speeeechy thing! lol. and I kept saying “and umm” lol. It was bbbaaaaad! haha. I'll tell you what I got tho. A? B? C? D? F? lol. Definately not F, Inshallah, cuz I don't deserve it. I think I'll get a B inshallah. I don't think she'll give me an A, and I don't deserve anything lower than a B. lol. I'm so conceited.

and yes, Inshallah, I'll be nice on Monday so she can be nice too. If not, Imma smack her upside da head. lol. No, I would never do that. Maybe I'll just be rude back, but not cross the limit, cuz then she might fail me. lol.

just don't worry, Kavita. i'll be fine. I can handle her.

and about the msn screen name thing. sure thing. I used to have it on my profile, I guess I deleted it? I don't remember. But I'll send it to you in a pm, okay? Talk to you soon!

haasini:

true love says:I L U b'coz i wanna make u happy

awwww!

Hey Haasini, welcome to the forum! I hope you like it here.

haasini:

i recently had break up with my boy frnd and it very hard to forget someone i feel……………….. Then don't forget him. Cherish the memories you had with him.

[kavita_0026]

Haasini – Firstly – Warmest welcome to you – hope you feel some comfort in here

Okay honey – I know right now its hard to talk to anyone about this n even hard to think about it n its so confusing that you dont even know what to do
or how to feel or even how to act when it comes to dealing with this whole thing ; Just think about something – Why did you break up with him? Was it his fault or your fault ( the break up ) I mean if it is something he did that was extremely bad and you can never forgive him … then I know it will hurt you like… really bad. If not, see if you can talk t ohim about what occured and see if you can explain yourself and if he can explain himself about what
happened

Another thing is… what do you think you had with him? LIke..Love? You yourself gave a definition – but you didnt say which one of it you yoursel
felt (with him ) And i truely thought your words (defintion of love n true love ) to be extremely teary sweet

Just whatever it is, keep having hope and never give up on yourelf and your outlook on life b/c if there's a life there's a way n if there's a will there's a way

Good luck – come back n talk more with us – tell us more about yrself – we'll love to hear! *HUGS* — KAvita

[kavita_0026]

Oye Rani u're rude to ur teacher..

well she does deserve it well!! but be careful she'z the one who gatta give u ur grade hehe

hey n B is a good grade ! be thankful

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

Kavita, I don't know what my grade is yet, she'll give it to us tomorrow, I think. But I'll let you know.

i would rather have an A, but since I know I did mess up on the presentation, I can't demand what I don't deserve, right?

and Kavita ji…I like the way you give your advice. Full of so much love and determination to see that the person feels better. You're awesome.

[kavita_0026]

Heyy muahz* lets hope u get an A!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! if not im sure it will be a good grade – dont sweat !!! u're a good student!

Aww abt the advice thingy…um..i just wish i cud have given myself advice the way i give it to other pple..welli dunno if its good advice that i give but i just try to help … n yesh i know it hurtz like hell to feel upset n …well hurt… n i'd alwys wanna see u guys feel better

jiiii YOU'RE awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Mukesh]

Scarry: you're not an ice queen!! You're just a strong independent woman, and that's great!! Be proud of that!

I wish I could be more firm from time to time But hey, I'm working on it!! I'm trying to be more assertive this year and it's getting better little by little (even my boss himself said to me that they didn't need to teach me how to be assertive, because I already am… lol )… But sexual comments from my boss are still difficult to handle…

shakzee, I honestly never saw myself as above but thanks, and u know what u are as strong and have the willpower to ensure that

this situation is resolved in the way it should, just do as I say, and I promise u the man will NEVA eva think of making any sexual

( or other) advances towards u…if he does, then I will come on over to da Netherlands an kick his a$$, coz no one messes with my love ones…that my deary is

Scarry's promise 😉 ..

its not comfortable at all when u are subjected to verbal abuse like u mention, but u need to speak up sweety….FIRMLY

[Mukesh]

Heya kavs

mmmwaaaaah to u sweety

firstly an ice queen, am assuming is an expression…

am not sure exactly what it means but my sisters and mom and friends

think I am just that, coz I neva seem to give people the time of day lol

my sisters an friends get really annoyed coz they say that whenever we are at a

party, function, prayer, dance clubs, anywhere, and if theres **prospective*** partners

I chase them away with jus one luk hahahahahaha….

Reminds me of what Ness had said….lol

but anyways, I am seen as an ice queen, and a few guy friends have confirmed that at first glance/sight/meeting

I really am uptight lol, and if their nerves hadnt been strong enuf then they wudnt know that i am actually a fun/kewl/lekka

chick lmao ( an these aint my words nah)….soooooooooooo hmmmmmmm wat was I gonna say, oh yeah, I actually prefer being this way…

no unnecesary attention…lmao …

[Mukesh]

Unique_princess:

Y iz lyfe such a b*tch sometimez…..????

a wat?? a wat?? care to complete dat for moi Taybz hahahaha

am kidding sweetie pie, munchkin, honey buney,

heres a beeeeg hug from moi missy

[Mukesh]

Love you guys, take care… Hey~ Rani you mentioned about msn ids /screen names..you guys wanna share em? I'ld love to talk to you guys any time if Im online … the only person i have pm is Marine..oh gosh wish she was here she has not replied in such long time!

waaaat?? an moi???????? no pm with moi??????? me feels sooo left out now yaaar roftlmbaao

I miss Mara too but shes doing a bietjie ok, not much but she will be fine…will sms her now and tell her u are thinking of her 😉

luwya

[Mukesh]

haasini:

i recently had break up with my boy frnd and it very hard to forget someone i feel………………..

DO U PEOPLE KNOW THE DIFFERENCE B/W LUV N TRUE LUV

love says: I L U b'coz u make me happy

but

true love says:I L U b'coz i wanna make u happy

Yup tell me about it…firstly congrats on the breakup, LUV sukz..literallly stinks and Me doesnt wanna be a part of it

okies , now dats out…its very sweet nah, but does one really know what is love or true love,

love is love and all kinds of love should be TRUE, if it isnt then its not love…its probably LIKE??

wat if u wanna be there and give your luv and ths person literally slams the door on yr face, I say to HELL

WITH HIM AND LUV AND AND AND…

okies that was more fustration lol…

now my dear, am sowrie to hear u lost yr love, but why may I ask are u asking this question??

do u think that perhaps u dont feel **true love *** for yr ex??

[boo]

Scar face:

Yup tell me about it…firstly congrats on the breakup, LUV sukz..literallly stinks and Me doesnt wanna be a part of it

Sorry to go all Boogedy-lecture-ish on u dear… but Love is with you whether you want to be a part of it or not…

[Shakalaka Baby]

kavita_0026:

Shakz hun listen : U're a strong independent woman too n you gat so many pple that love you includin us (aaawww… ) n n that fine finace of yours . I dont know if you told your fiance as yet but I suggest you tell him and have him help you how to deal with what that jerk of a boss is doing 2 you > n yeah we all know that you're a hottie but that doesnt give your boss especially ! the right to harrass you sexually

Me??? An hottie? You've got to be kidding yaar!! But thanks anyways But you're right, because nothing gives my boss the right to harrass me sexually… I've told my fiancé and he was like “What the ….?!” He really wasn't happy with it either and suggested the same as you guys did… Ignore the man and tell him you don't like it when he does it again…

Being assertive is a good step to take to shun him of his stupidity n disrespect — > Hun —> You gatta make it clear to him that you dont appreciate the crap what he's doin to you coz it makes you feel very uncomfortable and he shud know that HE IS the wrong one coz you 're not supposed to be doing that in a professional place like that. So try being more assertive yes, and be Strong in your words, dont be all jokey coz they he's gonna take it all for a joke you gatta show him n be serious when u tellin him that its not aight for him 2 be pickin on u sexually n

Today I was really assertive and I'm so proud of it!! My boss wanted to make some comment again (I think it might be a se.xually one) but he said “Oh know, I'm not gonna tell it…” With the implication of “please ask, and I'll tell you” But he had bad luck because I said: “I think that's for the best, so please don't tell…” I was so proud of myself afterwards

also tell ur fiance and ask him for advice coz after all he's the closest 1 u can trust n he loves u with all his heart so he'll kno whatz best for u… n dont blame me if after u tell ur fiance ( unless he knows already ) ur boss ends up run over with a van down the street or something..oopss sorry thats … cold..hehe…

Hahahaha, this part made me laugh so much!!! Of course I won't blame you!!

So let him know juz let ur boss know that u aint gonna take it n it is really bothering u – or TEll a Co-worker how you feel and maybe they can tell ur boss about the problem if you cant tell him yourself — all the best — kav

Thanks sweets for all your good advice!! I will tell a co-worker of mine… She doesn&#

[Am Rani]

boo:

kavita_0026:

I am IN LOVVVVVVEEEEEEEE with these!!!!!!!!! I so so so so so so am!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Boo… Those where MY lines… Pls don't steal them from me And remove you signature, otherwise I'll start singing!! And believe me, you DON'T want me to start singing

[Shakalaka Baby]

Scar face:

shakzee, I honestly never saw myself as above but thanks, and u know what u are as strong and have the willpower to ensure that this situation is resolved in the way it should, just do as I say, and I promise u the man will NEVA eva think of making any sexual ( or other) advances towards u…if he does, then I will come on over to da Netherlands an kick his a$$, coz no one messes with my love ones…that my deary is Scarry's promise 😉 ..

Aaaawww… thank you sweets!! I'd love to see you come over and kick my bosses a$$ I can just picture it, lmbo!! And I'll try to think of your advice next time… Thanks again hunn!!

its not comfortable at all when u are subjected to verbal abuse like u mention, but u need to speak up sweety….FIRMLY

I will I will… Like I've written to Kavita: I've just made a start today! My revenge will be sweet, because nobody messes with me… whoehahaha!! (is that firm enough, or what?? lol )

[kavita_0026]

Hey guys…everyone! Shakz yeah thats the spirit!!!!!!! dont let this crazy boss of urs upset u too much

ali diii oh you hear from marine?! she has not even been coming here or saying anything in pm i dont nkow if she is alright

tell me if u heard from her

gotta go study guys my next test is tomorrow – gawd they come so fast one afta the other!!!!!!!

love ya'll

kav

[Unique_Princess]

Hey thanks for all your comments guys, was just having a b*tch of a day! its one of those rules of life where ur extremely tired and the one person u dont want to meet, unfortunately bumps into u and u cant do anything about it at the point but go ARGHHHH lol. Im fine now though!!!!!

[Mukesh]

kavz da luvz…yup have heard from Mara

she is reaaaaaalllllllllllly reallllllllllllllly ..nore emphasise on the reallly …lol

BUSY…dnt think she is ignoring u hon okies…

she is okies…told her u asked after her, …..am sure she will contact u sooon

stay good nah….all the best with studies, catch up laterz sweety

lotza hugz

didi

[Mukesh]

Unique_princess:

Hey thanks for all your comments guys, was just having a b*tch of a day! its one of those rules of life where ur extremely tired and the one person u dont want to meet, unfortunately bumps into u and u cant do anything about it at the point but go ARGHHHH lol. Im fine now though!!!!!

SUPER DUPER THEN..GOOD TO HEAR UR OKIES …MMMWAAAAAH

[Mukesh]

Lemme explain a bit before I do dis..

One of my nephews has this way of laughing,

It sounds like

**heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee heeeeeeeeeeeeeeee heeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ***

Lol …and when he does dis he has this wide a$$ grin on his face that makes u wanna

Hug him for dear life….dats what I wanna do now, laugh like him and then be hugged for dear life .. aam daaaaaaaaaamn exhausted….

Soooooooooooooo here goes:

hhhhheeeeeeeeeeeee heeeeeeeeeeeeee heeeeeeeeeeeeeee lol

This is actually for Boo, thanks for making me want to smile whilst theres tears gushing out my eyes, yet strolling down my cheeks, yuk, feels awful

…coz u knw nah?? CHECK YR PM…

Oh well Bludy HELL headaches….

Dis sooooooooo damn Kold here……………………………

[boo]

Scar face:

Lemme explain a bit before I do dis..

One of my nephews has this way of laughing,

It sounds like

**heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee heeeeeeeeeeeeeeee heeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ***

Lol …and when he does dis he has this wide a$$ grin on his face that makes u wanna

Hug him for dear life….dats what I wanna do now, laugh like him and then be hugged for dear life .. aam daaaaaaaaaamn exhausted….

Soooooooooooooo here goes:

hhhhheeeeeeeeeeeee heeeeeeeeeeeeee heeeeeeeeeeeeeee lol

This is actually for Boo, thanks for making me want to smile whilst theres tears gushing out my eyes, yet strolling down my cheeks, yuk, feels awful

…coz u knw nah?? CHECK YR PM…

Oh well Bludy HELL headaches….

Dis sooooooooo damn Kold here……………………………

*****hugs scarry for life****

Awwww!! That is really nice of you…

PM…. am checking now…

[kavita_0026]

ali – HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG

there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[kavita_0026]

Scar face:

kavz da luvz…yup have heard from Mara

she is reaaaaaalllllllllllly reallllllllllllllly ..nore emphasise on the reallly …lol

BUSY…dnt think she is ignoring u hon okies…

she is okies…told her u asked after her, …..am sure she will contact u sooon

stay good nah….all the best with studies, catch up laterz sweety

lotza hugz

didi

Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy i jjust chatted with marine yes she is busy with lot of stuff but yippeeeeeeeeeeeim so glad i heard from hjer!! at leat now i know she is alright n alive !

