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Person above me is funny.
speaking of mathematical genius, I need to call Hayati!
uh-ohNinjaaaaaaaaaa! Buddy!!!!!!!!!! Why you calling me so late at night?!?! lol. Was it you or your siblings that called me last night? You already called once yesterday, I don't think you called again…hmmm….I miss your littlest sister! She's sooooooooooooo adorable! And the cute Muhammad! He's adorable! And the dangerous lil one, I'm scared of him.
person above me is not playing by the rules…tsk tsk…being the buddha he is, he prolly just forgot. bechara. *shakes head*
Ness- errmm…How about I call you and then you call me back?
Tayba –
Can you tell the difference between my voice and my mom's voice? Or my sista's voice? okay, when my mom picks up, she says, “Bale” (not balle, but bale, wth less emphasis on the l, acha?) and if I pick up (or my sis) then we say, “Hello?” okay? So you gotta be able to tell the difference between my voice and my sista's…got it? If you can do that, then I think u might be a lil less scared? Cuz if it's someone besides me, then just hang up, u don't even gotta ask for a shelly or christina cuz they might start recognizing ur voice! lol! 
oh boy, I am so horrible. I hope I don't get a daughter like myself!
She is one of the older members of the forum, Scarrry. She goes waaaaay back to the times when Oreo ji/Tayba/boo first joined the forum, and that was A LONG TIME AGO…
I'm thinking the 4 of them joined around the same year…but I can't seem to remember…
When they put on their glasses, they'll tell you.
BOO! awwwwwwww! That made me laugh! You're oh so cute!
You remind me of me (duh) when I used to go around correcting my friends! lol. I've stopped doing it now cuz they got annoyed! lol. Hayati and I used to have a notebook full of our thoughts…kinda like a diary, and ohmyAllah! You would have died if you saw her stuff! She had so many gramatical errors! I would go and correct her until she finally started correcting herself and told me to stop doing it! lol. I love you! Quote:No worries 99! It's just a day!
Just the fact that u stopped to wish me is enuf!
I love u & take care!
Oh & if u get a call from Sonia, it will be from me!
I love you too.
lol! I love that name! It's so pretty! I'll be waiting for you, Sonia.
You take care, too.
Tayba…I know I don't have to thank you, but I want to. I hope this post will show you how much I appreciate you being there for me…
When you called that day, I swear, I was so surprised you were worried or the other members were worried, I had forgotten that I posted anything on the forum about being upset!
So first of all, I'm sorry for making you (and everyone else) worried. 
You don't know how much our conversation that day on the phone meant to me…It was so easy to talk to you, you made me feel so comfortable! And you understood! You understood everything I was trying to say! I have never told anyone why I lack self-confidence…and Alhamdulillah, I am so glad I was able to tell you. I've been going through this for 8 years now…I needed someone to tell…and I finally found that person.
It was so hard…you saw how I had to take a couple of mins before I could tell you…but once I got talking…Alhamdulillah, I felt so relieved I could finally share it with someone…You don't know how much it meant to me to be able to talk to someone about all of that and have them understand me and not make fun of me.
And you cried with me…
I finally found the guts to share my tears with someone…even if it was only a tear at a time…Having you by my side right now means so much to me… Our conversation that day made me feel so much better. Sachi.
tu jahaan, main wahaan
sang sang yun, chalu tere,
jaise tera aasmaan…jo dhup nikle, chaya ban jaaungii
jo ho tu akeli, saaya ban jaaungii
jo uljhan mein ho mann, main behlaaungii
tum aa gayi ho toh jeena aaya hain
khushiyon ka tumne yeh jaal bichaya hain
khoya hain khudko, ya sab kuch paaya hain?
tu jahaan, main wahaan
sang sang yun, chalu tere,
jaise tera aasmaan…ho ghum ke badal, mujhpe tham jaane de
bechainiyon ko mujhse takrane de
dukhti ho koi baat mujhpe aane dedil sochta tha ke koi apna ho
koi raaz na ho jo uss se rakhna ho
aankhein na kholu main shayad sapna ho
tu jahaan, main wahaan
sang sang yun, chalu tere,
jaise tera aasmaan…I love you so much, Tayba.
? Rani ?
Quote:You do not have to be sorry jaan. Ever! Even worrying about friends is a part of friendship! Did you see the sun this morning?????
Oh hunn…Did you forget to come to my house at night and steal all my ghum away? Because when I woke up that morning…there was no sun! All I saw was dark clouds pouring rain on us…but I loved it. Oh so much. Since I couldn't cry, the sky cried for me… I ran out into the rain and opened my arms to welcome it…I got drenched in the clothes I was supposed to wear to school. But I didn't change! lol.
And when I woke up this morning…still no sun…but no rain this time either…only dark clouds…
Looks like the ghum doesn't want to leave me, na?
But don't worry, I'll be fine, Insha'Allah.
Quote:dear rani aka not the very best
deal with this u will, but the dark side u join must. and the secrets shall be reveal…
*giggles* Trust you to make me smile!
