My weekend was great, btw… I bought a car last Saturday, so I'm very happy!!!! But I guess you've read this already in the e-mail I've sent you…
Congrats hun….Jeez how the heck did I miss this lol
Soooo wat car did u get an off coz the color??
At least u dnt have to use yr moms car now hehehehe
Me is sooooooooooooooo
happppppppppppppppy for u my darling
person above me….my darling yumini…
luw to ye hun
how r u ???
hows school??
life??
PS: You're absolutely right Heera, Scarry IS nice (and of course sweet and modest, right Scarry? )
*****blushing blushing blushing.****…damn shakzeee…lol, u remind me of C-man now, he thinks I am modest lol
unpretentious??? Moi?? Oh if only he knew …..well maybe I shud invite him to this forum …hahahhaaaaaaaa
am not nice, feel awful coz Ive been nasty to my mum…
am not sweet either, more HOT & SPICY lol
Shakalaka Baby:
Salaam person above me… things are great around here!!Much more quiet these days (thank God for that!)…
How are you??? I saw you had a nice chat with Serio in the This or That thread, I believe…
shakzee, salaaaaamz??? lol u neva greet me with salaaamz but dis kewl …..
dis good to hear things are getting better in the madhouse sweetz..
hugz to ye
rising
popcorn or crisps?
both…
snakes or mice …..as pets off coz 😉
Nessa:
serioComic:
just desi's. the hot and cute ones 😉
skind head or crew cut?
Ew, neither. Why, are u baldie?!
lmao Nope he aint a baldie
hes got realllllly looooooong greasy smelly hair hahahaha
Perhaps I'll tell him of ur love, when I go see him in concert! hahaha
He does have a nice voice!
nah, dis kewl, it will only get to his head ==== how about an early birthday present, da dudes autograph??? instead…lol
am sure u will have an awesome experience…yeah his voice is mesmerizzzin
Nessa:
He's the kinda guy you wanna marry
The kinda guy you’d walk the whole earth for
Put him on your back and just carry
His attitude is hotter than the earth's core
When he's around nothing else matters
Untouchable he's got his own forcefield
Sooner or later someone will get at him
If I don't someone else will
******smiles********
well Ness, u better not let dis happen now….
okay im not ignoring..bc who isnt anti-relationship!!! hahaa… …….
lol..u like drama huh … ach…stability is good toooo ooooooooo!
noo kavz, I dnt like drama,I dont like falseness
If there has to be love in my life
then it should be based on honesty, trust and loyalty errrr an love
stability comes from knowing that the one u love is the one u can truly trust and rely on
who will be honest on all fronts and loyal throughout
regardless of what life throws yr way…
and above this theres LOVE….
Is life worth the effort it takes to breathe without love flowing through every pore ( a better word than veins ) in yr body, thru yr heart…giving
u life saving blood…
Kavz,
a jester is a fool, a clown, in those funny suites hahahaha…..
someone who entertained the kings/rulers people and court in those ancient days gone by
in this time, I guess u can think of Cosmic and Nitz, **minus the wanna be bad boy attitude** then u will know what i mean…
Nosyira:
Well actually, I'm not really into thriller, hun.
But since you recommend it, I'll try him out!
But maybe a bit later, coz I've 4 books waiting for me!
Okay sweetz,
firstly hun, sowrie havent written yet, am just not in the right frame of mind…promise to send ye mail sooon
when u do finish these books and have sumtime,
may I suggest u read the women murder club on es first
ie 1st to die, 2nd chance, 3rd degree , 4th of july
after these u will surely be a fan of his..
then when u have an entire day ..suggest u rea the jester
its a beautiful love *themed* novel
Marine:
Alie lol stop teasing him
am not teasing him, lol…u knw I do this to everyone I care about and Baqz ….well he is like the lil bro I am sooo
glad I neva had …hahahahahahaa…
Oreo go sit on a stick aint no one have a thing for Baqz or any of you here. Get your head checked
U sure about that ??? errrr errrrr, who is claiming to love cosmic on one thread then asking him to
go …go wat again ?????…lol ooooooooh Mara…knew u wud make me laff like a 12 year ol kid …..
U laffed, a whole lot???, well ***trying to pat myself on the back*** am glad to hear this
its not nice worrying sooo much all the time, and this comes from the preeencess of worrydome
Alien species, well yeah it was cosmic who mentioned this and kept callin me alien….hahahaha
(((am assumin he wanted to piss me off, highly unlikely off coz…)))
in a way he was r8, I am an alien of sorts, to this world, to the people i call friends an family
I feel alienated and would love to jet off on a kick a$$ spaceship r8 now hahaha
to where I belong????????????????