[haasini]

hi RANI IS THE BES………..thnx 4 welcomng me i felt really gd to see someone rplyng me

and tell me some interestng thngs we can do in this forum .since i am still not used to it

[Marine]

Hey guys sorry i droped off the face of the planet. [OREO NO COMMENTS PLEASE]

Kavs i do love you and i did talk to you. Don't ever think i will egnore any of you.

You guys are my family.

Didi i will send you a long letter telling you everything

If you guys think its Sol its not he is out of my life and out of mind i got me a newcomer to Bollywood lol SUCH

Well my darling family i love you all and will talk to you guys soon MMUUUAAAHHH

HAASINI welcome darling you couldn't have joined a better place.

everyone i slike one big family we share eachothers problem and solve them to

So welcome to our little family

[boo]

Marine:

So welcome to our little family

To our family!

[Mukesh]

Didi i will send you a long letter telling you everything

lol…take yr time…just send a 2 bit word telling me u r ALIVE ….

okies….talk later hun…muuuwaaaaaaaaaah

[Mukesh]

kavita_0026:

ali – HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG

there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaw my…..am speechless …seriously ….hmmmm wat did i do to deserve soooooooooooo

many HUGZ.????????????????????

[kavita_0026]

Alii youasked for hugs..remember! lol

marine soooooooo kewl to see u here..yah i know i chatted wtih u last night after long time!yay!!!!

booooooooooo watsuppppp hun

Hasini – i welcomed you too lol *hug* welcome!!! hope my advice helped ya out

Rani i miss u where have u been all these days — did ya get ur presentations grade back/??

[Mukesh]

i did???????? hmm okies

doesnt matter ..now me feels all glooomy coz u only gave me hugz

coz I asked for em lol

[kavita_0026]

*GASPS IN SHOCK*

LOSING MAH BREATH NOWW need AIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dun feel gloomy love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

k i gave u the big teddy bear hug cuz u asked for huggies

as for the other huggies they were just extras coz… just wanted to give em to yah

*hug*

[Mukesh]

Kaveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee my darling

I was joking about the gloooom part

u cant take my sarcasm seriously here hun

noooooowwwwwwwwwww, ******************hugz ********************* bak to u

dnt have shock absorbers on me sweety sooo take it easy nah////

me will write soooon okies

need to be stable in the mind first

mmwahzzz

[Shakalaka Baby]

Hahahahaha, I got the greatest offer today and it reminded me right away of you guys!!! My boss made a joke (a normal one) and I told him jokingly he had to watch out, because he was so close to me I could hit him. So he said: “Please, go ahead and slap me in my face” And he pulled his cheek towards me and said: “You'll be the first if you do it…”

OMG, that was SOOOO tempting!!! Especially after what he said to me before!! But I didn't do it… It was really tempting to just slap him in the face and I was really doubting if I should do it or not (he definitely wasn't expecting me to do it and it was a great opportunity ), but I behaved like a lady and didn't slap him

Afterwards I had to LMBO because it reminded me of you guys telling me I should slap him hahahaha… That was a reason too that made me think that maybe I should have taken advantage of the occasion

Hahaha, I'm sorry to bother you guys with this, but I still have to laugh when I imagine how he would have reacted when I did really slap him in the face (and of course it would be a good slap )!! Maybe next time I'll just hit him … a chance like this doesn't come around every day lol

[boo]

LOL shakB hun… see we're always in your thoughts (OK maybe not me, as I didn't say you should slap him… but you know what I mean!)…

Good on you for behaving like a lady…

[Shakalaka Baby]

boo:

LOL shakB hun… see we're always in your thoughts (OK maybe not me, as I didn't say you should slap him… but you know what I mean!)…

Of course you're in my thoughts too Boo!!! What would BWL (and life) be without you!?!?!?! I don't even want to think about it… you're my smiling buddy!!!

[boo]

You just said it hun… don't even want to think about it!

How was your day?

[Unique_Princess]

Hey guys

I feel like crap 🙁 Im in bed now with my *wonderful* laptop (please don't shut down) – I've come down with food poisoning, been throwing up all night, and I collapsed in the bathroom in the early hours of the morning so Im really weak right now, cant walk without feeling like im gna fall! so been either sleeping or coming on here. I better get off before I get told off for “straining my eyes” Take care x

[boo]

awww hunnn….

Get better soon…. (f)

[Shakalaka Baby]

boo:

You just said it hun… don't even want to think about it!

How was your day?

You see? You did it again… I'm smiling!!

My day was very busy but okay… how's yours??

[Shakalaka Baby]

I hope you'll get well soon Unique!! Take care of yourself hunn…

[kavita_0026]

Hey ya’ll
Tayaba – sooooooooooooooooooo sorry to hear what has been happenin to u awww….
hun get better soon …sniff* hate to hear that u’re goin thru all that pain
but hang in there!!!
it’ll blow over!

shakz – ooof! kkinda okay to hear that u’re boss is making NORMAL jokes lol

hey ali , boo … hr u!

Anyawy guys gotta go do my reports n study for a quiz!
ttyl
love — kav

[Mukesh]

Unique_princess:

Hey guys

I feel like crap 🙁 Im in bed now with my *wonderful* laptop (please don't shut down) – I've come down with food poisoning, been throwing up all night, and I collapsed in the bathroom in the early hours of the morning so Im really weak right now, cant walk without feeling like im gna fall! so been either sleeping or coming on here. I better get off before I get told off for “straining my eyes” Take care x

[Mukesh]

ROFTLMBAAO,

wow wat an offer, am just glad u didnt slap the dude

think of the consequences nah…lol he cud have then sued U…omg

well hon hope u well and things are better…

sending u sum luw

het jy naweek baie geniet okies

mmmwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh

hugz more hugz ……lol

[Mukesh]

am just glad its time to go home

well not quiet …am off to a paaaaaarty wid sum chinese clients

but am so damn happy its weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekend ALREADY

Yay

chat to alll u luwely people soooooooooooooooooon

[kavita_0026]

hey ali

wots up missy

oooh yah going to party with some chinese pple eh

well glad to see the cultures mixin

j/k

hey me tooooooooo glad that its the WEEKEND! well like… aftrer my class thats cmoing up lol

right now gotta STUDY for a quiz for next class n do 1 report for next class

ttyl lovely pplez

kav

[Shakalaka Baby]

Scar face:

ROFTLMBAAO,

wow wat an offer, am just glad u didnt slap the dude

Well actually I wish I did… I'm sooo curious what his reaction would have been hahahaha!! But on the other hand… I couldn't look him in the eyes anymore if I had really done that… I think I would have gone searching for another job haha

think of the consequences nah…lol he cud have then sued U…omg

I don't think he would have done that. He needs me… lol

well hon hope u well and things are better…

I'm okay… just rushed off my feet all week and this week is getting even more stressfull But… I went shopping today and I bought the greatest stuff, so I'm very happy now hahaha How are you sweets??

sending u sum luw

Here's some luv in return

het jy naweek baie geniet okies

I will I will… (you mean “have a nice weekend”, right? We say: “Fijn weekend” in Holland) Fijn weekend to you too Scarry!!!

mmmwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh

hugz more hugz ……lol

Ahwww thanks hunn!!! Here are some more for you too

[kavita_0026]

heyyy what up

shakz…how's ur perverted boss situation coming along?

ali…what up? how was the party?

[Am Rani]

Unique_princess:

Hey guys

I feel like crap 🙁 Im in bed now with my *wonderful* laptop (please don't shut down) – I've come down with food poisoning, been throwing up all night, and I collapsed in the bathroom in the early hours of the morning so Im really weak right now, cant walk without feeling like im gna fall! so been either sleeping or coming on here. I better get off before I get told off for “straining my eyes” Take care x

Awww Unique, that su.cks! Hope you feel better now

[Mukesh]

Scarry se wereld …

I am sooooooooooooooooooo damn tired off everything that’s been happening lately, that I am at a point where I would literally like to leave this world or shut myself out completely from everyone and everything.

Time and again there are people out here who makes me question life and what is true and what is not…more importantly, who is true and who is not..

I am at a stalemate with this..

TRUST/HONESTY, believe me this is an essential tool to living a godamn decent life, if no-one had said this to you previously then its about time you begin thinking about what it is and how it affects us in our daily lives, with the people we love or come into contact with.

Why I interlink both trust and honesty?? Simply because I cant live my life without both, in order for any relationship by whatever name you call it, to succeed or prosper or ‘breathe’ there has got to be honesty and trust in it…without both from ‘both sides’ one cannot call it a mutual true relationship..

Sooo here I am once more trying to figure out why people would lie to me or cause unnecessary pain and uncertainty and doubt?? Why are people so selfish like this?? I know this is life and there are such people out here in the world waiting to bring hurt into our lives.. and I also know that at times we bring this onto ourselves when we let such people into our lives, which brings me to my question?? How do we know who to trust??

I am appalled and sick of it all, I really cannot take all of this anymore…there’s a limit to my trusting nature and when I feel that there’s more than what meets the eye, I begin to wonder if all of this is even worth it…

I don’t doubt people and truly believe that as evil or nasty as one may seem, there’s definitely some good somewhere deep inside but that may be silly ol scarry having false hopes..

Why do people use another for their selfish purposes in the name of friendship??

Friendships to me are li

[Unique_Princess]

Scar face:

Scarry se wereld …

I am sooooooooooooooooooo damn tired off everything that’s been happening lately, that I am at a point where I would literally like to leave this world or shut myself out completely from everyone and everything.

Time and again there are people out here who makes me question life and what is true and what is not…more importantly, who is true and who is not..

I am at a stalemate with this..

TRUST/HONESTY, believe me this is an essential tool to living a godamn decent life, if no-one had said this to you previously then its about time you begin thinking about what it is and how it affects us in our daily lives, with the people we love or come into contact with.

Why I interlink both trust and honesty?? Simply because I cant live my life without both, in order for any relationship by whatever name you call it, to succeed or prosper or ‘breathe’ there has got to be honesty and trust in it…without both from ‘both sides’ one cannot call it a mutual true relationship.. I agree with you completely hun, for any relationship to function, these are the vital bases it needs, without them, the relationship will merely fall apart…

Sooo here I am once more trying to figure out why people would lie to me or cause unnecessary pain and uncertainty and doubt?? Why are people so selfish like this?? I know this is life and there are such people out here in the world waiting to bring hurt into our lives.. and I also know that at times we bring this onto ourselves when we let such people into our lives, which brings me to my question?? How do we know who to trust?? I guess we don't. We just take a chance, because that is exactly what life is all about. Taking chances and yeah some will hurt us, but its all part of the learning experience. I know how it feels to have trust broken so very severely, so I know what you're going through, but I can assure you, it does get better with times, although the scars remain for a very long time… *hug* I could tell you to construct walls around your heart as a defence mechanism like I did for a very long time, but that won't help, it makes things worse because it blocks the good things from getting inside, also.

I am appalled and sick of it all, I really cannot take al

[vchenoah]

…U know the drill!

U & ur fam are in my thots!

[vchenoah]

Well said!

[kavita_0026]

Ali! Whats wrong you are not alright!!

[kavita_0026]

Will send you an email on this a little later

love you alot hon

take care and please dont hurt yourself worrying too much

and just remember to keep hope and have faith

[kavita_0026]

Can someone tell : What are ways that one can relieve PAIN from within themselves

[Khushi]

Try to find love within the pain…. Pain from within is always because of Love. Try to keep faith on the love rather than in the pain that its inflicting…

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

Kavita…I pray.

My feelings:

I feel funny.

[Marine]

Kavs I agree with Khushi she is right and also please take you own advice that you gave to Ali.

Khushi and Rani jaanus how are you guys?

[kavita_0026]

Hi Khushi Rani Marine – Thanks.

Yes Marine i know what khushi is saying has alot of meaning…I ..understand it.. I mean in the first place hurting comes from soem deep love hidden some where…………………………………………………………………………………

Thanks anyway….

Love ,

Kav

[serioComic]

kavita_0026:

Can someone tell : What are ways that one can relieve PAIN from within themselves

go jump off the cliff

[Marine]

OREO bite her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know sweety i understand you really…but pain is part of life if you don't feal pain then how will you survive, You are human after all rite? Just like happy ness and love we also accept pain..

Hope your alright

[kavita_0026]

Oreo – u better be careful what u wish for coz if it happens i will totally come back for you

marine ! Ack – forget about me please, dont worry about what I said I shouldnt have told it to you in the first place and now you are worry about me but just leave it alright..?

i am…………….. FINE okay

yes FINE

and you're right – i am human……………………………………. and thats exactly why we feel this much pain

Anyway hope you are alright

i love you di

[boo]

~Khushi~:

Try to find love within the pain…. Pain from within is always because of Love. Try to keep faith on the love rather than in the pain that its inflicting…

[Marine]

No Kavs i'm glad you told me. I love you and I'm here for you as well as others but like i said i shouldn't have told you anything here I should've talk to you in YM i will so i'm here ok love.

And yah we all are human we all do one thing or another its just takes time to heal the pain that deep within you.

