Searching for my inner place
Out of patience, out of balance, out of time
Out of breath, out of focus – these shapes in my mind
Who is this face I see
Why is this happening to me
Out of patience, out of balance, out of time
Out of breath, out of focus – these shapes in my mind
Things are changing
So much arranging of my life
I must take hold
I'll keep on spinning until I find myself again
So I woke up and there's the moon
Seems to have risen just a little soon
But who's calling out my name anyway?
I'm disorientated
I'm trying not to be jaded
When it's all so complicated
'cause I'm a little disorientated
Walking in a different space
Looking back just in case
Out of patience, out of balance, out of time
Out of breath, out of focus – these shapes in my mind
Love is forever
Hate was in the never
Out of patience, out of balance, out of time
Out of breath, out of focus – these shapes in my mind
Things are changing
So much arranging of my life
I must take hold
I'll keep on spinning until I find myself again
So I woke up and there's the clock
It was ticking backwards had I forgot
But what day is it anyway?
I'm disorientated
I'm trying not to be jaded
When it's all so complicated
'cause I'm a little disorientated
Things are changing
So much arranging of my life
I must take hold
I'll keep on spinning until I find myself again
So I woke up and saw the sun
Seems like my life has just begun
How 'bout I start it today anyway?
Nope, na-uh, sorry. Only I rock her world!
Take a look at my body
Look at my hands
There's so much here
That I don't understand
Your face saving promises
Whispered like prayers
I don't need them
I don't need them
I've been treated so wrong
I've been treated so long
As if I'm becoming untouchable
Contempt loves the silence
It thrives in the dark
With fine winding tendrils
That strangle the heart
They say that promises
Sweeten the blow
But I don't need them
No, I don't need them
I've been treated so wrong
I've been treated so long
As if I'm becoming untouchable
….. I'm a slow dying flower
Frost killing hour
The sweet turning sour
And untouchable …..
O, I need
The darkness
The sweetness
The sadness
The weakness
I need this
I need
A lullaby
A kiss goodnight
Angel sweet
Love of my life
O, I need this
Do you remember the way
That you touched me before
All the trembling sweetness
I loved and adored?
Your face saving promises
Whispered like prayers
I don't need them
No, I don't need them
O, I need
The darkness
The sweetness
The sadness
The weakness
I need this
I need
A lullaby
A kiss goodnight
The angel sweet
Love of my life
I need this
Is it dark enough?
Can you see me?
Do you want me?
Can you reach me?
Or I'm leaving
You better shut your mouth
Hold your breath
Kiss me now you'll catch my death
O, I mean it
O.M.G!!!!!!!!!!
The forum finally let me in!!!!!!!!!
I was going crazy! lol
Tayba, you're soooooooo good luck!
lmao YAY. Ive missed you.
No one has the right to call our sister anything but honest, jaana. When I started to read her post, I was thinking, “How childish and pathetic can she get? I'm ignoring all this.” But when I came to what she said about Ninja, I swear man, she couldn't have angered me more if she had said something about me, but Ninja! She's like the epitome of honesty and purity and beauty! I was boiling with anger and I couldn't even let it out because I was with my family. I was dying to get to the computer to reply to it.
Ninja, my beautiful habeebi, I love you so much.
The only reason I replied was because of Ninja. She has all of my respect. Every last drop of it. And she doesn't deserve this ***.
I third this.
Ninja is the the most honest person I have ever met. Don't you ever dare try to call her dishonest again. You are insulting her beautiful personality by even comparing yourself to her, so don't you ever dare compare what you did with what she does. got it? get it. good. I've known her longer than you have, and I know her way better than you do. Plus, I have had the pleasure of knowing her off the internet (people like you ruin the honesty in the internet). If honesty could take the form of a human, it would take Ninja's form. Don't you even dare try to apologize to her, I know she'll forgive you if your sorry was sincere, but you aren't worthy of her forgiveness.
That's exactly it: If honesty could take the form of a human, it would take Ninja's form. And I know she'll forgive her too. That is why I am saying, they aren't in the LEAST comparable. I don't think anything on this forum has ever angered me more than when she called my sister dishonest. I'm literally shaking with rage right now.
