Tanhaaiyaan hain is zindagi mein
Aansu bhare hain meri khushi mein
Sehra bichha hai ek dard ka….
He can read hearts and yours is an open book!
He knows everything that you say and all that you can't find words for!
Love you!
I love you too! . But if my heart is an open book, why do people skip the pages?! (if that even makes sense lol).
I know. He knows me better than I know myself… (and I don't even know myself half of the time lmao).
It's true what they say, “The best mirror is the eye of an old friend”.
Is this about me? Lmao! I qualify for 'friend' and I most certainly qualify for 'Old.' Hello Super Hero! How goes life?
Lmbo well if you put it that way – then yes, it is for you .
Hello! Well, life is busy and my shoulders, neck, and back are hurting. I carried my laptop in my bag (and it's heavy) and on the other shoulder I carried my books. Super Hero downnnnnn!!!!! I needu find someone to hold my books lmbo.
How goes life for you? Ever check your email?!?!? . lmbo.
It did… it felt like my troubles were leaving me as fast as tears do from the eyes. My heart felt lighter. Alhumdulilah.
Nope, just remembering what I had missed the past few weeks .
Last night I stayed up till 5:30 am studying, and I woke up early too. So understandably, I felt like crap and looked terrible too. I couldn't be bothered to dress up for uni, so after having a bath I just wore the biggest black abaya I could find. (I love to hide in them lmbo), and put on a simple black hijaab, with some embroidery on the hems. Then I put some cream on my face and some kajal in my eyes but it didn't really do much for me – I looked as sleepy as I did when I woke up lol. Sighing at the mirror I walked a way knowing this was gonna be a bad hijab day lmbo. So feeling like a bum, I put my jacket on and I made my way to uni, and as I sat in class, pretending to listen, I thought of my friend, my sister (the one I wrote about before, whose dad had surgery). Realising that I haven't seen her in a week and a half, I texted her asking if she wants to go for a coffee, and she did. Even though I looked and felt like a complete mess, I still wanted to meet her, because I feel comfortable looking like crap in front of her. I don't feel that with many people. As I made my way out of uni, she was waiting for me on the opposite side of a major busy road. I told her to cross over (hoping she'd use the traffic lights) but instead she decided to cross the main road in the middle of nowhere like a crazy person lmbo. As she came near, she smiled and said “You look so pretty today, MashaAllah.” I'm like, “What?!?!? NO, I DON'T!!!! I feel BEYOND yuck today!!!” She hugs me, and she says, “You look beautiful, you look like an Arabian Princess!!!” I was just speechless, in denial, but still speechless lol. .
Lol. The beauty of an old friend is amazing. They truly love you for who you are, even when you look like crap, they find beauty in you. It's true what they say, “The best mirror is the eye of an old friend”. I love her so much, Alhumdulilah for her. .
The power of dua is beyond amazing. Ohmy… It's amazing how much a talk with Allah SWT makes you feel so at peace. Nothing in this world but prayer can bring that type of peace. Dua truly, truly is the weapon of the believer. Alhumdulilah….
It's killing me to watch you kill yourself this way. At times, I hate that I'm not a part of your life… but then, even if I were… you would go down this road anyway.
Where did you go? oh jaan….
I pray that you recieve guidance everyday.
Tabzy kitty
sent you an email angel…
keep the faith…
al I can offer..at this moment..
my love and a massive cyber hug
ur always in my duas…
Alishia
I'm fine, Alhumdulilah. I got your email, and I replied to it too. Thank you for caring, you're also in my duas.
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Lord, I am just a simple girl
Trying hard to understand
Where's my place in Your Great plan
Oh Lord, help this girl
As time, like the grain of sand
Slipping through the palm of my hand
I realize I need to make amends
Oh Lord, forgive this girl, forgive this girl
So many mistakes I've made along the way
Come fleeting by as I pray and I wonder
How merciful can You be,
Oh Lord, Help me.
The fog in the morning clouded the world that we knew
It was almost enough being lonely and living for you
And the rain came to our window
And I wish I could've stayed.
You don't have that much to take with you! Baqz' chaddiez, Nitz's gun and your mind. You're all set!
Wahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaa!!!! LMHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! Oreoji, what would the world be without huh?
i dont know…u can tell me when we run away together.
She wouldn't know if she's with you, you plum!