[Khushi]

boo:

~Khushi~:

Try to find love within the pain…. Pain from within is always because of Love. Try to keep faith on the love rather than in the pain that its inflicting…

[kavita_0026]

Marine:

No Kavs i'm glad you told me. I love you and I'm here for you as well as others but like i said i shouldn't have told you anything here I should've talk to you in YM i will so i'm here ok love.

And yah we all are human we all do one thing or another its just takes time to heal the pain that deep within you.

Hey marin *hug* you're the best ( totally !

No its okay, dont regret what you said here ( it was all indirect )

We will talk in YM

And thanks for being there and thanks fr the inspiration

And you are right

Time can be everything when you need it to heal you

[Mukesh]

kavita_0026:

Will send you an email on this a little later

love you alot hon

take care and please dont hurt yourself worrying too much

and just remember to keep hope and have faith

omw Kavz, Luw dis Pic of Hanuman Baba, oye and theres Shiv & shakti as well, brings tears to my eyes sweety…

send me sum nice pics if have em…

Now me wants to sing the hanuman chalisa, which I actually dnt know how to….well the words of it ie..

[Mukesh]

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

Kavita…I pray.

lmao, we knw u do ranz…it wudve been the first thing I thot of associated with u an Yumz 🙂

My feelings:

I feel funny.

like a bunny??? elaborate….want a Hug from Moi *****hhhhhhuuuuuuuuugggggzzzzz ranz for dear life ************

well hope it makes u feel alrite sweety…take care

[Mukesh]

go jump off the cliff

hmmmm tell u wat…why dont U show us all how to do it''

common now dnt be a sissy. lol …go take that leap and show us galz da kinda leader u really are…

[Mukesh]

OREO bite her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

****wipes my eyes*****just in case

u didnt just type this??? Maraaaaaaa, are u flippant crazeeeeee

the contamination itself will Kill our dear Kavz da Luvz…

[Mukesh]

wat da hell….

u guyz keepin secretz frm yr didi?? hmmmmmph

dnt even think of mentioning messenger this or dat to me

go flex yr fingers an type ….

now watevas going on …I want in on the BIG secret coz u guys have been fightin and am bludy damn curious and inquisitive hhehehehehehehe

love u guys and Kavs

CONGRATS on the great grades mmmmwaaaaah

my magic dust did the trick nah lol??

[Mukesh]

kavita_0026:

Ali! Whats wrong you are not alright!!

yup ….u got dat r8

[Mukesh]

kavita_0026:

hey ali

wots up missy

oooh yah going to party with some chinese pple eh

well glad to see the cultures mixin

yup it was lekker hey, they gave us this really hard for me to pronounce perfume

***hmmmm, do they think i smell bad**** lmao

but thankfully Ness was there when i opened it up sooo she got the name r8..

oooohhhh and da FOOD …mmmm luwely, neva tasted more divine salads…yuuuummmmmyyyy

[Mukesh]

Well actually I wish I did… I'm sooo curious what his reaction would have been hahahaha!! But on the other hand… I couldn't look him in the eyes anymore if I had really done that… I think I would have gone searching for another job haha I don't think he would have done that. He needs me… lol I'm okay… just rushed off my feet all week and this week is getting even more stressfull But… I went shopping today and I bought the greatest stuff, so I'm very happy now hahaha How are you sweets??

Here's some luv in return

i ill I will… (you mean “have a nice weekend”, right? We say: “Fijn weekend” in Holland) Fijn weekend to you too Scarry!!!

Ahwww thanks hunn!!! Here are some more for you too

xxxxxxxxxxx

Hey luwie

Hope u are well now..shoppping….lekker…cant get enuf of dat huh

I haven’t opened my gmail yet so am not even sure if u have written lol

Hows plans for the wedding going???

Thanks for da luw sweety…mmmwaaaah lotz more bak to u and the fam??

Yup, dat is my Afrikaans way of saying have a lekker weekend..

Hahaha…

Luwye

[Mukesh]

Unique_princess:

Scar face:

Scarry se wereld …

I am sooooooooooooooooooo damn tired off everything that’s been happening lately, that I am at a point where I would literally like to leave this world or shut myself out completely from everyone and everything.

Time and again there are people out here who makes me question life and what is true and what is not…more importantly, who is true and who is not..

I am at a stalemate with this..

TRUST/HONESTY, believe me this is an essential tool to living a godamn decent life, if no-one had said this to you previously then its about time you begin thinking about what it is and how it affects us in our daily lives, with the people we love or come into contact with.

Why I interlink both trust and honesty?? Simply because I cant live my life without both, in order for any relationship by whatever name you call it, to succeed or prosper or ‘breathe’ there has got to be honesty and trust in it…without both from ‘both sides’ one cannot call it a mutual true relationship.. I agree with you completely hun, for any relationship to function, these are the vital bases it needs, without them, the relationship will merely fall apart…

Sooo here I am once more trying to figure out why people would lie to me or cause unnecessary pain and uncertainty and doubt?? Why are people so selfish like this?? I know this is life and there are such people out here in the world waiting to bring hurt into our lives.. and I also know that at times we bring this onto ourselves when we let such people into our lives, which brings me to my question?? How do we know who to trust?? I guess we don't. We just take a chance, because that is exactly what life is all about. Taking chances and yeah some will hurt us, but its all part of the learning experience. I know how it feels to have trust broken so very severely, so I know what you're going through, but I can assure you, it does get better with times, although the scars remain for a very long time… *hug* I could tell you to construct walls around your heart as a defence mechanism like I did for a very long time, but that won't help, it makes things worse because it blocks the good things from getting inside, also.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="ma

[Mukesh]

Nessa:

…U know the drill!

U & ur fam are in my thots!

hmmm me knw..thanks luwie

[kavita_0026]

Scar face:

wat da hell….

u guyz keepin secretz frm yr didi?? hmmmmmph

dnt even think of mentioning messenger this or dat to me

go flex yr fingers an type ….

now watevas going on …I want in on the BIG secret coz u guys have been fightin and am bludy damn curious and inquisitive hhehehehehehehe

love u guys and Kavs

CONGRATS on the great grades mmmmwaaaaah

my magic dust did the trick nah lol??

Ali! My love you are back! Overjoyed to hear that your family is doing well but my sympathy to those
who lost their lives or are still missing in the Lord name let us pray for their souls here today to be saved

I am sorry to hear about your country side where this crisis took place but dont worry – the place can be replaced & fixed ; I am overjoyed that your family is fine the lord is good

no oh my gosh me and marine want you to get yahoo mesenger b/c i am SO dying to chat with you any time and i know she is tooo
but i know how it is …sometimes we all get sooo busy! thats okay at leat you come in BWL and on email

love you no there is no secret my love – & what ever you think is a secret is all there for you & even marine to hear

btw, yes the magic dust DID HELP! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woooff u betta stock up on dat coz i gat like alot of exams comin up soon hehehehe ima need extra this time lol

love you so much hun missed u like crazy!

marine — hi my love — tell ali that she needs YM again! lol will talk to you later & email

love you lots guys

kav

[Marine]

lol didi i know ones she sees his teeth she will faint and that willbe the end of Kavs.

There is nothing that we are hiding from you just couple of picture that i had shown her and we were just joking about it. and the other thing we were just discusing life. and if you get YM you will know what i'm talking about. Iwish i can send you that internet thing but i can't afford it.

Maby oreo can sell part of his land give you the money lol.

Kavs whats up hunn how are you doing? Yes i get what you are syaing i wouldn't reveal anything direct. But glad your fine and i will order her to get one.

DIDI GET YM OR ELES lol

[Mukesh]

Ali! My love you are back! Overjoyed to hear that your family is doing well but my sympathy to those
who lost their lives or are still missing in the Lord name let us pray for their souls here today to be saved

I am sorry to hear about your country side where this crisis took place but dont worry – the place can be replaced & fixed ; I am overjoyed that your family is fine the lord is good

no oh my gosh me and marine want you to get yahoo mesenger b/c i am SO dying to chat with you any time and i know she is tooo
but i know how it is …sometimes we all get sooo busy! thats okay at leat you come in BWL and on email

love you no there is no secret my love – & what ever you think is a secret is all there for you & even marine to hear

btw, yes the magic dust DID HELP! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woooff u betta stock up on dat coz i gat like alot of exams comin up soon hehehehe ima need extra this time lol

love you so much hun missed u like crazy!

marine — hi my love — tell ali that she needs YM again! lol will talk to you later & email

love you lots guys

kav

xxxxxxxxx

kavz da luvz,

my darling huny bunny,

hahahaha *****hugz******

thanks for the prayers and for yr thoughts…hmmmm emotionally I dnt think many people will be the same

for me…am glad I didnt visit the beach when i was there, but will be going for sure for Easter …will take sum pics but am sure things luk better now..

off coz yr didis magic dust works, u think I will send sum for niks, neva…am sooo damn proud of ye missy

***more hugz**** and will be sending u more magic dust as the year unfolds…promise..

was jokin bout the secret, I knw watye talking bout, got ye mails, sorry havent replied, am swamped here

and too exhausted to type by the time I reach home..u know all the damn house chores hahahahaaaaa

now didnt I tell u guys to NOT mention the yahoo messenger to me????

mmmwaaaaahhhhh…have missed u too sweety, uve been in my thots constantly especially when I was getting ym hair chopped off hahahahaaaa, seriously thot off u and our hair conv ….when we do get together will SHOW u the tricks of the trade….

[Mukesh]

Marine:

lol didi i know ones she sees his teeth she will faint and that willbe the end of Kavs.

eeeeeyuk Maaara, dnt do dat to my poor Kavz u hear me…be nice now…..

so wats dat song again??? WHO LET DA DOGS OUT?? thankfully Cosmics safe back in his kennel …

There is nothing that we are hiding from you just couple of picture that i had shown her and we were just joking about it. and the other thing we were just discusing life. and if you get YM you will know what i'm talking about. Iwish i can send you that internet thing but i can't afford it.

WAT??? U didnt just tell the whole madhouse folkz that I am financially ruined did u??? LOL

Jeez will u be patient already….that YM thing aint the most important thing in my mind sweety. I speak to u

and even that is not enuf coz u DONT LIKE MY ACCENT…U said I sound like Bluh bluh or sums:-( but dis kewl u aint the

only one who said this….sooooooooooo me aint gonna call u or em anymore, not until I master the amerikaaaano

and Jamaican accent…lmao

chill for a while okies, i have a laptop dat requires a certain this or dat internet thingy majig..flip dnt know this computer

jargon…so am waiting for the dude from the computer place to call me once they have stock of whateva the hell it is I need

as for YM, forget it, am already being harrased by dudes asking for my hand in marriage, cant take anymore of this IM nonsense

on my gmail, imagine what will happen on ym..??

Maby oreo can sell part of his land give you the money lol.

DID U JUST TYPE THIS….MAAAAARA U FREAK …AM GONNA STRANGLE U…I PROMISE U

wat da hell does that pest Cosmic have to do wud my finance problems…???????????????

pleeeees dnt confuse da confused nah…if u wanna blow my top off, do it the right way…

is dis like labola time or wat?? dat he has to sell lands or planets or wateva, and how come I dnt know anything??

Kavs whats up hunn how are you doing? Yes i get what you are syaing i wouldn't reveal anything direct. But glad your fine and i will order her to get one.

DIDI GET YM OR ELES lol

yeah yeah order all u want…u two ……am NOT getting YM

or else WAT?? HUH HUH HUH …..LMAO

*****luw u 2 crazeeeee a$$ choti behens of mine **********

mmmwaaaaaaaaaahhhh

[kavita_0026]

ali – hi how r u hun.. its okay abt the email thing i knoooo sometimes its so hard to reply n stuff when u're like totally loaded with all these crazy things to do its totally fine

n plus don worry abt tryin to reply to mah email gawd… sum1 reading them must be get so confused have no idea how to reply in the 1st place

yesh i m going to need some of that magic dust for my exams
n i wish u cud give me some so i cud sprinke sprinkle sprinkle all over my body so i cud become REFINED and beautiful as the wide open sky and wonderful as the deep blue sea and and and everything that is nice and so that i wont be invisible to the world any longer because at least some person would be forced to SEE me through their lens

why did u cut ur hair hun?! or was it juz a shape up or sumthin? well i really wish we cud get together n with marine too n u guyz cud teach me all the tricks of the trade yesh yesh that wud be so magical ..being with u guys! oh gawd my heart wud melt n splatter all ova the place

abt the oreo thing — nooooo idont wanna dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

right now…im so upset n maddened by gnawing feelings that wont stop biting into my flesh that is already bleeding ; dont know what to do now all out of hope but will sit here in this little corner i call my world and b e eaten away

kav

[kavita_0026]

Marine:

lol didi i know ones she sees his teeth she will faint and that willbe the end of Kavs.

There is nothing that we are hiding from you just couple of picture that i had shown her and we were just joking about it. and the other thing we were just discusing life. and if you get YM you will know what i'm talking about. Iwish i can send you that internet thing but i can't afford it.

Maby oreo can sell part of his land give you the money lol.

Kavs whats up hunn how are you doing? Yes i get what you are syaing i wouldn't reveal anything direct. But glad your fine and i will order her to get one.

