uhm, Ness… did you get my facebook message?
Lmao “that someone” has a name fooool! .
Spontaneous messages are better anyway .
Khushi – lol that song is on my mind now! .
Thanks for the song dedication hunn. Where is it from? Nice lyrics.
There's always something
In the way
There's always something
Getting through
But it's not me
it's You
Sometime's ignorance
Rings true
But hope is not in
What I know
Not in me
It's in You
It's all I know …
And I find peace
When I'm confused
I find hope when
I'm let down
Not in me
But in You
I hope to lose myself
For good
I hope to find it in the end
Not in me
In You
It's all I know
Every time I see my life is running in front of me, I'm afraid
Every time my flower melts inside of me, I'm afraid
even in my words, even in my songs
my pains show, my tears show
even when I'm happy, I'm afraid
that the happiness will die, I'm afraid
from this painful life, I'm afraid
that the sweet smile will become gardens of sorrow, I'm afraid
From the cruelty of time, I'm afraid
That it will belittle my worth, I'm afraid
That my pure dreams will vanish.
I'm always feeling lonely, just like a ship lost in the sea
My heart is constantly seeking to belong
I laugh while my heart is filled with agony equivalent to the world's
just like a beautiful song dripping with sorrow.
Even in my suffering, even in my hardship…
My closest friends… I don't even know who's my enemy. I'm afraid
That my beloved will sell me for another, I'm afraid
That after he has my heart in his hand, he will leave it shattered. I'm afraid
That my days will be useless. I'm afraid
That he'll betray my dreams. I'm afraid
That the end of my love, will leave thorns and pain in my path.
Every time I count the hours of my happiness
and count my hardship and all my pains
I end up losing once again.
Every time I long for people I love
I realize that my heart misses them deeply
And ends up raining drops of sorrow.
Even the people who are mine
Even the people who are of me
If only they feel me
If only they feel my pain
Even when I scream it out, they don't hear me.
I'm afraid
Of the next moment
I'm afraid
Of the length of my nights
I'm afraid
For all the people I love, more than I'm afraid for myself.
I'm afraid
Of being confused and helpless
I'm afraid
From my own self.
I'm afraid
And fear has become my world with many of its people living around me.
All the lovers who have promised each other
One of them has to break the promise
Only because of the sorrow the person has seen
Come closer so I can experience the feeling
For my friends and my people
have also vanished from my life
even in my words, even in my songs
my pains show, my tears show
even when I'm happy…
I'm afraid……
Beautiful lyrics…. I wish I could tell you not to be afraid. I can't take your fears away but I can comfort you for as long as you need. Love you lots hunn… feel better soon… he won't betray your dreams. Insha'Allah. Ameen. Thumma Ameen. *warm hugs*
Lol rani, u got that picture from my facebook profile didn't u? . I love that photo. It's how I wanna be right now.
Sigh.
*cries*
Goodnight forum people. I needu sleep before my brain explodes. eughhh! x
JAAAAN!
Man I miss you toooo!!!! lol Msn feels empty without me? My life feels empty without U! *hugssss*
I love yoohh! I always talk to u around this time *sigh*. InshaAllah kuch aur din aur phir hum hamari bhak bhak shuru kar sakte hain InshaAllah . Ameen, thumma Ameen. But jur nebber alone, kehni ho jo tumko koi baat… mujhse kaho, chaahe din ho ya ho raat… mujhse kaho. So email me agar koi jazbaat ho acha?
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Ninja – INSHA'ALLAH you will get it done!!!! How much is left now hun?! dua-ing for u always. Love you chipfinity . You can do it.The destination is so near now, just a little longer jaan. Mwaaaaah! Chips loves you beyond words…………..x
I do! It is beautiful .
That is so beautiful! It reminds me of the set of Aur Pyaar Hogaya. Would love to be there!
I feel like bursting into song!!! lol the weather is beautiful. I just got back from town. Thinking of going gym and sauna before I hit my essay. BUT Im back in my pajamas again so now I am in two minds rofl.
Hey everyone Hope you're all keeping well. Heyy am rani! How are u girly?
I haven't been posting properly for a few weeks. Just wanna say that I miss you all. Rani – I still have to reply to the beautiful words you said about me. I love you.
Ninjerina – . I love you.