I know I'm gonna see you again
but promise me that you won't forget
'cause as long as you remember
a part of us will be together
so even when you're fast asleep
look for me inside your dreams
keep believing in what we're sharing
and even when I'm not there to tell you
I'll love love you forever
any time that i can't be where you are,
Just close your eyes and you'll be here with me
Just look to your heart
and that's where I'll be
If you just close your eyes, till you're drifting away
You'll never be too far from me
if you close your eyes
I know it sucks – why is cream associated with fat! eurgh! LOL
Ohh, I shall try the frap asap tabz and let you know Living in mostly central – there's a starbucks practically everywhere I go!!! LOL and thats BAD because I have to really have self control! LOL omg imagine, if you saw a girl order that and things running in your head going 'hmm Khushi *smile*' and then you order yours, and I'll be 'Tabzy!?!?!
Naaa can't be!' LOL Oh dear, and then the 'strangers' cross and go their own way… Oh dear! LOL, starbucks indeed.
Lmao I knowww! Cream is soooo yummy *mouth waters* hahaha! Yum.
Okie hun! Hope you like it .
You live in mostly central?! Wow! You're lucky! Lmao, how many times do you go Oxford st shopping?! I haven't been in soooo long! I want to go – its not that far from me by underground – but I'm trying to control how much I spend . Good luck me rofl.
Lmao, if that did happen (someone else ordering a hazelnut mocha) I think I'd turn and give them a smile just in case it were you! <3 lol.
There's a girl in the mirror
I wonder who she is??
Sometimes I think I know her
Sometimes I really wish I did
There's a story in her eyes
Lullabies and goodbyes
When she's looking back at me
I can tell her heart is broken easily
If I could
I would tell her
Not to be afraid
The pain that she's feeling
The sense of loneliness will fade
So dry your tears and rest a.ssured
Love will find you like before
When she's looking back at me
I know nothing really works that easily
'Cause the girl in my mirror
Is crying out tonight
And there's nothing I can tell her
To make her feel alright
Oh the girl in my mirror
Is crying 'cause of you
And I wish there was something
I wish there was something
Oh I wish there was something
I could do…
It's killing me to watch you kill yourself this way. At times, I hate that I'm not a part of your life… but then, even if I were… you would go down this road anyway.
Where did you go? oh jaan….
I pray that you recieve guidance everyday.
Ninja… thumma ameen.
Kavz – aw im sorry. I hope you were okay. It's alright hunny – everyone has ditzy days. Just ask anyone that knows me!
Khushiiiii! LMAO! I know, it's GREAT!! Starbucks ROCKS!!!!! I am glad to have made you beam <3 !!
Man, why does it have to be so fattening???!!!! Lmao. It's so delicious!!!!!! I was drinking it and trying to ignore how many calories it has….. to make myself better I went for the skimmed milk….. but then I asked for whipped cream. ROFL. I am so bad. But I never have it! Ever!
My favourite one – haven't had it since 2006 lmao!! I don't know if they do it still but it's Bannana Caramel Frappe – so yummmy in the summer!!! Ice cold!!! with whipped cream! you can have it with or without coffee but I take it without. It's SOOO yummy.
Today I had a mocha…. lmao. I don't go Starbucks too much because it's not near to my university. There is one inside my campus, but it only does coffee. No other hot drinks! So I go to this other coffee shop and they don't do all the fancy shmancy yummmier drinks like Starbucks! . lol.
LMAO you're making noises!!! hahahahahhaa!!!!! I really am craving a Hazelnut Mocha. With the cream…. oh delicious. Hey Khushi, here's a thought, imagine if we're in the same Starbucks right next to each other in the line, BOTH ordering a hazelnut mocha. LMAO! I will never forget you when I order that drink now .
I know you don’t feel pretty
Even though you are
But it wasn’t your beauty
That found room in my heart.
I know this is random but I have to tell you
THE NEW HAZELNUT MOCHA IN STARBUCKS IS YUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!! I had 3 of those today and Im highhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
KHUSHIIIIIII !!!!
I went into the city yday and I went to Starbucks with a friend. I ordered the Hazelnut Mocha there, because I thought of your post in this thread!!! And you're right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YUMMMMMMMMMMMMMY! I was thinking of you soooo much!!!!! and of course the buddha too because, well, Starbucks seems to be his second or third home lmbo.
But hey! you have a great taste in hot drinks . I got it not knowing whether I'll like it. But because you liked it, I knew I had to try it, hun! <3 And I loved it.
. Thank you for introducing me to a whole new world of hazelnut mocha lmbo. It's 7:30 am and I'm CRAVING for it now. With whipped cream and chocolate dusting with light vanilla sprinkles. Yummyness *dreams* I don't got a starbucks near my uni
. We have some other coffee shop…. I guess I'll try that lol.