DIDI GET YM OR ELES lol

please save me! why ya'll pickin on poor lil oreo though ha

oh yes marine showed me some pics inYM with her and some friends haha wont say wot their doin u ask her lol she'll tell u up front n omg marine is like SO GORGEOUS gawd those luscious lips damn girl u fine … n ooo the eyes!!! love the eye do!

hey wot thing r u talking to send on internet marine?

wuv u hun

[kavita_0026]

why do life have to be so screwed up some times, so confusing that you just have no idea as to what ideas to even have
why can guys lie so much & feel that it might be okay b/c that is what GUYS do & that girls are the ones that “have to be the decent ones”

& why do girls always wrap around their emotions too extreme

i just dont know but its not wrong for someone to be wrapped around their emotions but its wrong for someone to play with them or hurt them on purpose

i just dont know what to say anymore or whatever

n im so scared of the world its unbelievable im invisible to the world however i wish if god can send me some magic to change all that n that i can become someone and show those who like to hurt me or show me that i am not the only thing that makes them happy

[Marine]

Didi ok ok i get it wow don't et a ym n-e-way do those guys know that you don't swing that way lol. Well ok ok i will waith.

And have you seen Oreos land he can offord to sale some and help you out.

Kavs we are not picking on you we love you darling.

hey don't go telling people about my picture j/k but thank you very much for the compliment.

Didi i will send you the pictured trust me you need to see them

[Mukesh]

Marine:

Didi ok ok i get it wow don't et a ym n-e-way do those guys know that you don't swing that way lol. Well ok ok i will waith.

okies just had my dose of coffee so am STILL not really following u…………DID U JUST SAY i DNT SWING WAT WAY???

ARE U NOW TELLING ME AND EVERYONE THAT I AM A L.ESBIAN?????????

************faints*****************

this may explain a lota thingz nah?????????????

u watchye bak, am gonna getye….

And have you seen Oreos land he can offord to sale some and help you out.

Kavs we are not picking on you we love you darling.

hey don't go telling people about my picture j/k but thank you very much for the compliment.

Didi i will send you the pictured trust me you need to see them

Wat???????? u r beautiful…….aaargh dnt understand why u dnt think soooo …

[boo]

kavita_0026:

i just dont know but its not wrong for someone to be wrapped around their emotions but its wrong for someone to play with them or hurt them on purpose

n im so scared of the world its unbelievable im invisible to the world however i wish if god can send me some magic to change all that n that i can become someone and show those who like to hurt me or show me that i am not the only thing that makes them happy

Kavita…

My two cents…

NOBODY can hurt you unless you let them… you're only as strong as you want to be, or as strong as you feel… and if you don't feel strong from within, NOTHING will change.. ya hear me girl? NOTHING will change. The strength has to come from within you.. and until you stop feeling sad and sorry that the world is not as perfect as you expected it to be, ain't nothing that will change honey…

There are some situations in life (believe me – I have been there myself of late) where saying, “Whatever” and moving the **** on is the best thing to do. But unless you can find the voice in your heart saying that it IS the best thing to do, life won't change.. you have to want to change. I have not a clue how old you are, and I don't care how old you are… but you are mature enough to deal with this, Kavita… from what I see, you are mature enough.. and that is all that matters.

Nobody can fight your battles for you. Do it yourself honey. Because I think you owe that much to yourself. And, if you don't mind my bossy words.. which you are under no obligation to follow (I HATE – with a passion – telling people how to live their lives.) stop seeing the world in a negative light (basically, if I may be a little rude and blunt, stop complaining and whining and groaning like it's everyone else's fault except yours… it may well be their fault, but it is first and foremost YOURS for letting their faults hurt you so much.). It won't get you ANYWHERE.

See, now you probably understand why I believe I am my only strength. Lol. Don't feel hurt or offended, OK? Not my intention.. 🙂

[kavita_0026]

Ali – ! Marine was saying alright she gets it you dont have to get YM b/c when we asked you you said okay you cant soo i guess she was just making a joke and say that you dont swing that way ( meaning..erm..you dont go in YM and chat and stuff? lol i dont know ask her ) but im 100% sure she isnt callin gyou a *** why would she do that!

lol i think marine knows she's beutiful lol marine do u?!!! yesh plzzzzzzz show ali ur pics ..i luv her pics i swear her lipz n eyes they're like soooooooo like beautifully made!

[Mukesh]

kavita_0026:

Ali – ! Marine was saying alright she gets it you dont have to get YM b/c when we asked you you said okay you cant soo i guess she was just making a joke and say that you dont swing that way ( meaning..erm..you dont go in YM and chat and stuff? lol i dont know ask her ) but im 100% sure she isnt callin gyou a *** why would she do that!

LMAO…aaaw Kavz, hw r u luwie?? dnt worrie bout it…am kewl ..now let Mara explain what she meant…

amnot sure…must be my perverted mind nah?? lol….

lol i think marine knows she's beutiful lol marine do u?!!! yesh plzzzzzzz show ali ur pics ..i luv her pics i swear her lipz n eyes they're like soooooooo like beautifully made!

okies nw Mara better send em pics to me…yup I keep tellin da dame dat shes gorgeous..

[Mukesh]

kavita_0026:

Ali – ! Marine was saying alright she gets it you dont have to get YM b/c when we asked you you said okay you cant soo i guess she was just making a joke and say that you dont swing that way ( meaning..erm..you dont go in YM and chat and stuff? lol i dont know ask her ) but im 100% sure she isnt callin gyou a *** why would she do that!

LMAO…aaaw Kavz, hw r u luwie?? dnt worrie bout it…am kewl ..now let Mara explain what she meant…

amnot sure…must be my perverted mind nah?? lol….

lol i think marine knows she's beutiful lol marine do u?!!! yesh plzzzzzzz show ali ur pics ..i luv her pics i swear her lipz n eyes they're like soooooooo like beautifully made!

okies nw Mara better send em pics to me…yup I keep tellin da dame dat shes gorgeous..

[Mukesh]

boo:

kavita_0026:

i just dont know but its not wrong for someone to be wrapped around their emotions but its wrong for someone to play with them or hurt them on purpose

n im so scared of the world its unbelievable im invisible to the world however i wish if god can send me some magic to change all that n that i can become someone and show those who like to hurt me or show me that i am not the only thing that makes them happy

Kavita…

My two cents…

NOBODY can hurt you unless you let them… you're only as strong as you want to be, or as strong as you feel… and if you don't feel strong from within, NOTHING will change.. ya hear me girl? NOTHING will change. The strength has to come from within you.. and until you stop feeling sad and sorry that the world is not as perfect as you expected it to be, ain't nothing that will change honey…

There are some situations in life (believe me – I have been there myself of late) where saying, “Whatever” and moving the **** on is the best thing to do. But unless you can find the voice in your heart saying that it IS the best thing to do, life won't change.. you have to want to change. I have not a clue how old you are, and I don't care how old you are… but you are mature enough to deal with this, Kavita… from what I see, you are mature enough.. and that is all that matters.

Nobody can fight your battles for you. Do it yourself honey. Because I think you owe that much to yourself. And, if you don't mind my bossy words.. which you are under no obligation to follow (I HATE – with a passion – telling people how to live their lives.) stop seeing the world in a negative light (basically, if I may be a little rude and blunt, stop complaining and whining and groaning like it's everyone else's fault except yours… it may well be their fault, but it is first and foremost YOURS for letting their faults hurt you so much.). It won't get you ANYWHERE.

See, now you probably understand why I believe I am my only strength. Lol. Don't feel hurt or offended, OK? Not my intention.. 🙂

wooooohoooooo Boo, and here I thot I was having a bad day…J/k Yaar…

[Mukesh]

kavita_0026:

why do life have to be so screwed up some times, so confusing that you just have no idea as to what ideas to even have
why can guys lie so much & feel that it might be okay b/c that is what GUYS do & that girls are the ones that “have to be the decent ones”

& why do girls always wrap around their emotions too extreme

i just dont know but its not wrong for someone to be wrapped around their emotions but its wrong for someone to play with them or hurt them on purpose

i just dont know what to say anymore or whatever

n im so scared of the world its unbelievable im invisible to the world however i wish if god can send me some magic to change all that n that i can become someone and show those who like to hurt me or show me that i am not the only thing that makes them happy

take it easy sweetness, me will send u an email by tom morn ok…dnt

let it get u down hun..

[kavita_0026]

Kavita…

My two cents…

NOBODY can hurt you unless you let them… you're only as strong as you want to be, or as strong as you feel… and if you don't feel strong from within, NOTHING will change.. ya hear me girl? NOTHING will change. The strength has to come from within you.. and until you stop feeling sad and sorry that the world is not as perfect as you expected it to be, ain't nothing that will change honey… My love – you are so right. I have to stop being this WEAK oh my god. I just I guess I cant sit here and be upset that the world isnt changing. I have to be stronger i just HAVE TO

There are some situations in life (believe me – I have been there myself of late) where saying, “Whatever” and moving the **** on is the best thing to do. But unless you can find the voice in your heart saying that it IS the best thing to do, life won't change.. you have to want to change. I have not a clue how old you are, and I don't care how old you are… but you are mature enough to deal with this, Kavita… from what I see, you are mature enough.. and that is all that matters. I know yes some pple just have to say F it an move on and away ; Im 19 yrs old – yeah I knwo i know everyone will say stop being like a little 5 yr old like marine said ot me ; by the way, how old are you? & where are you living right now? i asked you before but you didnt answer

Nobody can fight your battles for you. Do it yourself honey. Because I think you owe that much to yourself. And, if you don't mind my bossy words.. which you are under no obligation to follow (I HATE – with a passion – telling people how to live their lives.) stop seeing the world in a negative light (basically, if I may be a little rude and blunt, stop complaining and whining and groaning like it's everyone else's fault except yours… it may well be their fault, but it is first and foremost YOURS for letting their faults hurt you so much.). It won't get you ANYWHERE. Hey hey hey dont feel responsible for how i 'live my life' just b/c you gave me some sisterly advice in my time of need! b/c you have no idea how i feel thankful & greatful to feel & hear out from someone else's point of view about this whole thing. I think everything you said is 100% right and I think i have to change my self and in such a way that i love myself and that i force the world to at least love me/or be neutral [ or NOT dislike me or not be invisible to it ] No its not their fault… imean i know..it is all my fault b/c i am not god damn strong as i thought i was! i heard that this world is evil & mean & cold & nasty and if you're not strong & mean u will be eaten alive. well ………………..
you're right…it IS my fault everything s it just is

See, now you probably understand why I believe I am my only strength. Lol. Don't feel hurt or offended, OK? Not my intention.. 🙂
noooooo now why would i be hurt or offended if someone who luvs .. is telling me their thoughs on something!! n by the way i luve yeh too n m thankful for ur kind words n i just wanna let u know i totally agree with u 100% i gats to let the world stop eating me if only i stop being the scum to eat then it wont eat me! it is my fault

it just has to stop being

& im going to have to work on making things better – most of it of course, is really making myself better

[Mukesh]

kavita_0026:

ali – hi how r u hun.. its okay abt the email thing i knoooo sometimes its so hard to reply n stuff when u're like totally loaded with all these crazy things to do its totally fine

n plus don worry abt tryin to reply to mah email gawd… sum1 reading them must be get so confused have no idea how to reply in the 1st place

yesh i m going to need some of that magic dust for my exams
n i wish u cud give me some so i cud sprinke sprinkle sprinkle all over my body so i cud become REFINED and beautiful as the wide open sky and wonderful as the deep blue sea and and and everything that is nice and so that i wont be invisible to the world any longer because at least some person would be forced to SEE me through their lens

why did u cut ur hair hun?! or was it juz a shape up or sumthin? well i really wish we cud get together n with marine too n u guyz cud teach me all the tricks of the trade yesh yesh that wud be so magical ..being with u guys! oh gawd my heart wud melt n splatter all ova the place

abt the oreo thing — nooooo idont wanna dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

right now…im so upset n maddened by gnawing feelings that wont stop biting into my flesh that is already bleeding ; dont know what to do now all out of hope but will sit here in this little corner i call my world and b e eaten away

kav

u knw if I were there, u wud be running for ye life for talking such crap…

now listen to me okies, your didi at this very moment has a major crisis to deal with, its not that i dnt know HOW to answer yr mail,

its just that I want to give u the right advise and am not even in the right frame of mind to think logically

sooo be patient with me hun ok

and dnt think that I have forgotten coz ur in my thoughts and duas all the time…

just know that i truly love u lotz ok…

***hugz****

[kavita_0026]

Ali!!! my sweetheart – its okay loveeeeeee dont go crazy ( just to send me an email )

i know things are up & everywhere over there so take care of those matters! we are only human there is just so much we can take, you know?

n i love u lots n thnkx for caring god bless you child

thankie for the hugzzz they wre so warm lol

here's urs *hugs [extra warm with a big splash a lurveeeeeee ]

luv yu

---

kav

---

gotta go write my essay now! hmmpf

[Mukesh]

kavita_0026:

Ali!!! my sweetheart – its okay loveeeeeee dont go crazy ( just to send me an email )

i know things are up & everywhere over there so take care of those matters! we are only human there is just so much we can take, you know?

n i love u lots n thnkx for caring god bless you child

thankie for the hugzzz they wre so warm lol

here's urs *hugs [extra warm with a big splash a lurveeeeeee ]

luv yu

---

kav

---

gotta go write my essay now! hmmpf

thanks but did u just call me child??????????????????????????

