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I LOVED our convo tooo! it really made my day too! Yeah I kind of sensed that you were teary because your voice changed, I wish I could have given you a hug for real!

Just hearing your voice made me feel better.

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I love you tooooo and thank you for just being YOU. Amazing you! Man, I loved our reading thing at the end. It was so good!! seriously!! and did you realise how fast the time went? it was like as if you were right next to me. and oyeeeee badmaash! abhi se cher kaani shuru? LOL man 'I love babies' – I was like WHO ARE YOU! *k3g style* roflmaooo! Yes, Insha'Allah I will make Istikhaara. I am so confuzzled !!!

No! Thank YOU! lol. what the heck? Shut up with the thnx. *giggles* I LOVE youuuuuuu! I loved the poetry toooooooooo! The time went by hekka fast! I thought we were talking for like 10 mins! awww! I also felt you were sitting right next to me, talking in your lovable accent! and awwwwwwwwwwwww! I missed being called badmaash! lol! Of course Imma tease you! How can I NOT tease you? lol. Deewana hai dekho beqaraar voh…sambhaalo sambhaalo, na pyaar ho… … And don't be confoooosed! Just make Istikhaara, and you won't be confused anymore.

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Scarry – I'm oh so sorry!

I actually have the perfect role for him!

Hey, Tayba and Ninja! Can Nitzah be the grandpa?

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Roflmao, that reminds me of on the phone today!!! It was so great speaking with you! LOL man do you realise we spoke for nearly two hours rani?! I went to put the phone back and my grandma is like 'uh are u kidding me'. LMAO! I'm like well its only a penny per minute so I'll pay! and she's like its not about the money, shouldn't you be asleep! lol I'm like uhmm do I ever sleep? . Seriously it was fun talking with you. Why do I have the feeling you're gona tease me ab !!! .

OHMYALLAH! I LOVED our conversation! Did you know I almost cried? But it was nice to let it out to you… Thank you so much! I love you like crazy! lol. And YES! I was so worried you would be in trouble!!! But I'm glad you didn't get in toruble. I did! lol. My mo was telling me that I talk too much on the phone.

Like ninja said, if you put me in an empty room with a phone, I'll survive! lol. MY friends and I talk on the phone for HOURS! literaly! It drives my parents insane! lol.

ANd heck yes Imma tease you!!!! I love babies…*sigh* hehe. But seriously, make istikhaara! And tell me what happens! *excited*

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Arghk – I hate my life

I feel messed up….

I know the feeling, hunn. But keep your head up, you'll find khushi soon.

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1. I am no longer as mad about a guy as I used to be… and I miss miss MISS being mad about someone so…

Can I give you someone to be mad about?

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2. The guy is more mad than I was about him… about another girl… which doesn't bother me so much any more… except that I am still mad about him, and I wish he would shut the hell up about her… because there is only so much I can take of being Anjali from Kuch Kuch Hota Hai in the first half. (Lmao… that sounds hilarious..) I wish he would forget that girl existed when talking to me… because I don't wish to be a part of their lovey dovey madness… it's driving me mad, to be frankly honest. (To make it worse… he keeps telling me how he talked to her for five hours the other day and two hours yesterday – GET IT INTO YOUR HEAD YOU ****HEAD, MY SILENCE DOES NOT MEAN I AM IN AWE… IT'S A HINT TO TELL YOU TO SHUT THE HECK UP! Urgh. ) It just keeps reminding me of the love I DON'T have… which in turn is driving me crazy… for the first time since a long time… I feel the one feeling I hate and am scared of: loneliness. Sigh.

I know the feeling…it sucks when you see other people who are so happyily in love, and you wonder if you're ever gonna have that…but you know what? If he can't see how amazing you are. Then F u c k him. <img src="http://bollywoo

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OhmyAllah! What is wrong with my teachers?!?!?!

