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[vchenoah]

I'm losing ground

you know how this world can beat you down

I'm made of clay

I fear I'm the only one who thinks this way

I'm always falling down the same hill

2 feet below the surface I can still make out your wavy face

and if I could just reach you maybe I could leave this place

I do not
want this

I do not want this

I do not want this

I do not want this

don't you tell me
how I feel

don't you tell me how I feel

don't you tell me how I feel

you don't know just how I feel

I stay
inside my bed

I have lived so many lives all in my head

don't tell me that you care

there really isn't anything, is there?

you extend your hand to those who suffer

to those who know what it really feels like

to those who've had a taste

like that means something

and oh so sick I am

and maybe I don't have a choice

and maybe that is all I have

and maybe this is a cry for help

I do not
want this

I do not want this

I do not want this

I do not want this

don't you tell me
how I feel

don't you tell me how I feel

don't you tell me how I feel

you don't know just how I feel

[vchenoah]

Could it be the world's
gone colder?

I'm a losing soul

The more I try it just gets harder

And my pain is getting old

Somebody said that nothing lasts forever

Just the storm so I've been told

But it seems that when it rains it pours

And you know
the rain won't last forever

And you know the storm won't always flow

But if the sun don't shine forever

You gotta let it go

Sometimes my burdens get so heavy

And it seems too hard to bear

Sometimes I feel so empty

And it feels like no one's there

Somebody said that nothing lasts forever

Just the storm so I've been told

But it seems that when it rains it pours

And you know
the rain won't last forever

And you know the storm won't always flow

But if the sun don't shine forever

You gotta let it go

And you gotta
let it go…

And you gotta let it go…

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Suuuure, you find the time to appear for this, yeah?! rotflmao

Ok…the *snort* was in reference to the entire post because I just knew I was gonna git a tight slap for it! Just thought it would come from Submariner!

Ecuse me i would get slaped for what ebing honest [yelling]

Wrong AGAIN!!!! *sheesh*

You aren't getting slapped in the fray, I would be the one getting slapped, by YOU!

Cheeze Louise! lmao Aye loca!

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…just love this song!

Tera yekin kyon

Mene kiya nahi

Tujhse raha kyon juda

Mujhepe yeh zindagi

karti rahi sitam

Tune hi di hai panah

Tera Mera Rishta Purana 3

Yeh kya tadap hai

Hai yeh kaise saza

Tu kyun mujhe aaj yaad aagaya

Bechain din mere

Bechain raat hai

Kya mein karu kuch bata

Yeh mere paau hi

Khud meri bediyaan

Usse tu mujhe chooda

Tera Mera Rishta Purana 4

kya mujh mein hai

Sakas woh keh raha

Raat mein tu

Karz tera chuka

Aankhen hai nam meri

Saasein chubhan meri

Zakham hua phir hara

Dil ke virane mein

Mere phasane mein tuhi to

har dum raha

Tera Mera Rishta Purana 4

oh Tera Mera Rishta Purana 2

[vchenoah]

from one backside to another eh? rotflmAo!!!!!!!!!!

Ok, person above me, I gotta get moving. Time to prepare din-din!

Enjoy your weekend! Hugs & love!!

The Ness.~

[vchenoah]

Is it this one: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UV_235kRRl8 ?

[vchenoah]

Aawww…now my ears are red! lmao Thanks Zill!

Today was an ok day! My brakes went (in the rain), so I had to take the car to my mechanic!

All is well now! How are you & why up so late?!

For you:

Kehne ki ho dil mein koyi baat, mujhse kaho
Koyi pal ho din ho ya ho raat, mujhse kaho
Koyi mushkil koyi pareshaani aaye
Tumhein lage kuchh thheek nahin haalaat, mujhse kaho
Koyi ho tamanna ya ho koyi aarzoo
Rehena kabhi na beqaraar, main hoon na

[vchenoah]

I'm fine person above me.

It's just that I try to avoid the truly 'deep convos' for fear of over simplifying someone's heartfelt emotions! Speaking to someone you aren't really close to about something so emotional is akin to navigating a mine field! It's one of the few things that frighten me. Another, is seeing Senor ji by a lake in the moonlight! * severe shivers*

[vchenoah]

*waves* yup, estoy aqui!

[vchenoah]

*hugs Tayba tightly* Oh oh oh oh, things will things will work themselves out! The sun will be brighter tomorrow!

[vchenoah]

The Kitchen God's Wife – Amy Tan (just finished)

Love in the Time of Cholera – Gabriel Garcia Marquez (read 7 years ago)

[vchenoah]

Ain't
there something I can give you

In exchange for everything you give to me

Read my mind and make me feel just fine

When I think my peace of mind is out of reach

The scales are sometimes unbalanced

And you bear the weight of all that has to be

I hope you see that you can lean on me

And together we can calm a stormy sea

[vchenoah]

If you need me, call me.

No matter where you are,

no matter how far.

Just call my name.

I’ll be there in a hurry.

On that you can depend and never worry.

No wind, (no wind)

no rain, (no rain)

Nor winters cold

Can stop me

If you’re my goal

I know, I know you must follow the sun

Wherever it leads

But remember

If you should fall short of your desires

Remember life holds for you one guarantee

You’ll always have me

And if you should miss my love

One of these old days

If you should ever miss the arms

That used to hold you so close, or the lips

That used to touch you so tenderly

Just remember what I told you

The day I set you free

Ain’t no mountain high enough

Ain’t no valley low enough

Ain’t no river wild enough

To keep me from you

[vchenoah]

I'm not in love

So don't forget

It's just a silly phase I'm going through

lmao

[vchenoah]

Thanks person above me, but this wisdom isn't mine!

Correct, “…only if you let it…”!! If you dwell on an 'issue', it's always raw. The wound never has a chance to heal and you become debilitated.

Tell me, what wound (be it emotional or physical) will heal with constant manipulation? Yes, we come back to it (like stubbing a toe on furniture) and it hurts! And we give in to that pain for a moment, as you did yesterday. Today you got up, brushed yourself off and will try again. Next time, maybe it will be a month before it 'hits' you again. Then, 2 or 3 or more months before it rears it's ugly head! I'm not saying that the pain leaves entirely! But time gives us space, so to speak.

My nana fell asleep in death 17 years ago, my older brother almost 2 years ago. At times I think of them, how much I miss them and I cry. It used to happen daily, then monthly…now, not as much, but it still happens.

We have heartache. We stumble. We fall. We get back up again. It's called 'The Human Condition'.

I pray that didn't sound oversimplified! That was not my intention. Just my 2 cents.

[vchenoah]

Glad I could help person above me!

Yes, you hurt, but each day things get better and the pain farther behind! Don't let it overreach you!

BTW, Aaron's feelings are valid and I respect them!!

[vchenoah]

Stupid, STUPID, STOOOOOPID!

Will NOT wish you well! I hope you get a hangover that makes the wings of a fly sound like a jet engine, INSIDE UR HEAD!!!!

That being said…please be safe! If you wish to drunk dial me, I will be available!

Love you,

The Ness

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Ness – Wife #2…. sigh! That nickname in itself is nostalgic…….

I really do have my head stuck in the past… (therefore my butt must be sticking out into the future… BAHAHAHAHAHA… what an image! I wonder what that would mean… I am heading for a erm.. 5h!tty future? LMAO… OK OK I will stop now… it's Senor's job to freak us all out… I get the picture… )

*cracking up laffin*

Now that is a photo I would sell my firstborn to see! Well…maybe my little brother! *snort*

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