************faints**************************

bludy hell…

gud luk with da essay, if u need help, SHOUT out …

[Shakalaka Baby]

Hey Kav,

Boo is absolutely right that you have to be strong from within! But I can understand it is hard sometimes… When everybody and everything around you is hurting you, it can really bring you to your knees… That doesn't mean you're not strong, or that you're behaving childish.. it's just saying that something around you is really wrong! Not only YOU have to change and become stronger, sometimes a change of environment/friends or whatever will help too!! And remember… everything what's bringing you to your knees now will only make you stronger in the end!!

Take care sweets (will reply to your email soon) and good luck with everything! If you need me, I'll be there… And we're all here for you sweets… Don't let the world get you down!!

Lots of love, Shakz.

[Mukesh]

okies then…

Have this awesome luking pimple just near my lip and u knw how we women

go crazee when a pimple pops up outa the blue on the eve of the night u wanna

go out and dance till your feet cant carry u anymore r8…

well dis the case wud me…LUCKY CHICK that i am…

so me cancelled da plans, heading off home to cook sum healthy food

eat and sleep …..

Later my people…

[Unique_Princess]

*Sigh* …

[Marine]

Di and Kavs i know i'm beautifull and i don't doubt it i mean i'm not saying i'm not beautifull i'm just saying that my face and my personality doesn't go with my body and thats what i'm trying to change. I mean we all have something that wre don't like about ourselfs rite?

Di i was calling you a les lol

Kavs i couldn't agree with BOO more she is right that what we all need to remeber. I mean we all can get weak in the knees and bent down and brake down also but we all need to f ind the strangth within ourself and move on. If i let other to hurt me and act like its getting to they will hurt me but i never give other that apportunity to do it. i mean people only see you how you see yourself they treat you the way you treat yourself. So that what you need to do.

Hope i made any sence. lol

[Unique_Princess]

I feel so nostalgic.. and it's not the type that you feel like smiling over and saying what a wonderful time I had.. its the type that makes you feel like *sigh* I wish I had a clock that would magically rewind time and take me back to when happiness was so heavily in the air that I could practically taste it.

[Marine]

OMG UP when you find one let me know lol i could use some time i need a watch like that.

OK WHOS GOOD AT SCIENCE MABY WE CAN MAKE ONE LOL

[kavita_0026]

tabzee so poetic!!!! aww hun *hug*

marine — yes sigh..boo is right & i've heard that… if you dont believe in yourself NO ONE will belive in you and i have to start believing in myself and being strong and showing the world that i am a person just like them and not UNDER them

love you guyz tonssssss

ali! you will not go dancing b/c you have a pimple!!!?? oh come on – so you mean when you go dancing pple look at yr face ..i thought it was only dancing

and besides one lil pimple is nott gonna scar yr beauty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ermm* marine* soo are yeh working on making that clock for tabzee?

[Marine]

Hey Kavs yah well you know what you need to do your the one who is with yourself all the time, Even though we know you we don't know as much as you know yourself.

Ali what you mean you won't go out cause you have apimple if it was like that no one would go out. Plus its so dark at the clubs who in the world is gonna see your pimple lol. Di your to much lol/

[kavita_0026]

Hey all you gorgeous gyals h r u!

Marine.. you are Right on the spot with those thoughts

ali – you stop it right now young lady! – 1 little pimple should not

take anythign away fr you b/c you are awesome & a pimple have NO competition

in trying to prove otherwise!

[Marine]

Life sucks sometimes.

Why do we have to struggle with it?

why do we have to pass through so many test in life?

What is it that god has planed for us?

I want to know exactly why does he give us heart to love,

But he doesn't give us the one that we love.

Why are the only ones that can hear our hearts echo?

Why is love so complicate?

We go through life dreaming of that special someone,

Yet when we find them why can't we hold them?

I yarn for him, My love is the only one that my heart aces for beats for.

My love is the one i dream of day by day

Yet i wake up to a hollow day.

Why is he so close yet at the same so far away.

Why is life so much torture.

I live for life not for love, but yet love is the a biggest part of love.

Someone tell me if you can,

Someone make me understand as to

why am I being tortured so much by my feeling?

Will the say come that i can have my hearts desire?

Will the day come where i get to hold the one that my heart aces for?

Why can't he hear the echo of my heart?

I see nothing but color but yet my heart in black,

Why do I feel like that my heart is only half whole?

Dear god please hear my plea and answer my cry

What test should i go through to get the one that makes me whole?

I guess no one can answer me cause everyone has one question or another.

But at the end we all ask got WHY OH GOD WHY.

Sorry guys when I'm sad i don't know Why i put my feeling into a poetry. Tis is really how I'm feeling and if you know the answer really know the answer then tell me.

[Mukesh]

k luw am ALLLLLL yrs, lets talk…

our heart chooses whom to love, regardless of what our head tells us…

why ask god for answers when its all within u???

okies ..pm

mwah…

[Marine]

How is it within me di.

I wish it was then i could find it soon

Ok we'll talk in PM

[serioComic]

aquamarine… theres a cliff waiting for you. i'll lead u to it. no worries. enjoy the wind that cuts through yr face, the thrill of flying like a free bird, the adrenalin rush like going down a bungee and finally, the splat that awaits u like a rotten egg.

[Marine]

Sure Cosmic lead the way. I will follow.

[serioComic]

excellent. u made the right choice.

but first, u need to sign this disclaimer:

I hereby does not hold serio responsible for my stupid actions and agree that i was not forced into committing this 'jumping off the cliff' act and it was a decision made solely by me and me alone and any legal actions that might be carried out by anyone against serio in the future will be null and void and further taunting by the fellow bwl faltoos towards serio is definitely uncall for and is an act of cruelty towards the noble serio.

I also hereby agree that the cliff are of natural resources and holds no grudge towards serio if my intended purpose in carrying out the 'jumping off the cliff' act is not met at the end of my jump. I also agree that my being accepted into this amazing act is dependent on the decision made by serio and he may chooses, at any time, without prior notice, to cancel this act or to move this act at another location, which he may deemed fit as and when the need arises.

I, the pagal one,

Marine

[Marine]

If you think that i will sign and waiver or contract made by you then your crazy.

I rather really jump off a cliff or under a truck on the freeway then to sign a waiver made by a crazy person

[Mukesh]

Mara check yr pm,

ignore cliffhanger here

and listen to yr di

u aint DAT desperate, not when u have me to help sort through this

luwye

[serioComic]

crazy? yeah im crazy.

truck? hmmm…that will be a good option for you. at least it doesnt contaminate the environment, i.e the beautiful cliffs!!

[Marine]

Oreo you should be the next Kevorkian helping people commit suicide, But no help neede here I love life to much

So keep your cliff and sale some of it nad move into civilization

[Mukesh]

hun, promise to call u laterz k

need to get my head around this whole thing..make sum sense of it..

**me luws ye..**

take care now…and please go to bed already..

[Marine]

ok but text me before snce i got docs appointment.

I'm going to bed and i'm alright don't think about it to much oneof us needs to be sain.

[Mukesh]

Lol, tell me bout it…yup will **sms** u before i do…

an dat docs appointment…***faints*** u r crazy Missy…but me still luws u

take it easy now, love is alllllll around ye…

yeah r8 hun, sane….meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee LMAO…

hmmmm ok then, when u hear what U have to tell u …that wud make u cry

sooo for now, gimme a hug and go to bed…

**hugz***

[Mukesh]

1 more thing, I hope u feeling at least a lil better now??

mmmwaaaahhhh,

di

[Mukesh]

Dis all bout Love nah…dis was written for me by my closest friend/sister….at least someone in this world understands Scarry….thought I should share it…

Have you ever felt what I feel?

Have you ever tried to understand someone

Tried so hard to fathom what they fee?

Hoping that somehow you will not feel alone?

Is life meant to be a game of guessing

You win if you can read between the lines

You lose if if you keep getting

No straight answers to what we call life.

Have you looked into some one’s eyes and seen

What they think without saying a word

What they feel, making you keen

Wanting to know more without a word?

Look into your heart and tell me

If what you feel is what I feel

If what you uphold is what I do

If what we feel is anywhere near the same.

I will soar with you if you let me

I will dance with you if you hold me

Close to you, your body, your soul

Let us match heartbeats then we will be one

Or let us alternate and we will com

[Marine]

I'm great di i really really am

[kavita_0026]

oreo – dayem – you dont know when to stop huh! dun go advising pple to jump off cliffs..by the way how do u know its helpful to them..have u done it before

marine & ali – my schweet sisters — oh help us dear lord when we are in our greatest need & in our time of most greatest suffering when our hearts are the most vulnerable to destruction and pain

marine – how are you my love? whats been happening to you? please tell me … dont worry you will get what ever it is through… i know you must be so upset & worried about..S but let me tell you something
you must be strong …just as you guys tell to me… be strong & me & ali & every1 are here for you
i know sometimes we have NO idea as to how to answer these crazy q's that we have in our hearts & minds & we dont even have any idea as to how we GOT to this place where we are right now! but this is what i need yu to do

look inside yrself & seek yr self out & seek your heart out and realize how wonderful of a person you are
and that you as your own self does not depend on anyone else to be a sweetheart

we are here for you marine — as for you ali — seems liek something is going on with you too my love & i know it is about ….. i thin i know…& i sure know that there's a lot of heart ache involved — but im here for yeh okay ….

marine ali , if anytime that you cant hold back the tears, please rest yr head on my shoulder & i will cry for you

love

---

kav

[serioComic]

stop?? thats not part of serio's vocabulary!

continue, go on, keep going, never give up…thats more like it.

[Mukesh]

marine & ali – my schweet sisters — oh help us dear lord when we are in our greatest need & in our time of most greatest suffering when our hearts are the most vulnerable to destruction and pain

kavs darlin….tnx for the prayer hun, am fine..:-) will def keep u 2 kewl chicks in my dua's…

marine ali , if anytime that you cant hold back the tears, please rest yr head on my shoulder & i will cry for you

thanks sweety…..same here nah…Mara's the one in need of our shoulders…leave me outa this willye….**hugz***

be strong & me & ali & every1 are here for you –
i know sometimes we have NO idea as to how to answer these crazy q's that we have in our hearts & minds & we dont even have any idea as to how we GOT to this place where we are right now! but this is what i need yu to do

off coz ..was going to suggest some alcohol but it aint funny anymore…so guys, take it easy, Am here off coz..

sooo holler okies…as for the questions, just post em to me, will reply accordingly…

Love Sux…no offence to all those whose hearts are beating to the rhythm of anothers…yup WATEVA …I say..

take yr games and go play it wud someone who cares….am sick n tired of all this damn nonsense, sooooo….from me …I say, go make the most of life instead of wasting it on LOVE…not worth the damn effort…

as for you ali — seems liek something is going on with you too my love & i know it is about ….. i thin i know…& i sure know that there's a lot of heart ache involved — but im here for yeh okay ….

NUTHING is going on with me…just moodilicious dats alll…am kewl as the dew on a bright breezy sunny morning K..

U dnt know coz THERES NUTHING to know luw…stop wasting yr thoughts and mind conjuring up such fantasies bout scarry Didi having …what again???

Heart ache>??? lmao..nope…nope… me have NO heart…aches….soooo please chilll already….no worries…P R O M I S E…

thanks hon, as usual, u take care and know I am here for u tooooooooooooo, and if u really wanna be here for me,STOP worrying coz nuthings wrong…k ***more hugz***

[kavita_0026]

serioComic:

stop?? thats not part of serio's vocabulary!

continue, go on, keep going, never give up…thats more like it.

wow thanks for the advice oreoji – u r showing such a warm heart these days!!!!! look … how nice he is..giving us inspiration .. continue…go on… keep going..never give up guys!

all thanks to our sweet oreoji

[kavita_0026]

man oh man – ali – i dont know if you'r being sarcastic or as strong as a bull in reality

but hey glad to hear that you are stronG & will always luv u & marine & every1 here &

i know marine has been upset abt soem stuff & we've gotta be there for her!

kinda agree with yeh on the love thing — partially agree however —

but i dont know…. sumtimes u go to distances to feel something for some1 & they just never seem to acknowledge it & u cant blame them coz they might say its not their fault that you are behaving in such ways ……….HMMPPH!!!!!!!!!!!! not their fault that they made you god darn fall into their comforty warm arms of love ey! argh! ARGH!!!!!!!!

