I know right?! lol I crack up so much! buncha nutters! lol.
no I haven't heard anything from Khushi – she was online here some days ago, maybe a week. But since then, nothing! I do hope she's okay..!
rofl! awwww! I am glad you had a great time hun! upload the photos!!!!!! I wanna seeee!
rofl! awww! Yeah iono what it is with people! . I've never experienced it here but the stories I hear! omg! lol.
I had a story and now I forgot . Lemme tell another one:
Rani made me spell a word on the phone today cuz the slowpoke couldn't understand my 'Britishness'. hehehe! lol.
I've loved. I've been loved. Problem is, I haven't been loved when I was doing all the loving, and I haven't loved back when I was being loved. Sounds too simple to be complicated? Actually it is so complicated it seems simple. Blaise Pascal once said: 'Human things must be known to be loved, but Divine things must be loved to be known.' I was loved and did not know. I knew and was not loved…except by God.
I am as one between memory and hope. I often think of the one that loved me with all that she had, only to realize, that I was orbiting myself and sadly had no love to give. I regret that season of selfishness when future possibilities are hopelessly lost in the caustic fog of present immediate gratifications.
It is a miserable truth that I swallow as a bitter pill each time I reminisce. Yes, I am yet in love with the memory of being loved. It is but a pathetic compromise, since I can no longer have the love of the one who loved me, for she loves another and is loved in return.
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Sometimes we fall in love not so that we may be loved in return, but so that we may understand something about ourselves, about life, and about this journey ahead. We know that everything happens for a reason. Maybe you did not realise the love of the one that loved you, because she was only destined to feel for you and not to let it go any further. Maybe it was her season to feel things she had not felt before, her season to learn and grow and appreciate life. Maybe you were destined not to realise her love so that she may realise other things about life. She is now happy with someone else, the one who she was destined to be with. But no doubt that when she loved you, she must have learnt a lot that she can now take into her new relationship. When someone loves another, the one being loved teaches them a thousand things without ever realising…
I believe that sometimes loving someone is not about wanting to achieve the destination, but it is about the journey you embark upon. Sometimes the journey is much more valuable than the destination. Its a life long lesson.
I can only hope that true love will yet again find me if only to chastise me gently that I have searched in all the wrong places and uncovered all sorts of feelings but yet to discover the one thing that eludes my soul. I pray and hope with everything in me that when I do find the love that makes life worth living, I would receive it humbly and cherish it fiercely.
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This shows how much you have learnt through falling in love. Falling in love taught you about all sorts of feelings. The first time we fall in love its exciting, naive, vunerable… but as we go through life we learn so much about love and about life and ourselves. You have learnt things like to know how to recieve love in the future, to know what it is that your heart is searching for. These are things that someone who has never fallen in love wouldn't know yet.. love truly is a journey about realisation…. well it was for me anyway. Just my thoughts which were triggered by your post. I hope it made as much sense in this post as it did in my mind! lol. .
Don't worry Senor J. When the time is right, you will find love that makes life worth living, God Willing .
you know what, I think I will go and lick a leaf. while you sit there and be late for your meeting. GREAT GOING THERE PRINCESS!!
I wasn't late so HAHA and you licked a leaf so double HA HA. Maybe you should 'go broil some water' to get rid of that leafy feeling in your mouth. ROFL!
lmao! awwww! stop being such a sweet talker senor Jalapeno. We know you want cars from us. I said no! jeez!
oh I just read you wanted three cars.
Well, in the words of my dad, when I asked him for a car:
“Go whistle in the wind”.
ROFL!! .
Awright sheesh! Here is another plan. You convince Tayba ji to buy me the three cars. I will sell one of them and buy a second hand Toyota. I will repaint it with BMW Silver and buy fake logos on E-bay and super glue them to the front and the back. I will record the sound of a Beemer on the highway doing 180 and play it in the Toyota when I'm doing 100 and confuse people. The money I save between the Beemer and the Toyota, I will split with you 50.1/49.9 (Hey, its my plan Lmao). How does this sound? Now, hope Tayba ji doesnt read this.