Kavz, Ness and Alie – I miss u girls so much. So sorry I haven't been in touch properly, but rest assured you're in my thoughts all the time.. lol hopefully you can tell by my random texts here and there… even if it's just to say Hello š
Please bear with me…. just waiting for this storm to pass.
miss u all….x
Tayba
: hope u succeeded in completing those essays and dat all is goin well yr endā¦. **hug**
Hey hun… still forcing myself through them . Sorry I haven't been in touch of late. Stressed would be an understatement. =(
Got your email, a little confused.. will reply soon, Insha'Allah. *hug*
I was just watching DDLJ today (well, a part of it)… made me realise how much I want to run away and go on a holiday. The last time I went on a holiday – a proper holiday, not just visiting relatives, etc. – was uhm… er… I really can't remember! Probably Netherlands (and Belgium, and Norddeutschland!)… wouldn't it be amazing to disappear off to a little village in Europe (thinking DDLJ here…)… I really should show you guys some pics… I wrote my name on a graffiti wall-thing there (can't remember if it was Belgium or Holland now… )… you know the type… “X was here 07” or whatever… looking back on it, I should have written a cool message… about love or something… all I did was sign my name… bah! Useless.
You know in shops, you get small notebooks where you can test the pen before buying it…. do you guys ever write anything random in there… (or is that just me? Haha!)?
OK now I'm rambling….
ROFLMAO! I LOVE YOU! you crack me up! I would do the same too!!!!! lmao leave a bit of my identity about =D and seeing as I'm all about lurrrvee… .
I do love it when you say you're rambling. I love your rambles . You could have your own page in a magazine and I swear, I'D BUY IT! “lmao”.
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LOL Booness, I do that tooo!!! (great minds ) rofl, there's a stationary store called Rymans and it has those papers too. HA I wrote “A Walk To Remember kicks ass” LOL. and “LANDON IS SO HOT!”
hahahahaha!
There's an old cupboard at my highschool where a few close friends and I signed our names and the year we were studying there on it. I always want to go back and see if it's still there .
and *SIGH* I wanna go on holiday too. Preferably Switzerland, in a little cottage somewhere near the mountains. Where there's also a lake, some snow, and a warm fire place. My books, some chocolate… and well since I'm dreaming… my Landon too! lol. How cosy shmozy .
d.r.e.am.s
x
rani… I miss you… š
He was/is in ur heart jaan… he's always going to be yours. I know you know what I mean . I remember you posting this song once on the forum, I can imagine the memories it must bring back to u =) x
Hold on, Allahās there for you,
Hold on,
this aint the end for you,
Hold on,
supplicate to Him,
Hold on,
He will relieve you from your miseryā¦.
You can make it through the rain, my jaan =) You donāt know how much I love you. Alhumdulilah for you. You came like a blessing in to my life, at a point where I really needed to understand what I should do. You took care of me, I will never forget it. Let me take care of you now. Anything you need, I got it. āI would give it all, I would sacrificeā¦.ā Chin up beautiful⦠I am not asking you to be strong, in fact I am inviting you to crumble in my arms if you need to, and for as long as you need to. But when youāre done, Iāll help put you back together⦠Iāll sprinkle you with some Tayba Love . I know you have faith jaan, so I donāt need to tell you to remember. Because I know youāre clinging to it as hard as you can, and Allah knows. Verily after hardship there is easeā¦.. The sun will come to you too sweetnessā¦. Its rays will hug you every morning, and leave you with a cool caress as it sets every evening. And youāll feel happier than ever before. I promise. Ameen, Thumma Ameen. You donāt know how special you are, you have not been shown how special you are, but I find something new, something more special about you every time we speak. I love you. Salaam⦠till the next salaamā¦. You know Iāll be missing you : ) xxx
“When I'm older and my daughter asks me who my first love was, I don't want to have to pull out a photo album … I wan't to be able to point across the room and say, 'he's sitting right there….' “
*deep sigh*
I got the same!
Here's an idea: Let's go together and overrun Tayba's home! rotflmbo
OHHHHH!!!! *THE LOVE IS HERE!*
ROTFLMAO! I am soooooooooooo SORRY! LMAO! I didn't read all of the thread. Your reply made me go back to see if I'd missed a joke or something . lmao *giggles*
You SHOULD be here tooooo!! Come already!! Save me from my essays! Let's watch dvds! lol and control my baby brother for me too!!!! lmao! if I talk to rani on the phone he asks if it is Nessa. Your lil boyfriend is asking about u .
*hug*
*looks confused*, huh? lol. Did I miss something? I'm so tired lol. =(
Scarry:
Can't throw the sweets out just yet, but thank you .