AH BLAH TO THEM!

love you too hunny bunny lunny tunny munnyyyyy

[Mukesh]

sumtimes u go to distances to feel something for some1 & they just never seem to acknowledge it & u cant blame them coz they might say its not their fault that you are behaving in such ways ……….HMMPPH!!!!!!!!!!!! not their fault that they made you god darn fall into their comforty warm arms of love ey! argh! ARGH!!!!!!!!

firstly hun, with love u go the distance only because YOU want to for the person(s) u love ..it shud never be something demanded or u shud not feel

obligated to do so…and on that same token, one should not expect anything in return if one does go**the distance** for ther love…

am not sure if it makes much sense here but its just the way I think of it..of LOVE…

it really isnt their fault that U love them…thats absolutely true because no one screams out for love…it happens…

Sometimes one is a lil helpless when it comes to **whom the heart chooses*** to beat for…r8…

I dunnno, in this day and age, many people look at the outer factors of a person eg..the external beauty of one

therefore sometimes when one loves another, it is not always reciprocated …

am stopping here for now….sooo hope i have made a lil sense….

to me one should not feel compelled/forced into doing…it should FLOW…LOVE…..hmmm

no expectations…..

if i am going a distance to **FEEL** something for someone then I dunno…am seriously going to question myself as

to whether this LOVE is true/real….or if it is love in the first place…

sooo sweety, I dnt mean to sound harsh but ths is just my opinion/take on whatye had said above…nothing personal

to You or whats going on in yr life okies…

man oh man – ali – i dont know if you'r being sarcastic or as strong as a bull in reality

oh…errrrr a bit of both??? i guess…lol…Jeez dnt call me a bull ok…but me have to tell my mom this, she has been annoying me about my tempers and

moodiness of late…BULL lmao…oh my lord…Kavs u are toooo much luwie…..

i know marine has been upset abt soem stuff & we've gotta be there for her!

she does Kavs, sooooo give her much love, support and warm hugz during this time okies…

luwye sweety

didi…

[kavita_0026]

Ali! I was saying some of those stuff in relation to alot of OTHER people's feeling and also your feeling maybe a little bit of Mine but i think you misunderstood me nope i think i KNOW you did..

sorry i was the boinker to say that

but 1 thing i must say — definitely NO expecting anything in return from a pereson if you love them – you will give yr heart & be wonderful to them leading to make their life easier & this shud make you yrself happy by itself …b/c you love that person & you want them to be alright

when i said 'distances' i dont mean you have to 'do work & struggle to love thta particular person' b/c then what u said wud be right…yu shud consider some questions of if yr certain abt the person or not

i guess by distance i sort of meant..the limitless heart

alright let me stop this CRAP

will talk to you later – kav

[Mukesh]

Hmmmm I guess I did luwie, but Like I said

when I was writin/typing..I wasnt talking specifically about YOU, was simply responding to the words u wrote love…

me knows, me understands…

C RA P.???.. dont stop…why shud u stop????

wat u say isnt crap hey, if no one else bothers, I do and it does help me sooo yeah

goooo on if u want to k

me luwye

[kavita_0026]

hey hun h r u…. hope goood…naw just forget abt that whole thingi wrote up there…

i hope we're on the same boat now…

yesh yesh…. sailing away on warm wavy water…. starring at the twinkling stars through the dewy air

and embracing the quietness of the midnight moment

and capturing it

all to ourselves

LOLZ – now i guess i qualifiy to say lemme stop this CRAP lol

yesh yesh – i've been trying to learn how to sound intelligent………………..NOT

lol

[Mukesh]

yup ..stop da crap Kavz 🙂

my feelings…Luuuuuuuurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrvvvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeee

is what I feel hahahaahaaa

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

I feel like crap…I remember the days when I would log onto the forum whenever I was upset…now this forum feels like a “stranger”

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

p.s. I hate it when I miss people

[Yemenilicious]

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

p.s. I hate it when I miss people

im sorry. he'll be back in no time Insha'allah

[kavita_0026]

Yemenilicious:

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

p.s. I hate it when I miss people

im sorry. he'll be back in no time Insha'allah

HE?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[kavita_0026]

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

I feel like crap…I remember the days when I would log onto the forum whenever I was upset…now this forum feels like a “stranger”

Aww ranz…! you need a warm choco covered huggie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *hug* aww dunt worry some of us are here! seeeeee

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

kavita_0026:

Yemenilicious:

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

p.s. I hate it when I miss people

im sorry. he'll be back in no time Insha'allah

HE?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lmao…I miss my dad.

and thanks, Kavita…

Can someone tell me…what do you do when you start having problems with a really really really close friend but when you try to talk about it, the friend ignores you? and you don't know what to really say becuase you don't even know what the problem is?

[Mukesh]

lmao…I miss my dad.

Aaaw Ranz, I miss my dad toooooo, so me knows whatye feeling, a bit of it I guess…

Can someone tell me…what do you do when you start having problems

with a really really really close friend but when you try to talk about it,

the friend ignores you? and you don't know what to really say becuase

you don't even know what the problem is…

Firstly doesn’t that just drive u crazeeeee, trying to figure out WHAT u had done, and it could be anything

that makes yr friend feel the need to ignore u sweetie…not necessarily what you had done or said hey..

I think you should just approach him/her and ask her/him what’s going on…

Whether its through the written word, telephonically or in person, whichever is more convenient for u ..

as long as you broach the subject and she is aware that her/his behavior is upsetting or hurting you…

if she /he wants to talk they would, otherwise, just leave it for a while and see what happens…

U mentioned,** start having problems**..so am assuming there must be some sort of bad vibes between you

two regardless of whether or not you know what the problem is…

Sooo for me, the only way of knowing is to actually talk to the person…

Its not healthy Keeping this in , upsetting yourself…sometimes what the other person may say, may hurt,

but personally I would rather just hear it…regardless of whether it results in a positive or negative outcome..

Besides whatever the case may be, no friendship, if it is REAL and TRUE should fall apart because of differences

or minor misunderstandings etc…<

[boo]

Scar face:

Can someone tell me…what do you do when you start having problems

with a really really really close friend but when you try to talk about it,

the friend ignores you? and you don't know what to really say becuase

you don't even know what the problem is…

Firstly doesn’t that just drive u crazeeeee, trying to figure out WHAT u had done, and it could be anything

that makes yr friend feel the need to ignore u sweetie…not necessarily what you had done or said hey..

I think you should just approach him/her and ask her/him what’s going on…

She is right, Rani… check your PMs twin ji… I love you.

[Yemenilicious]

My feelings…at the moment…..

I feel as if no one cares. 'tis just how i feel…not necessarily true. =/

[Mukesh]

I feel as if no one cares. 'tis just how i feel…not necessarily true. =/

yumz mah angel SCARRY CARES…always did, always will nah,,***hugz***

hope u feel a lil better .sweetie..if sums bothering u ..wanna talk..u know where to find me..

Love u hun

[Yemenilicious]

Scarz ji,

You're soooo sweeeet Mashallah.

Thank you so much

Love you too

[Mukesh]

oye hun just tellin da truth..

me sends ye luw n more n hugz n more

schweeeeeeeeeeeeeetness, take it easy nah

[Yemenilicious]

Awwwww

You take it easy as well hunz.

Thank you, I feel so much better

[Mukesh]

Lekkkkkkkkker…..and I hope u feeel much more better as the minutes…hours..days

get wat am sayin

Oh boy….u wudnt believe this..but theres a a whole bunch of clowns in this office now

with lotz of balloons …

Jeeez I feel like I am in the middle of a carnival lmao…

wat da hecks happenin here …brb hun

[Yemenilicious]

Roflmbo!!!!!!!! ahahahahaha

that's hilarious

BALLOONZZ ARE COOL! go and pop em all =P

[Mukesh]

pop em up …Jeez afta all da effort..me got 2 ballooonz and 2 candies hahahaha..

u want >>????

its is absurd but soooo damn funny

oh this is our official invites to the annual *inspire day**

that we have errrr annually lol…

brilliant idea…..

now no one is goin to get any work done

**sigh** reminds me of Durbz now 🙁

[Yemenilicious]

yummmmm candy!!! gimme one =)

LOL clowns roaming around…passing out balloonz to scarz…too funny…

and theyre like…'here you go kid…' lol =) OKAY WHERE'S MY CANDY?

awww who's Durbz, yaar?

[Mukesh]

nah it went more like dis:

da clown: “Hey pretty gal, u know of inspire day r8, u read yr mail r8…”

Scarry: “Nope..neva heard of both now gimme mah balloon and sweet

coz I ve got tonz of work to do….”

then I say, “in fact u shud give me 2 of each coz u aint funny Mr, c…no smiles on my face…”

Idiot clown, then goes on a gives me a brief explanation on how much sugar is in each candy and

bla bla bla..now dat made me lafff…and hes got a cute smile toooo

Mr clown…

sooo there Yumz, one Candy coming yr way…..

Durbz…Durban…is where I am from, me lil city…

I miss home….:-)

[Yemenilicious]

LOL ahahah =P awww he called ju pretty gal

OH DURBAN! gotcha

i miss home too actually!! bleh.

I really need candy, coffeee, cake, anything sweet…lol to stay awake and study

[Mukesh]

da nerve of him huh?? lmao

I knw u doooooo…me feels ye

hmm lets see wat I have here…

chocolate??..

dat bit of candy…??

no cake

coffeeeeee…??

biscuits….??

can steal one of siph's muffins for ye..want sum???

Tell me watye want…will pass it ova …lol

watye studying???

[Yemenilicious]

Any sweets sorry you dont have to get up =P

im studying for Advanced placement exam for english =/

[Mukesh]

Advanced placement ???

exam for english ????

wat is dis??…neva heard of this one before…..tell me more pls

am interested..

sweetz…..k…me will send em all to ye

Good luck with the studying luwie….

u will be in my duas off coz ….sooo lemme know when u get back yr results k

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

Thanks Scar face and boo…

I DID talk to her, but there was a confusion between us, and when I wrote that post, I was waiting for her reply. lol.

I feel so bad now.

But everything worked out between us! Actually, there wasn't really a problem, I was just going psycho like always.

but thank you…

[boo]

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

Thanks Scar face and boo…

I DID talk to her, but there was a confusion between us, and when I wrote that post, I was waiting for her reply. lol.

I feel so bad now.

But everything worked out between us! Actually, there wasn't really a problem, I was just going psycho like always.

but thank you…

No need to feel badddd… Childhood problem hai, kyun?

KIDDDDINNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*runs away*

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

*runs to Khushi's house, sees her making roti with her belan, runs up to her, kisses her on the cheek, grabs belan and runs away after boo*

childhood problem!?!?

I came out healthy, thank you very much.

(well, my twin bro does tell me he kicked me out, you think maybe that had something to do with my psychoness?)

[Yemenilicious]

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

(well, my twin bro does tell me he kicked me out, you think maybe that had something to do with my psychoness?)

I say it does.

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

lmao! Then it's all his fault! I had nothing to do with it! *innocent*

[kavita_0026]

Scar face:

Advanced placement ???

exam for english ????

wat is dis??…neva heard of this one before…..tell me more pls

am interested..

didi this is for SMART PEOPLE haha

[Yemenilicious]

kavita_0026:

didi this is for SMART PEOPLE haha

ROFLMBO! thaz funny.

who's smart? pshtttttttt

[kavita_0026]

you

of course

advanced placement student

[Yemenilicious]

ROFL! You're hilarious!

I needu study for this crap!! TWO MORE WEEKS!!!!!!

ahhhhhhh *dies*

[kavita_0026]

yeah u're kinda blushing i know it hehe

aww dunt die lol … wake up & study the wunderful material of ADVANCED PLACEMENT english for extra smart pple ..extra extra hear all about ittttttt

hehehe alrite lemme stop before you wanna totally beat me up

its okieee just study & have confidence! you will do wonderful i am sure

[Yemenilicious]

LOL, ask Rani, when she compliments me, I'm like 'SHUT UP!'

Thanks ji, hopefully, It will go well. =)

[serioComic]

if yuummmenilicious qualifies for advanced placement, then i dread to think of the future of americans!

[Yemenilicious]

serioComic:

if yuummmenilicious qualifies for advanced placement, then i dread to think of the future of americans!

Oh Lord! you cant ruin my confidence now!

blahblahblahblah

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

OMG ninja, shut up, don't remind meeeeeeeeee! I don't wanna take these stupid tests grrrrrrrrrr

[Yemenilicious]

LOL RANI YOU SHUT UP!

[serioComic]

ok, why dont u 2 go fight it off somewhere? and the winner can at least 'claim' to have both brains and brawns

[Yemenilicious]

ha, no!

[serioComic]

fine fine…if u cant really prove that u have the 'brains' part then at least you can do smtg abt the brawns.

[Yemenilicious]

NEVER!

we're cool!

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

Oreo…you're in trouble, you pissed ninja off.

[serioComic]

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

Oreo…you're in trouble, you pissed ninja off.

pfffttttt….since when pissing off ppl became my concern?

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

Since today

(OMG)

(lmao…ohh nooo)

[serioComic]

are u high on drugs or smtg? do u need help? if u do, then i can point u to the right places

[Yemenilicious]

Rani, what the heck, you're MAD crazy!

shut up! I need to go study!!

You're wasting my study time =p

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

heck no i aint on drugs boy, but u sure are on something…

[serioComic]

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

heck no i aint on drugs boy, but u sure are on something…

ON top of the world? ON the right track? sitting ON a chair? yup..u got that rite!

[Yemenilicious]

serioComic:

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

heck no i aint on drugs boy, but u sure are on something…

ON top of the world? ON the right track? sitting ON a chair? yup..u got that rite!

you're not on top of the world, nor are u on the right track…..

you wish!

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

you are difinitely on the WRONG track buddy

[serioComic]

Yemenilicious:

you're not on top of the world, nor are u on the right track…..

you wish!

how would you know? since when u became 'me'?

[Yemenilicious]

since never? im just saying

its my opinion lol.. ( not that it matters to you)

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

it matters to me.

[Yemenilicious]

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

it matters to me.

And that's exactly why I said it

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

me too. lol

[boo]

serioComic:

if yuummmenilicious qualifies for advanced placement, then i dread to think of the future of americans!