Sorry, I am not gonna buy you a car, when I could buy me a car .
ONE DAY LEFTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOO HOOOOOOOOOOOO! OH MAN OH MAN OH MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am so excited
psssht duderino where are you! Its my turn to stay up late and your turn to be up and tell me to sleep rofl! .
bananas
Roflmao, that reminds me of on the phone today!!! It was so great speaking with you! LOL man do you realise we spoke for nearly two hours rani?! I went to put the phone back and my grandma is like 'uh are u kidding me'. LMAO! I'm like well its only a penny per minute so I'll pay! and she's like its not about the money, shouldn't you be asleep! lol I'm like uhmm do I ever sleep? . Seriously it was fun talking with you. Why do I have the feeling you're gona tease me ab !!!
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lol what! ive never seen that episode!
hey im talkin on msn but no reply from u! i wanna call u! answer me! lol
You hate that show?!?!!?! I LOVE that show! Its soooooooooooooo funnnyy! It has me in stitches lol! lol mission accomplished hun! ohhh Insha'Allah you're schedule will be great! and hey email me bak dude! lol its been forever!
awww don't worry hun, it will Insha'Allah! Ameen.
hey girl thanks for your ECARD! it totalllllllllly made me smile!!! I LOVED it! . It reminded me of Fez from 'That '70S Show', because he sang that song once with his accent, and it was hillarious!!!!! lol. I love youuuuuuuu!
oh go lick a leaf u FISHIOITIC DODO! =D =P muahahahahah!
LOL its more funnier when everyone knows =D =D =D
Well, did you see some wet patch of ground around him? He wouldn't move! what if some other bum tried to move in! .
Thumma Ameen!
LOL u listen to me??!?! There'd be more chance of aliens landing on earth. oh wait, the jalapeno has landed here already . Fine, there'd be more chance of cars flying! lmaoooo dodo.
lmao you lazy bummmmmm!! I'll speak to you soon Insha'Allah. then you can tell me! If I don't talk to you for one day… I start missing you. You're a special bum.
lmao this reminds me…when I was in SF yesterday…i saw the same bum that I saw when we went on the trip with my english teacher last year. and he was sitting in the same place….i was like WOAH! anyways…pointless story, tired my fingers for nothing.
Roflmaoo! awww you're a special foberina too. I went to brush my teeth and I don't know how but suddenly “go broil water” came into my head. ROFLMAO. I was grinning with toothpaste on my teeth like a retard! lmaooooo! man! I miss you tooooooooooooooo!
lol awww poor SF bum! So he's basically been just sitting there the whole year!
Kick my ass? Lmao! Woman, all I have to do is get ready with a large screen, a DLP projector, A Walk to Remember DVD, some poetry, a bundle of gift cheques to the Spa, a Salon, a token for a boat-ride, a comfortable seat on a porch with a generous quilt, overlooking the valley to watch the storm with a large mug of hot-chocolate and oatmeal cookies nearby…you would forget all about ass kicking and start drooling every which way! Now get outta bed sleepy head and go to the meeting. Lmao! Bossy! Bossy! Ninja, get ready to save me.
DAMN YOU JALAPENO DAMN YOU!!!!!!!!!
HE FOUND MY KRYPTONITE!!!!!!! No0o0o0o0Oooooooooooooooo!!!!
AH don't worry, I'll find a way around that too. I'll push you off into that valley, I'm sure it would make my oatmeal cookies taste even better =D
Insha'Allah
Thanks jaan!
Btw, I just sent you a goodnight text a while back. Howcome you're STILL up! LMAO!
Ninja Ninja dodo! I miss you too. I really wana come online cuz I have stuff to tell you and rani but I have an appointment with some lady for uni at 10:45 am and its 9:45am now and I'm still in my Pjz with my blanky LOL. x