Yes jaan I have felt and do still feel like that a lot. Its not a nice place to be. I am so sorry you feel that way. I am more sorry that people do not seem to realise your true worth. You are an amazing gem. You don't realise how much I respect you. I love you. You inspire me soooo much… I have become a better person after YOU came in to my life. Your wisdom, your insight, your friendship, EVERYTHING about you has a deep and important value in my life. You are not just my friend, you are my sister, and someone who helps and guides me. I appreciate you and I want you! I hope I can try and understand even. And if you still feel that I don't, then Insha'Allah I will always be here to listen to you and give you my shoulder. You already have my heart so I don't need to give that to you right now. I'm proud of who you are and I realise just how much you do for people. Allah is seeing it all, you WILL be rewarded Insha'Allah. Ameen, Thumma Ameen.
x 10000000 for the sweetest duderina in my life. I love you. Feel better soon
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awwwwwwwww! why you gotta make me teary, now!!! lol.
Ameen to your duas ji! Jazaka'Allahu khair for all the beautiful words, as I am undeserving, really! I love you so much. I was thinking about you earlier, I want to talk to you.
Thank you, sweets!
Ness-
I'm glad you found this beneficial, hunn. Thank you for taking the time to post it here as well, it means a lot
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Scarry ji- You're right, I totally agree. Backbiting is such a dirty sin…yet you find sooooooo many people engaging in it. IZ NASTY *baba ali moment*. rofl where is Rani when you wanna crack an inside joke?!!! ![]()
I love you guys!
and scarry–I got your email hunn, I'll reply to it as soon as I can! Thank you soooooo much for caring, you have no idea how much it means to me!!! As I had no one by my side, first thing I saw was your email, I felt so much better!
much love ji!
Three is a magic number
Ya it is, its a magic number
Somewhere in that ancient mystic trinity
You'll get three
As a magic number
The past, the present, the future,
Faith, and hope, and charity,
The heart, the brain, the body,
Will give you three,
Its a magic number
No more, no less,
You don't have to guess
That its three
Cant you see?
Its a magic number
awwwwwww
I love you, crazy-ness!!!
person above me…hiiiiiiii!!!!!!!
beautiful pictures, boo. ![]()
Have you ever felt like you wanted to just…give up and not try anymore? For whatever reason, but for me, it's merely because when I look at the people I do my best for and respect so much, I find them to be very unappreciative and not only that, they show no care whatsoever! So, it's crushing me…and I feel unwanted all the time! No one seems to understand either…
…I don't want to give up, it's just not me. *sigh*
*tears*
how goes it, person above me?
hiii person above me!!!!!!
Person above me is funny.
speaking of mathematical genius, I need to call Hayati!
uh-oh
Ninjaaaaaaaaaa! Buddy!!!!!!!!!! Why you calling me so late at night?!?! lol. Was it you or your siblings that called me last night? You already called once yesterday, I don't think you called again…hmmm….I miss your littlest sister! She's sooooooooooooo adorable! And the cute Muhammad! He's adorable! And the dangerous lil one, I'm scared of him. ![]()
ROFL, of course it wasn't me.
why would I call so late at night? I'm not that psycho! I told you before, if its too late, it's the kids. lmbo! ![]()
Hahaha Yemzyyyyyyy what going on what kind of crack are you on If its the good kind pass it on hehehehe

*faints*
I swear, I was kidding!!!!
lmbo! Ness? Mr.? wah be wah!?
Tayba…this reminded me of you, sweetness. ![]()
Oh Brother ,
Come Closer To Me Don't Leave Me
You Are My Soul's Allied Brother ,
You Are My Heart's And Path's Light Brother ..
The World Around Me Is Sooty Darkness
So Enlighten My Path And Dissolve My Darkness
Your Light ,
OH Your Light Is A Rising Dawn
In Which I Observed The Way To The Heaven
Oh Brother ,
After GOD You Are The One That I Bare What's In My Heart Of All Wrench And Eagerness
In Both Ways I Always Find You With Me ,
Present In My Melancholy Or Joy
Every One Around Me Is A Deceptive Mirage
Pretending Loving Me And Being Truthful To Me
How Many Of Them Are Around Me As Long As I'm Comfortable
Gosh ,
Where Are They In My Hard Times
Oh Brother ,
Among All People You Are The Only Faithful One In My Companionship
You Love Me With Out Waiting For Anything
It's ALLAH's Companionship ,
And What A Companionship
I See In Your Shiny Face Pride And Dignity By All Means
Approach Me With Your Right and ,
And Let's Walk Together In The Light's Road , The Dignity's Path
If I Ever Face Any Agony In My Life ,
You Would Be The Backing That I Need To Resolve My Trouble
Or If I Ever Feel Weak You Would Come To Me , Riding My Weakness And Stoking My Spirit
semester break? I wish!!! school is STRESSING! I'm dying here, lmao!
Alie- ![]()
I'm okay person above me, thanks for asking. yourself?
Muhammad, `alayhis salam,
Sat quietly in the evening
His companion asked,
“O beautiful man, why do you sit here, grieving?”
“My ummah, those who follow me,
The future of their faith
Makes me worry ’til I cry.
My brothers and sisters in Islam,
Will they be strong and carry on after I die?”
The Prophet stood silently and prayed
His beard becoming wet as he cried for his fears.
“O Allah, don’t let this nation fade!”
As he pleaded through the night
The earth around him filled with tears.
“My ummah, those who follow me,
The future of their faith
Makes me worry ’til I cry.
My brothers and sisters in Islam,
Will they be strong and carry on after I die?”
A stillness fell over the land
Companions gathered near to where the Prophet lay.
As Ayesha, his wife, held tight to his hand,
The Prophet spoke again before he passed away,
“My ummah, those who follow me,
The future of their faith
Makes me worry ’til I cry.
My brothers and sisters in Islam,
Will they be strong and carry on after I die?”
Believers,
Brothers and sisters in Islam,
Will we be strong and carry on
Until we die?
Put all our pride away,
always find a gentle word to say
you know we shouldn't fool ourselves,
Allah has given so much to you and me.
Put all our pride away,
Always thank Allah when we pray,
You know we shouldn't be full of ourselves
when we, should be full of humility.
We're all livin' here together on this planet floatin' round the sun
We're all equal to one another, no one's better than anyone
The only ting we have to weigh us all apart
is the faith only Allah can see, deep inside our hearts.
Put all our pride away,
always find a gentle word to say
you know we shouldn't fool ourselves,
Allah has given so much to you and me.
Put all our pride away,
Always thank Allah when we pray,
You know we shouldn't be full of ourselves
when we, should be full of humility.
Trying hard to simply be humble and never act too proud
It's easy to trip and stumble with your nose up above the clouds
Its always best to be modest and keep our feet on the ground
Cause pride will eat us up inside if we're arrogant and loud.
Put all our pride away,
always find a gentle word to say
you know we shouldn't fool ourselves,
Allah has given so much to you and me.
Put all our pride away,
Always thank Allah when we pray,
You know we shouldn't be full of ourselves
when we, should be full of humility.
ew? lol
yes, tell my friend!
Favorite fruit?
lol at person above me. I don't agree though.
I don't have to see kids to know they're up2 something…it's easy. once they get quiet, they're so up to no good! lmbo
I feeel soooooo overwhelmed!!!!!!!