[Unique_Princess]

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

Thanks Scar face and boo…

I DID talk to her, but there was a confusion between us, and when I wrote that post, I was waiting for her reply. lol.

I feel so bad now.

But everything worked out between us! Actually, there wasn't really a problem, I was just going psycho like always.

but thank you…

Am so glad it worked out for u and ur friend Rani! Alhumdulilah *hug*

[Shakalaka Baby]

Yeahhhhh!!! Last Sunday I watched DDLJ untill 0.30 AM and it was defnitely worth the lack of sleep!!! *sighs*

PS: I cried so hard that my eyes where still swollen the next day… Even my colleague asked what I did during the weekend hahaha!! Thank God for the excuse of hay fever!! She would have never understood that I cried so hard over a movie haha

[boo]

Hahahaha…. ohhhhhhhhhh. Ohhhhhhhhhhhh ShakB m'dear…. welcome to Bollywoodism!

You're officially a Bollyholic now… please collect your free movie ticket (valid only for Bollywood cinemas) on your way out.

[kavita_0026]

shakzz heyyyyyy soo gud to see u here been missing yah!! awwww DDLJ! watched it a while back…but wud watch it again…aw man
its so schweeettttt n sad n…schweeettttttttttt .

hay fever..lol

[boo]

kavita_0026:

its so schweeettttt n sad n…schweeettttttttttt .

*snort*

That sounded hilarious!

[kavita_0026]

hahahaha well it ISSSS schweeeeeeeeeeeeeet n sad n schweett n sad n sccchweeeeeeeet

[Mukesh]

ok everyone, I want u guys to READ below properly ok…

RIGHT NOW…i wish i was in Durb, wud print this out and …lol…ok I wudnt..am just sooo damn angry….dats my feeelings for today…

it made me cry, coz it was actually sent by the MAN himself TODAY….Mr E…

CANT BELIEVE HE WILL SEND SUMS LIKE THIS

…BUT TRUE…MEN… NO WAIT I MEAN…….E

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

To All Married Couples and Singles Who Intend To Get Married

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand
and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly.
Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.
Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know
what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me
softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the
chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't
talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out
what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory
answer, she had lost my heart to a lovely girl called Dew. I didn’t love her
anymore..I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated
that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.
She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had
spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt
sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take
back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried
loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her
cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had
obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing
something at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to
sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.
When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did
not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want
anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She
requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a
life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a
months time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to
recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.
She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out
of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going
crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd
request.

I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and
thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to
face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention
was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day,
we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding
mummy in his arms. His words brough

[Shakalaka Baby]

boo:

Hahahaha…. ohhhhhhhhhh. Ohhhhhhhhhhhh ShakB m'dear…. welcome to Bollywoodism!

You're officially a Bollyholic now… please collect your free movie ticket (valid only for Bollywood cinemas) on your way out.

Hahaha, thank you Boo! I'll definitely collect my free movie ticket This weekend I'm going to a Bolly movie again together with Am Rani (we're going to see “Kya Love Story Hai” – this time we really will ), so it will only get worse haha

[Shakalaka Baby]

kavita_0026:

shakzz heyyyyyy soo gud to see u here been missing yah!! awwww DDLJ! watched it a while back…but wud watch it again…aw man its so schweeettttt n sad n…schweeettttttttttt .

hay fever..lol

Hey Kavita!!!! I've missed you too!! I'm sorry I didn't reply to your last e-mail, but my life is so hectic at the moment… I'm working my butt off, and at home I also got so many things to do before my marriage, so I really have a lack of time to e-mail you… Hope you're doing better now since the last time we e-mailed!! Let me know soon what's up in your life, okay?

About DDLJ… yes, it's true. You really feel different feelings while watching the movie… Love, anger, sadness and love again haha! You definitely have to watch it again

[Shakalaka Baby]

Scar face:

ok everyone, I want u guys to READ below properly ok…

RIGHT NOW…i wish i was in Durb, wud print this out and …lol…ok I wudnt..am just sooo damn angry….dats my feeelings for today…

it made me cry, coz it was actually sent by the MAN himself TODAY….Mr E…

CANT BELIEVE HE WILL SEND SUMS LIKE THIS

…BUT TRUE…MEN… NO WAIT I MEAN…….E

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Aawww, sweety!! The ***!! How could he even think of sending this to you??? He should have known it would open old wounds (which are probably not all healed yet)! I wish I was with you so I could comfort you… but since I'm not, I'm sending you a big digital hug to make you feel better *mwah* Please don't cry sweety, he's not worth it…

[Yemenilicious]

-14 days-

FUN BEGINS (NOT)

[boo]

Shakalaka Baby:

About DDLJ… yes, it's true. You really feel different feelings while watching the movie… Love, anger, sadness and love again haha! You definitely have to watch it again

DDLJ… is one movie one cannot watch when one doesn't have that special someone(s?) to love…

Trust meeeeeeeeeeee. It drives you crazy and sends you into depression. lol.

[serioComic]

boogedy, i know u are a (g)old member but that gold star of yrs…is blinding! talk abt conceited!!

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

Unique_princess:

Am so glad it worked out for u and ur friend Rani! Alhumdulilah *hug*

Thanks… I miss you

ninja, wats 14 days? wat r u talking about?

boo, lmao, i like the star! I've been meaning to tell you, but yeah i dunno why i didn't

[Yemenilicious]

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

ninja, wats 14 days? wat r u talking about?

im talking about AP exams jerk!

[boo]

Hahahaha…. Oreo ji and twin ji….

HAHAHA…. LOL….

It's a “Moderators” star…. I did tell Mukesh it was a little too big… but he didn't seem to want to do anything about it, so….

[serioComic]

it was a 'little' too big?? its freaking huge boogedy!! i can probably see it from the moon!!

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

lmao boo, i think we know what it is mukesh is a pimp, he was right to not do anything about it

and ninja, how was i supposed to know!?!?!? omg, when do i have to take it? errr sooo many stupid tests, i hate hate HATE DESPISE this year. grrrr

[Yemenilicious]

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

and ninja, how was i supposed to know!?!?!? omg, when do i have to take it? errr sooo many stupid tests, i hate hate HATE DESPISE this year. grrrr

loll i think same day… blah

[Unique_Princess]

I kinda like the star! brings some colour to the place! lol.

[serioComic]

brings colour or turns people blind?

[boo]

serioComic:

it was a 'little' too big?? its freaking huge boogedy!! i can probably see it from the moon!!

Hahahaa… OK I stand corrected…

Hey, can anyone actually see the WHOLE star? Or is a part of it cropped out 'cos it's too big?

Reckon we should sign a petition and show Mukesh? LOL… 😛

[boo]

Hahaha… I think my sig brings out a little more colour…

[Unique_Princess]

uhhh it'll only turn u blind if ur like 60 with severe eye problems. Good luck =)

for sure boo! it looks good. It brings colour to the grayness! lol

[Unique_Princess]

lol it brings summer =D im so happy right now. my dad just came back from america. he looks so tired tho so hes gone straight to sleep! I relly missed him! He brought me a dkny watch that he carried in briefcase the whole flight. lol awwh!

[Yemenilicious]

Unique_princess:

lol it brings summer =D im so happy right now. my dad just came back from america. he looks so tired tho so hes gone straight to sleep! I relly missed him! He brought me a dkny watch that he carried in briefcase the whole flight. lol awwh!

Alhamdulillah, glad he's home safely Tayba ji

awwwwwww dkny watches are hecka nice…Mubarak

your pops seems soooo coool!!

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

Unique_princess:

im so happy right now. my dad just came back from america. I relly missed him!

I know the feeling, hunn, I can't wait till next weekend…

[kavita_0026]

awww Tabzz soo glad 2 hear that yr daddy is there with you ! live it up!

ohh the yellow star is actually nice but i dont understand what it means?

[Yemenilicious]

Weekend!!!

*jumps with joy*

ajkfsakjfhsldkfhsdkljds#*&$()%&#rskhds

[kavita_0026]

ooof week end means more study study study and catch up ooff!

last night i was goign to study for my test that is coming up but i …erm..studied on the BED!!! and i SLEPT AWAY damn it sooo soooooon darnnn!!! it was too comfy to studyyy lol ..

sighs this just means more for me to study today & tomm!!! no more study on bed for me lol

[Yemenilicious]

kavita_0026:

ooof week end means more study study study and catch up ooff!

last night i was goign to study for my test that is coming up but i …erm..studied on the BED!!! and i SLEPT AWAY damn it sooo soooooon darnnn!!! it was too comfy to studyyy lol ..

sighs this just means more for me to study today & tomm!!! no more study on bed for me lol

LOL! awww, now you know

same thing happens to me i guess…

because as soon as i put my head on the pillow, im gone

thats why i think pillows are evil

Hope you do well on your exam

[kavita_0026]

Pillows are evil huh hmmmmmmm how bout beds! beds are the culprits for carrying the pillows!

haha thanks for the ……………..encouragement……………….. i need that

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

I feel like crap. grrrr. I hate this bushwa.

I despise it.

I wish there was a way out.

grrr

[Yemenilicious]

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

I feel like crap. grrrr. I hate this bushwa.

I despise it.

I wish there was a way out.

grrr

lmbo, a way out of talking to me jerk?

how dare you?!?!?!?!

*falls off chair*

*dies*

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

lmao! you BUM! Why would I want a way out of talking to you? Ur making me feel better. heeeeeeee (my stalker laugh)

but seriously, I wish yeah, i dunnnnnnoe what i wish. actually i do, but yeah.

omg, I wonder if I can stay up all night…make sure i don't fall asleep on you. lmao and make sure i finish my stupid bum faced essay.

[Yemenilicious]

LOL! you're such a loserrrrr

You wish what? that I do your stupid whorish essay for you?

MY FEETZ, keep dreaming

Its no problem for me, I don't sleep anyways!

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

lmao! NO! I can do my own essay, thank u very much. but of course, i don't mind if u wanna do it! lmao. no u bum, i have to do it.

I wish…that people weren't such jerks…

yeah, psycho lady, u never sleep. I need sleep. remember? I love sleep… my life has a tendency to fall apart when i'm awake.

I feel dead if I stay up past 3, lmao I'm oh so sorry if I sound dead by then. heeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I can't believe u told ur mom that! lmao! ur so funny!

[Yemenilicious]

haha! yeah you've been trynu convince me to do it for the past like…uhm….5 mins? =p

LOL I don't need sleep…for like 2 days…then ill collapse, then ill sleep for 5 hours the most…

and then continue the cycle again =p

im weird.

Told my mom what? that Im stupid? lol I am, and thats my vay of cheering her up….joking

we're so crazy…we're on the phone and its like 1AM…watch her jump me tonight!

And im being dead serious!

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

5 mins? shut up, do u really think i would make u do it? with ALL that sleep u get? I don't think so bum, maybe if u were normal, that would be a different story.

u jerk! You NEEEEEED sleep! GO TO SLEEP! gosh, i got so happy when ur dad told me u were sleeping yesterday, but i slept same time u did and i woke up before u too, so that's good. lol. oh but wait, i slept after school cuz i was hekka tired cuz i didn't get enuf sleep for like a week….errrrr ninja, seriously, take care of urself. Ur Abdullah needs to come fast or else imma kick his butt

lol! it was so funny how u told her ur stupid. lol!

forget 1 am! She's gonna jump you when it's like 4 am and we're still on the phone!

omg i lub u oh so much

[Yemenilicious]

I no needing sleeping buming

sheesh!

I will do hw, talk to you, and then get jumped because after that i'll be done for the day right?

If i die, then i was meant to die…right? lol

omg 4 AM!! ohhh myyyy Beloved Allah!!!!!!!!!

I lubjuuuu tooo

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

yeah, i think my mom will kill me too…I better finish my essay, if i don't finish it and stay up hekka late, she'll “halaal” me.

true, if u die, u were meant to die, BUT you choose the manner in which u die, i don't think u wanna die from lack of sleep.

(why are u whispering?)

[Yemenilicious]

LMBOOOOOOOO! HALAAL YOU? AHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAAHAHADAJKhsakjfhsdf

im whispering cuz you're whispering

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

yes, she'll halaal me. lmao

I'm whispering cuz i needa whisper, u don't needu! I can't hear u, I have spaghetto in my ears.

(Haylie is right, I think u should marry him too)

[Yemenilicious]

LOL!

Mariam who? lmadksfhd

i needu whisper…letz play it safe here!

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

lol…

u better invite me to ur wedding and then i'll whisper to u, okay?

[Yemenilicious]

lollll

ohman shut up

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

hmmm…*thinking*

[Yemenilicious]

aaaaaaaa maaaaa gawwwwww ur thinking

….dont hurt yourself jaan

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

don't worry, those kinda thoughts don't eber hurt me

heeeeeeeeee(with emphasis on the h)

[Yemenilicious]

LOL!!

dont go retarded

i lub juuuuuuuuuuuuuu

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

omg we're so stupid.

don't name ur son that.

[Yemenilicious]

lollll

Zain is a hella nice name

hush yo mouf

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

Zain is not a hella hekka nice name

*hushes my mouf*

ok, we needu get off, now lmao

[Yemenilicious]

no we dont

aklsjfsdffd

its nice, stop being jealous

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

i ain't jealous of that name, i got my own prettiful names.