Thanks, buddy. Quote:Quote:Ninja – check our diary.
And don’t worry about me, I’ll be fine.
Rani, I can't sign on
. sorry! I changd the password cuz I couldn't sign on! private mssg me plsCheck ur pms, I pm-ed you the password. Sorry! *hugs* I know you're going to be fine, Insha'Allah. I will, Insha'Allah. Please keep me in ur duas.
You've learned to be strong, Masha'Allah. I have?…It was more like a “I had no choice” thing… and I can so relate to what you're saying, I go through it, but it doesn't seem to bother me anymore…I love you, hunn. Stay strong. cos yeah, I'm used to it. ugh…when will I get used to it? I've been going through this for 8 years now…there are times when I think I have gotten used to it..but the scars are too deep…I don't know if I'll ever be able to not let it bother me… lol. don't forget to smile. Seeing you smile makes me smile. I love you, hunn. Quote: So you mean more than one person said 'mean' hurtful things to you? Yes. Oh Rani ! I agree with Khushi so much when she said that she pity them. They ought to receive pity. There is no need to pity them… You mean so much to me sachi? You mean a lot to me too… I see so much great things in you my lil schweeet scweet rani jaan …and to think of others saying such mean things to you …just make me realize that its THEM … THEY are the mean ones rani.. THEY are the ones with theproblem love It's not them..and I want you to be strong and be strong enough to not make them hurt you … not make them make you cry.I'll try…Although Im not sure about what you want to change, you sort of sound like me… >> always wanting to change to be better. …yes
But Rani – look at yourself – are you pleased with yourself? No. Answer that question. you are right — if you want to change do it for yourself I'm doing it for everyone. — do it becuase you know it will make YOU content and satisfied and better. It will. Nothing can be done overnight jaan… and I too hate it when people expects things to be done over night or over short periods of time..sighs.. but we are just humans. And I know sometimes we cant just go back to them and say .. “I could do it because I need time…and Im just human and I cant do everything so fast…and so and and so on” because sometimes they wont even be pleased. Oh, I wish I could tell the whole world that…but in my case, they just won't listen…I dont know who these 'people' are most of them are random people…but some are people I love… but I know you look up to your parents and that is wonderful. I think they are not your paretns though huh? … REMEMBER .. if you want to change change for YOU. Change for YOUR happiness, change for your better. I'm trying…You do make sense jaan. But I want you to know – its okay NOT to make sense. …
Its okay to say something so confusing that no one would understand:still say it if you want to, if you have the desire to let it all out. lol. Once I start, I won't be able to stop. Please be fine. I'll be fine… don't worry.
Take care of yourelf a
I'm so sorry I created such a hassle…I'll be fine, don't worry about me.
Marine – the page won't open up for me…
P.S. If you don’t get any messages from me, please wait, I may not have enough time to reply to everyone today. I’m just gonna go in order… I’ll do it as soon as I can, okay?
Thank you so much for caring…it means a lot to me, really. You don’t know how nice it felt to have those beautiful messages read to me by Tayba…I felt so loved… Thank you.
I’m soooo sorry I’m so late, Nessa!
I’m at school, so I can’t even post up anything pretty!
Happy belated birthday, Nessa!
I hope you had an awesome birthday, and many more to come, Insha’Allah. Thank you for all that you have done for me…and keep smiling like you always do. I love to see you smile. You’re an amazing person…I mean it…you were the first person to actually talk to me when I joined the forum…(I think I’ve told you that a million times?) but anyhow, I’m super glad that you did…cuz you’re awesome.
I love you. Take care, hunn.
Happy birthday.
OhmyAllah…I didn’t realize you guys would react like this. I’m so sorry! I didn’t mean to scare you guys. I didn’t have time to come online. I had even forgotten that I posted anything! When Tayba called and told me everyone was worried about me, I was totally confused! I’m sooo sorry! I hope you guys can forgive me…?
I hope you guys don’t mind if I reply to each of you privately? I don’t wanna bore the rest of the forum with my repetitive nonsense. lol.
But lemme just say…
The quotes that I posted up…they weren’t said to me in one day by one person…I was just thinking about all the things different people said to me over the week…and so yeah, I just posted some of them. I guess I shouldn’t have.
But it’s not that bad, I have had worse said to me…but it’s my fault…if I change…then life would become easier.
I can just say I’m fine and get it done with, but this forum is my refuge…and I don’t wanna have to fake a smile here as well…
I knew this was gonna happen… darr lagtha tha, itni saari khushiyaan, kahin ghum agle mod pe toh nahi…
What hurts the most is that I know I’m not perfect, no one is! But when I have my flaws (and I have a lot of them) shoved in my face all the time, it’s kinda hard to change. And I want to change…for myself, if not for others. But when random people expect me to do it overnight, it just makes it harder! And then I give up on trying to change…and that’s when things get worse…
I probably don’t make sense.
I’m sorry. I’ll go reply to you guys now. Check your pms, and if I keep in touch with you through email, check ur emails… Ninja – check our diary.
And don’t worry about me, I’ll be fine.
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