…earth sux r8 now
okaaaay will stop with all the space talk…..
aaaaaaaaaaaand hun my whole intention was
to bring back that smile on yr face soooo am happy it worked 😉
I knw yr guy aint a monster and pleeez do ignore lil ol Scarry…
I am just having an awful awful year so far soooooooo am being a bit negative towards the male species
especially them male species….
Feelings are feelings, like love is love
I think to an extent we can control our feelings but it depends on the depth of it and the situation off coz…
ok am just thinking about myself now, being a bit selfish, seeing as this is the **feelings** thread….
i feel seriously confused and irritated, really irritated, am breaking the fones and screaming at people, screaming at my poor
mom *****wiping away tears for being sooooo nasty********
all of this is making the guys I work with roll over with laughter which made me laugh after screaming at them
i feel blessed to have the strength to smile when all i wanna do is CRY ..I knw Mara hates us bollywood crying heroins hahahaha
but I feel this way now…..lol ..
laughing, crying, screaming, what else????????? wat next???????? Mom is going bak tonite
An aunt of mine had passed away, I repeat …..wat next?????………..was good to see her after 2 whole months 😉
off coz I am writing/typing with a bleary eye, lotza emotion today, pent up anger….
so wat I say may not make much sense at all, PLEASE IGNORE…
ps: Am losing a friend I called sister, a friend i shared soooo much with, a bond I thought would neva wither…
hi hun
trust u to drag me here when I am not in the mood hey…
I am OK, I just have a lot of muscle spasms or sums, neeed a massage, wheres BAQZ when u need him lol
sowrie for scaring u, u were the only one I knew wud make me laff after that damn accident…
everyone is fine, except Moi, coz I was lounging in the back oblivious to what was happening, the cars just scratched
the other dudes car is badly damamged, had to spend a loong time at the police station ….not me though, was literally shaking
and cudnt even walk hahahahaha….
hmmm yeah shes got insurance, havent been to the doctor..no frikking time, besides Ive already been to one last week
coz of my headaches……so yeah its one thing after the other
Moms here and shes spoiling me rotten hahahaha, aaaan I always fuss that I am NOT pampered…..
my familie, aaaaaw ****sigh******….
hmmm and since u got me talking….I knw I havent said much to u and many whom I know are worried, and I apologise for this…
Have had one of the worst weeks this year, and have beeen trying to come to terms with a few things that I
never thought would happen again…
Like one of my really close friends saying sum nasty stuff bout me…hahahahhaa…
am no flippant saint but just cant understand why she didnt just approach me???????????????????????
WHY??? We'v always told each other when the other is becoming a bit too much …so i cant understand…
damn, am just irritated at this….I hate it when ppl u trust completely and have this ****unbreakable bond ****
with suddenly becomes an alien to u….lying, cheating…..gossiping….not talking to u..in this case me….
Am I really that unapproachable???? okaaaaaaaaaaay will stop now….THEN
Am seriously thinking of resigning from work, and leaving everything and EVERYONE behind AGAIN
…not back home though………….
ME AGAINST THIS STUPID FRIKKING WORLD….
Sooo yeah Mara, thats just the tip of this ***about to be errupted**** volcanic life of mine
sooooo hows things on your end???
is yr brother out yet??? have u spoken to yr folks about him going bak, if its wat he really wants ??
aaaand U ,how are u doing, everytime I think of Sol I wanna slap the guy, okaaaaay u are probably laffing but
this just brings bak a lot of memories for me…..ERIC
sooooo hun I knw 'really know ' how u must feel right now
be strong coz I knw u have that strength in u, aaand wait for my advise on how to deal with Mr Loser sol …
sending u sum luw, watevers left in me….
and lotz of hugz
RaNi iS ThE BeS:
Hey hey hey, don't you ever call yourself abnormal, Kavita. If you're not normal, then I don't know what is. What you're feeling are emotions every human may feel at one point or another in their life.
Yup Kavs, pleeeeeeeeez dnt beat yrself up for being like any normal person by callin yrself abnormal …………Jeeez sweety….
and about not having friends, don't say that. The more you put yourself down, the more you will believe it, trust me, I've been there. Just make friends the way you made friends on this forum.
Talk to people, be yourself, don't put on a facade, be friendly. And I know you can do it.