[Yemenilicious]

sthu

im naming my son that. heck to de yeahhhhhhhhhh

[kavita_0026]

oof you guys are already thinking about wot to name yer sons?!!!

[Yemenilicious]

kavita_0026:

oof you guys are already thinking about wot to name yer sons?!!!

hahaha! yeah…cuz she doesnt like that name so its gonna be my sons name!

heck yeah!

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

yep yep, and i already got 2 names i like, so she can keep Zain.

[Yemenilicious]

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

yep yep, and i already got 2 names i like, so she can keep Zain.

Zain is pimp!

[kavita_0026]

Yemenilicious:

kavita_0026:

oof you guys are already thinking about wot to name yer sons?!!!

hahaha! yeah…cuz she doesnt like that name so its gonna be my sons name!

heck yeah!

hmmmph guys guys guys tsk tsk tsk so yeh guys already talkin about SONS and stuffers?

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

Yemenilicious:

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

yep yep, and i already got 2 names i like, so she can keep Zain.

Zain is pimp!

keep saying that and maybe when u name him that, he will think so as well.

[Yemenilicious]

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

keep saying that and maybe when u name him that, he will think so as well.

LOL so what?

munkiebum

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

lol, baqarah

ok fine, it's not that bad of a name anymore, it's starting to sound nice

[Yemenilicious]

Ya habeebati

Ya Rani

Ya A'azeezati

Kalli i'ndik hayaa wi adab

la-w samahti =]

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

Ya Qulbee

Ya Ninja

Ya lewanay

chishay de mata uway, bya wanaya yeh

pu lyara rasha =]

[Yemenilicious]

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

Ya Qulbee

Ya Ninja

Ya lewanay

chishay de mata uway, bya wanaya yeh

pu lyara rasha =]

votever,

I AM NOT UR HEART, YOU'D BE DEAD BY NOW

[Nosyira]

It's 4.30 am, and I really don't know what I'm doing awake at this hour!
I gotta get some sleep. But my eyes refuse to!

[kavita_0026]

Nosyira:

It's 4.30 am, and I really don't know what I'm doing awake at this hour!
I gotta get some sleep. But my eyes refuse to!

luw awwww hey now wots on that mind of yers that is making you stay up this late hmm?

c'mon now tell tell

Remember to always take rest & relaxation techniques are always good to make you sleep well

Love, Kav

[Yemenilicious]

RESTRESTRESTRESTREST!

….yeah!

[Khushi]

Nosyira, you should sleep girl… but i know how its like, been there done that..!

[kavita_0026]

hmm Hey khushi!! how art thou havent seen you here for a while

yumminnn hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm take your advice rem you need rest rest rest tooooooooo

[Yemenilicious]

kavita_0026:

yumminnn hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm take your advice rem you need rest rest rest tooooooooo

*looks around*

[kavita_0026]

hmm

Yemenilicious : *looks around…IN GUILT*

[Yemenilicious]

kavita_0026:

hmm

Yemenilicious : *looks around…IN GUILT*

oh, u were talking to me?

blah

[kavita_0026]

Hahah yes i said YUMINNNNNNNNNNN hahaha

wot up with you? hmm yumin must comment on the beauty of that signiture pic of yours

I really do think that girl is wrapped in beauty and devotion!

i wonder what oreo thinks of her

[kavita_0026]

Anyway, I am going to study BIOLOGY STUFF NOW

Soooooo gotta go start my chapter on hmm ANIMAL ORIGINS AND THE EVOLUTION OF THE BODY

Yesh yesh, Got to start from NOW TO study for me finals…which for this bio..is like TONS OF STUFF

Anyway, Take Care

Love, Kav

[Yemenilicious]

kavita_0026:

Anyway, I am going to study BIOLOGY STUFF NOW

Soooooo gotta go start my chapter on hmm ANIMAL ORIGINS AND THE EVOLUTION OF THE BODY

Yesh yesh, Got to start from NOW TO study for me finals…which for this bio..is like TONS OF STUFF

Anyway, Take Care

Love, Kav

good luck once again hunz

And thank you

xxx

[kavita_0026]

ahahaha hmm

soooo wot are yeh up to there yummin?

arghhh sittin here…staring at the ceiling! hahaha okay back to reading summm biology …hmm SPONGES ARE SO INTERESTING !

[SUREEEEEEEEEEEEEE – sorry i just need to motivate my self in SOME WAY hahaha]

[Yemenilicious]

lol, i don't feel like doing my homework

SPONGES ARE INTERESTING! YOU GOT THAT RIGHT!!!

[kavita_0026]

tsk tsk tsk – homework is the KEY to your GOLDEN and SUCCESSFUL future

hehehehehhehee ooof!!! *smiles*

Hahah oh plz well havent gone into details on the sponges as yet but still!! need sum motivation! hahahaha

the only sponge that interests me is THE BOMB …THE ONE AND ONLY…THE SWEETEST SPONG EVER …

SPONGEBOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! luw this lil yella fella

[Yemenilicious]

who lives in a pineapple unda da sea?

SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTSSSSSSSS

aklfjdslkfjdlkdsjf

he'z zi bomb

(coffee kickin in!)

[kavita_0026]

Spongebob is Awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he is the Bomb!

Patrick is weird lol

[Yemenilicious]

kavita_0026:

Spongebob is Awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he is the Bomb!

Patrick is weird lol

lmbo!!!! ju on crackkk Kavitaa

[kavita_0026]

*Gasps* Since when do I get accused of Being on CRACK when I say that spongebob is the most awesome sponge that ever existed! his lil pink star fish friend is weird lol but hmmmp makes yeh laugh when ya need a good one!!!

oh come on?! now u tellme which sponge in this world cares so much about citizens that he is absolutely DEvoted in ensuring their happiness … especially in the area of consumption & so motivated in becoming the BEST of the BEST sponge…notably…Employee sponge .. && is always there to entertain an extremely grumpy neighbor …come one now which spong has a SNAIL for a pet….and FEEDS IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

arf dont yeh ever see how his big eyes well up with tears when someone gets offended

[Yemenilicious]

okay okay sheesh

I take it back =P

[kavita_0026]

Lol okay enough of this crazapit lemme stop hahahah spongebob is sweet & i shall leave it as that

wot other episodes do u watch…if ne

[Yemenilicious]

so…

this coffee addiction

is hekka annoying…

the end

[kavita_0026]

So I see we're in a story telling mood hmmmmmmmmm

Aww man now for real you need to take it easy on the coffeeee

[Unique_Princess]

*Sigh* *deep breaths* *more sighs… *

[Yemenilicious]

Unique_princess:

*Sigh* *deep breaths* *more sighs… *

whats wrong tayba jaan? *hugs*

[Yemenilicious]

GRRRRRRRRRRRR

I HATE THIS

I HATE IT ALL

I HATE IT!

I HATE IT!

SCREWWW THIS CRAP!

---

Worlds apart , the dreamers don't give up
It takes time, to get from the bottom to the top
Inside a whispered conversation,words were never exchanged
but even in simple looks, the meanings just the same….

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

Tayba…

Yemenilicious:

GRRRRRRRRRRRR

I HATE THIS

I HATE IT ALL

I HATE IT!

I HATE IT!

SCREWWW THIS CRAP! Ditto jaan…I love you so much, habeebati.

Inshallah, we'll work together for that sincere smile.

I loved our conversation on aim today…

[Yemenilicious]

I miss a certain special someone….oh so very much =[

Rani Jaan- Thank you so much hunz. I love you too.

I loved our conversation as well.

[Mukesh]

soooo its that time again – where I let it all out…hahaha

okies today me feels………………

thankful ..for my job, coz I just met a whole bunch of interesting ppl from around the world

and they all happen to be really nice folks…besides that…errr coz even though my work is extremely stressful…it provides me with a lota skills I didnt know I had …hahaha

like screaming at people…throwing a tantrum….breaking the company fone..etc etc

angry…coz I was gullible enuf to believe a few lies dished out to me by sum1 I TRUSTED…but am kewl now..its the aircon actually…

happy …coz I have 2 hours left for this work day to end…yippppeeeeeeee.need my bed

nervous…coz I have this blind date tom n8, and knowing meeee, will cancel at the last minute lol…((Al if u are wondering who??? its that dude Shereen is irritating me bout))…

grateful..once more ..for having a bunch of people ..my family, friends, who gives me a good enuf reason to wake up each day and just make the most of it…

cold…coz its freeezing in this MORGUE

In PAIN…coz my earache wont go awaaaaaaaaaaaaaay…oh and my noseache, which is the side effect of my ear being sore…

content…coz… well I have GOD…in whateva name u praise HIM..I have him/HER ( This is for Tz) by my side…

elated…dats due to the overdosage of painkillers hahahaha

wanna smile…but cant coz my ear will hurt

disappointed..coz I cant focus/concentrate enuf to give Taybz my view on her essay subject…damn!!!!

Afraid…to go home now, coz I think I left the washing on…OMG…my house is probably flooded…

LOVED…..

[kavita_0026]

My didi – me miss you so much luwie — i see yr heart is flooded with emotions! take it easy on yer self

Hun…yr ear??? whats wrong? Di – you have a blind date? *gasp* — di, arent you scared of those things… I mean…you dont KNOW who
you are meeting up with? *gaspt* BE CAREFUL for pete's sake!

me luw you me miss you take it easy on yr self luw, kav

[kavita_0026]

Yemenilicious:

I miss a certain special someone….oh so very much =[

Rani Jaan- Thank you so much hunz. I love you too.

I loved our conversation as well.

Heyyyyyyy 1st of all this girl is so sweet (in yr sig pic) *shouts* BUT WHY DID YOU TAKE OFF THAT

Awesome pic that OREO ji fell in LOVE with? Hmmph? Dont you want him to have a chance to GAZE at his

lover eyes *runs like crazy*

btw ..who you miss and why did you write it so smallllllllllllllll hmmmmmmph!! me wonder!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol

[Yemenilicious]

kavita_0026:

Heyyyyyyy 1st of all this girl is so sweet (in yr sig pic) *shouts* BUT WHY DID YOU TAKE OFF THAT

Awesome pic that OREO ji fell in LOVE with? Hmmph? Dont you want him to have a chance to GAZE at his

lover eyes *runs like crazy*

btw ..who you miss and why did you write it so smallllllllllllllll hmmmmmmph!! me wonder!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol

LOL! of course she's SO SWEET! she's my future daughter. duh?

I took the awesome pic off cuz this one is wayyyyyyy better. and who cares about oreo anyways =p

Kavita, stop wondering cuz votchu wondering is wrong.

I REALLY NEED TO HEAD TO SCHOOL!!!!!!!!

okay byebyebyebye! its gonna be crazy…i got no sleep watsoever. blah

[kavita_0026]

child i told you to ease it with the coffee addiction! you getting no sleep coz of coffee it aint gonna do you all that good i mean

i know u stay up to study -thats awesome – but dont KILLL YRSELF dude!

Yessssssss she's yr future daughter…hmmm thats a nice fantasy —- yeah well yah got a point there-who cares about oreo hahaha

have fun at schooooool

[Yemenilicious]

LOL! Kavita,

why are u sucha NERD?

WHO HAS FUN AT SCHOOL?!?! WHEN THEY GOT NO SLEEP ESPECIALLY?

*baba Ali moment* 'oooooh i know I know, NERDS!!”

….*puts hand on mouth* YEAHHHHHHHHH *end of baba Ali moment* LOL

acha BYE!

[kavita_0026]

*Awesomely heavy Gasp*

Hmm SURE I get why Im a nerd — I go to bed without caring much sometimes, and I dont drink coffee to stay up

ALL night to STUDY and DO HOMEWORK – until the next MORNING – therefore I got NO … I repeat…absolutely NO SLEEP and then I go :… definitely I must be considerred a nerd na

hahahahahahahaha alrite dude have fun at SCHOOL! YEAH ! haha ..me doing my LAB REPORT now…t/c

P.SSSSSSSSSSSSS —- STUDYING IS GOOD – IT IS THE KEY TO YR SUCCESS!

[Yemenilicious]

Kavita

STOP SNEAKING ON BWL FROM SCHOOL

you bad bad girl!

[kavita_0026]

HAHA – I cant HELP IT JI

Hahahahahaha dont you know BWL is my smile of the day, my GIVING of the day!!!

And plus when my head is ToTALLY Tired of EARTHWORMS or lobsters —- its HELLO BWL !

[Yemenilicious]

kavita_0026:

HAHA – I cant HELP IT JI

Hahahahahaha dont you know BWL is my smile of the day, my GIVING of the day!!!

And plus when my head is ToTALLY Tired of EARTHWORMS or lobsters —- its HELLO BWL !

Awww *hugs*

keep smiling ji

[kavita_0026]

tankuuuuuuuuuuuuuu for those smiles *cheesy smile*

btw, I just mixed like a teaspoon of instant grounded coffee in some milk….hmmmmmph taste good

I got to go study, else I will stay online forever !

Mi finals are coming up annd so much to remember, ESP. Biology ARGH!

*moving away from the computer* TEARY eyes I tell yeh! hahahahha

talk to you later yummmmmy luw you, kav

[Yemenilicious]

I'm supposed to be studying too.

whatchu talking? coffee IS SUPPOSED to taste good =P

it's still early here, so im gonna go organize a bit

and then go study…

i dunnoo….

im confused…