I wanted to drop AP Psychology cuz he's giving us waaaaay too much work and I wanna be extra lazy this year. So I decided to drop, I had the papers signed and everything. But when I told my friend, she blew up on me! She wouldn't let me drop the class! She took my papers from me and talked me into staying! So I decided to stay…but yesterday, during 6th period (Tayba, remember how I told you I had to go down to talk to the counselor?) I decided to drop it. So when I went, my previous English teacher was there, and she was arguing with me! She didn't want me to drop it! And the counselor left it up to her to decide if I could drop it or not. So finally the teacher let me drop. I was excited. Just a little worried about how my friend and my teacher would react..my friend was upset..and the teacher….I told him I was gonna drop the class, and he says, “well okay” So I'm thinking, “Good. I can leave easily.” But then he asks me why and he starts sweet talking me into not leaving! He's telling me how he knows I'm capable of the work and he knows I'm “intelligent” and I'm like, “I'm really not.” He's like, “You were my student last year, I've seen your work” and blah blah. Basically, he was saying hekka good things about me and telling me to stay. He told me I should give it two more weeks and so I say, “After two weeks, I can drop it?” He's like, “Well, I'm not gonna let you. I'm gonna make sure you stay. But yeah, you can drop it.” And he grins. So he made me go back to the counselor and made me re-change my schedule!!!!

UFF!

SO when I came back into class, he was smiling at me and my friend was hella cheesin. Then he gives us pretzals as “data” and he says, “They're halaal, therefore you can eat them.” I'm like awww! tHanks! lol.

You know what he made us do!?!?!? He made us chew the tiny pretzel for 3 whole minutes! It was disgusting. ewww!

And I had told my other friend, April, that I was gonna switch out and I'll be in her class today. SO when she sees me, she's like, “what the hell? Where were you?” So I had to tell her how he wouldn't let me drop and then she got mad!

MAN! Everyone was all mad today!

Sheesh!

School is crazy…my teachers are psycho! *screams*

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lol what! ive never seen that episode!

hey im talkin on msn but no reply from u! i wanna call u! answer me! lol

OhmyAllah! You totally made my day by calling me! I swear, I was totally excited! BANANAS!!! lol. And STALKER?!?!!?!? LMAO! I swear, I was like, “What's a stoka?” LMAO! I LOVE your britishness! We were talking for like 2 hours! Did you get in trouble? I hope not! lol. And it was hekka funny when you were all confused when I was talking to my mom in Pashto! lol! Aww…..Thank you so much for being there for me yesterday…I've only told 3 other people what I told you yesterday…Hayati, Jasmine, and R…I'm glad I told Jasmine, but since she doesn't really know …you know, so she doesn't understand it. I'm super happy I told Hayati…I don't know what I would have done without her advice..but I regret telling R…I wish she would forget everything I told her. lol. So after that, I was VERY careful about who I told it to…but it was so easy telling you…you're so easy to talk to! Thank you for listening… And I'll send you the “special” email after I reply to your email…acha? And GUESS WHAT?!?!?!? Hayati said YES!

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Welcome back Shakara! I remember when you came back a while ago, right before Mukesh updated this forum…good to see you again.

I can't wait till boo sees this, she'll go crazy with happiness.

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Mine too! I was listening to that Nasheed yesterday!

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Ninja – The guy in the 4th picture looks like a ninja! lol.

I LOVE San Francisco! We accidently went there yesterday. My mom and I were taking my lil bro to the Doctor, and my mo accidently took the exit towards San Francisco. And I'm like, “Oh great! Now we gotta cross the Bridge!” Sheesh! lol. But it was nice, I like the city.

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Rani – awww wow you're that good? That's pretty neat… how long has Ninja (uhm… guessing it's Ninja… unless you're hiding more of your Arabic friends from BWL… hehe. Uhhh wait… that made no sense… oh well, I'm tired… let that be taken into consideration… lol.) been teaching you?

Hayati and Ninja are my closest Arab friends. lol. And I have NO idea…and no, I'm actually not that good. lol. Ask ninja, she'll tell you. lol. She's been teaching me for…a couple of months? I'm not sure. Ninja, help! lol.

AND BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I LOVE LOVE LOVE that poster! It's super cool! LOL! I LOVE it! I saved it as soon as I saw it! lol. *giggles* That just made my horrible day! lol.

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Hey! Leave the name calling to Rani. Sheesh! Lmao!

LOL! And you lil buttwipe! don't use my word!

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Two Mini-me's and one Dr. Evil Lmao! Oh God I cannot stop laughing. Hello Little One…erm Ninja! I would love to be around all three of you. Yes, I would probably die, but at least I would die laughing.