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And…if you know it's not right to do what you're doing, then hunny…don't do it. Going behind your parents back and going out with a guy isn't a great idea. Think about what your parents will think if they find out, they might not trust you anymore. Don't ever give your parents a reason to not trust you. No guy is worth that. Your parents will do for you, what no other person will. No guy, no friend, no cousin, no one, will sacrifice themselves for you the way your parents will. No one is worth more than your parents.
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Hmmm I actually think that u cant really trust ANYONE …except the almighty in whichever name u call him by ….sooooo
hon trust in the one above ( even though u cant see touch feel ) and have faith ……..things will improve…
***no disrespect to my parents , the rest of my family, extended family as well as friends….***
aaand Kavs, dis not just yr folks, dnt give ANYONE a reason NOT to trust u…
TRUST/HONESTY in any relationship (whichever name u call it )
should be based with just that……and yes NO guy is worth the effort and yr love if theres dishonesty. lying etc involved
…at the end of the day, its up to the individual to decide whether my words hold any value…..as I dnt want to be
responsible for any regrets as such….
always do what is right.
I'm not saying you should just go and break up with this guy, I don't want to be responsible for that. I'm just telling you to think it over, hunny. And talk to someone who knows a bit more about your situation than I do, and you can always pm me if you need me.
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Take care, Kavita. And keep your head up.
Aaaaaaw ranz, I didnt see yr response, very sweeeet hon and as usual u make a lot of sense in what u say….
Big hugz to u my dear…
kavita_0026:
Hey Rani..
Well its not much that..with 'relationship' … I just…. its just…. Im not supposed to be doing any of this you know
ur not supposed to be doing any of what sweety?? dating?? or loving?? or just not wanting yr b/f to spend time with his friends coz right now u need him more?? I dont think one shud feel a certain way just because its wat everyone else deems right..u are u , an individual, with yr own feelings and thoughts etc…so if u feel a lil resentful towards him spending time with his friends its NOT A BAD THING…its just the way u feel, u can change this by actually trying to figure out WHY u feel this way…coz u obviously would like him to spend time with his friends but ……theres dat feeling………… I am not sure if I am making any sense here anyways..
and any time I can get to talk to him or whatever I put that time for him only bc I know its not really right to go ahead and do
all these stuff … taking into consideration my upbringing and my parents and everything …but I dont know why i feel so bad if he tells me he is going with his friends … i just feel sort of like really bad.. i mean..i know i have no other
in the world to be wtih and stuff…and i sort of realized..something..maybe if I HAD friends and if I HAD people to hang with..then maybe it would be like this
and I wouldnt feel liek this when he does it … but then agian i cant explain what i feel… i just know that alot of pple would think this this is abnormal
but maybe its abnormal bc i am abnormal or somethingwat ??????? I repeat WAT????
u definitely having one of em paranoia moments thinking this, Kavs,( am kidding hun ) I suggest u read this very carefully…………..
U HAVE FRIENDS ,U HAVE FRIENDS ,U HAVE FRIENDS
U have Mara, Ranz and ME off coz…….okies I am apparently not much of a people, coz u knw aliens are considered
species of sorts but I AM HERE, ALWAYS HAVE BEEN AND ALWAYS WILL BE….u know that……and u also know that if anything is worrying u – that u can talk to me…ANYTIME….ok…i knw things are going really bad now but it will get better, wait and see….
I knw we are seperated by this darn net….errrr an the ocean and zillion km lol but u have ME…..cannot stress enuf …..aaaand I promise u I will send u my reply as soon as I can get sum frikkin spare minutes…..am sending u lotza luv and hugz sweety
thanks alot honey
Okies me will just send u an email laterz, luw ye Kavz, aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand thanks for alll the mail and am sowrie I wasnt here sweety
kavita_0026:
Love is turning every imperfect thing about a person
into perfection
Lekker Kavs…..but am a lil confused…
how about loving even the lil imperfections of that person??? instead of turning it into perfection..
why wud anyone want a perfect someone as a partner anyways, theres gotta be sum drama
in the relationship lol
okies ignore me………….am sooooooo anti love, anti relationships, anti MEN right now
~Khushi~:
Na Dastak Na Aawaz,
Na Sangeet Na Koi Saaz,
Teri Pukar Maine Sunli,
Aur Bas Chali Aayi, Main Chali Aayi…– Hows thats for an instant shayri?
errrrr ok my dear, now how about an english translation for moi..??
tnx
*shakes head* people these days are too ignorant, hai na scarrry?
Agree with ye 100% my dear, ignorant to the core of their being, if that even makes any sense at all
I luw my country coz theres not much prejudice against the different religions/cultures/castes…
we all luw and accept each other regardless….