Why do I have the feeling that ur calling me an evil doctor?

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Man…life really is beautiful…

Have you ever had one of those days where you feel extremely happy, but you don't even know why? Those days are so much fun…I love it…

And then there are the days when you feel that everything is awful…

I'm having a feel-happy day… It's amazing…but I'm so darned sensitive that the teeeeeeniest thing makes me upset. I mean, my day was going all happy happy joy joy and then I read something, not even directed towards me, and I get upset. Sheesh. I wanna see a psychiatrist…

I need to get over this… I hope this doesn't haunt me to my grave…

My heart hurts…it feels heavy…

No matter how much I try…it never works…the feeling creeps in with a big boom…and the worst part is when it creeps in quietly…

Everyone has problems…I have those…and on top of that, I'm a problem to myself…

Sometimes it's so hard to follow your own advice…

*back to my happy happy joy joy mood*

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I tell others to sleep well. I cannot sleep if my life depended on it. I tell others to eat well and not bite off more than they can chew at work, which I never follow either. I tell others to find someone they love and who loves them back and settle down in life, but I am far from doing the same. This is why I said I give good advice but do not practice what I preach. Yes, you were right, Rani ji, that it is not good. I am a fraud. Sigh!

lol. Actually, now that I think about it, I do the same. We're all helpless losers! lol.

Ninja: A great friend…She always listens to my nonsense…She is mature…Understanding…She's very annoying, but also funny. and I love her love for Allah.

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LMAO @ person above me!!! I miss that crazy idiot! lol.

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I AM?!?!! NUH-UH! I don't believe you. lmao.

Then believe me: He's right.

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wind in mah hair, baby! I love that feeling!

getting stuck in traffic or getting stuck in the elevator? (lol.)

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The first time I saw it, these two guys were being gay. It was nasty. So every time the show comes on, I'm like, “Can we watch something else, please?” lol. It is funny, but blah. *shrugs*

and I'm sorrrrrrry! I will reply sooooon! I PROMISE! lol. And what do u have to tell me? I wanna know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Kavita – Cuz he's a budha, that's why!

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Well, she is the Rani. What a Rani wants, Rani gets. Lol.

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! LMAO.

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You know, Muslims are like celebrities. Some people like you, some people hate you, some people don't care, but anywhere you go, you get at least one stare and a couple of whispers. lol. It's really funny, actually.

One day, my mom and I were going somewhere and we stop for the street light which turns red. So we are right next to this big fire truck. And I notice that the driver is staring at me, I ignore him at first, but the he keeps staring so I finally look at him. When I look, he smiles at me (a BIG smile) and waves. So I smile back and wave and then the light turns green. My mom asks me, “You know him?” I'm like, “Nope. I have never seen him before.” lol.

And I've had that happen to me many times before.

Anyhow, bell just rang, I gotta peace out!

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At the same Halaqah, one lady told us a story. She works in a school and she's like a teacher's helper or something. So she wears the hijab and all the lil kids ask her, “Do you have hair?” “Are you bald?” “how do you take a shower?” and blah blah, those ridiculous questions if it's coming from someone older. And the lil kids sometimes come up behind her and lift her hijab a bit (she lets them do it) to see if she really does have hair. And the kid screams, “I see a bun!” LMAO! and so she starts to take it off, “Do you want me to show you my hair?” And the kids start SCREAMING and saying, “NO! Don't do it! Your head will fall off!!!!!!” LMAO! So they think the hijab holds her head on her shoulders! lol! And they wouldn't let her take her hijab off! LOL!

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Ninja, she is! lol! And she told me that this happens to her all the time and that she did show one of the kids a move! lol!

Kavita – almost all Niqaabis are known as ninjas! lol.

okay I have another story!

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Ugh! i hate that show! For some strange reason, it disgusts me! But that fez guy is funny. lol

But anyhow, I'm glad it made u smile, that was my mission. I love you too.

I have to go downstairs and talk to the counselor about my schedule. Pray that everything works out. i'm still in school, btw. It's 6th period, and since I don't have a sixth period, I sneek onto the forum. shhhhh! lol.

I'll be back in a few minutes, Insha'Allah.

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