Scarry… do you realise why people are upset? Because your sarcasm at the beginning of the posts where you refer to yourself with two different personalities doesn't seem to know why. I have experienced this type of dishonesty before which led to my heart being broken. And this same dishonesty has left people angry and confused….
The forum isn't working properly for ninja, she wanted me to pass you this message:
“Okay, Scarry, no, that's not the reason I changed my name on Facebook. I wasn't trying to annoy or play mind games with my people I call my friends. You can't compare that to what you did here. Facebook is something private. And everyone who's on my profile, knows me well. They know me enough to know whether I'm honest or dishonest. And when I changed my name, it was a prank my friend and I planned for a close friend. So you can't throw something like that in my face in order to justify your actions here. It comes nowhere close. I messed around with my friend because I knew I had that right. It's different. Thank you very much.”
the tribe has spoken (tho one is busy drinking beer than anything else) and have decided that we need to boot out someone from the bolly island. unique…i know this is tough for u but hang in there..u can swim rite? but on 2nd thots..mebe we can still keep u arnd here for the time being 😉
so to the one booted out: we can do this the easy way or the hard way…easy way, just walk to the plank and jump off the ship. hard way…i will let senorJ recite his 101 stories that will last roughly about 3 days and 14 hrs, before u eventually walk the plank. yr call.
1) Why don't you just say that you don't want me to leave? .
2) I actually like listening to the buddha's stories! I know I'd choose the hard way!!!
tayba – i loooooove ur lil bro! He's such a sweetified lil kid! He sure does know all the right things to say.
lmao he's a bhabi ka chamcha!!!!!
Aww Tabs … feel better soon hun .. and go to the doctor if you dont get better!!!
~~Gets lots of rest too~~~ Dont forget – its important!!~~~
Your lil bro sounds adorable!!!
I will, thanks Kavi .
lol he can be adorable, but he's so naughty!
I feel like throwing up… I think I ate a bad waffle .
must be yr own cooking!
My brother is annoying me
he should do that more often. i can give some pointers to him.
No it actually wasn't my own cooking, but if it were, I wouldn't eat it, I'd test it on you first .
and you don't annoy me one bit, so what the heck could he learn from you?!
The sun goes down on another day
Feels like winter is here to stay
Snow clouds gather in the northern sky
Looks like it's gonna be a cold dark night
Summer seems like a long lost friend
I pray for the warmth of its touch again
Down in the deepest part of me
The wintertime comes and the warm sun leaves
The ground gets hard and the heart gets cold
But I hold on tight to the truth I know
There's an Indian summer
Just around the corner
I can feel the warm breeze
Beginning to blow
There's an Indian summer
Just around the corner
I can feel the warm breeze
Though it's cold here inside
And the fire's burning low
There's an Indian summer coming I know
The snow owl sings her mournful song
The gray skies keep on rollin' on
In silhouette stand bare trees,
I'm doin' my best to believe
There's an Indian summer
Just around the corner
I can feel the warm breeze
Beginning to blow
There's an Indian summer
Just around the corner
Though it's cold here inside
And the fire's burning low
There's an Indian summer coming I know
The sun will be there waiting
When I need it the most
Sure as seasons change, there's one thing I know
There's an Indian summer
Just around the corner
I can feel the warm breeze
Beginning to blow
Beginning to blow
There's an Indian summer
Just around the corner
Though it's cold here inside
And the fire's burning low
There's an Indian summer coming I know
There's an Indian summer coming I know…
Nesssss! You're singing according to my mood too! lmao. I love those lyrics. A lot. .
…thanks Cootie Queen!
For you:
She's got a smile that heals me
I don't know what it is
But I have to laugh when she reveals me
She's got a way of talkin'
I don't know why it is
But it lifts me up when we are walkin' anywhere
She comes to me when I'm feelin' down
Inspires me without a sound
She touches me and I get turned around
She's got a way of showin'
How I make her feel
And I find the strength to keep on goin'
She's got a light around her
And ev'rywhere she goes a million
Dreams of love surround her ev'rewhere
…Mary Poppins loves you very much!
Ms. Poppins, that was a beautiful dedication. I especially like the last two lines so much. As for the rest… … Thank You. I loved it & I love you!!!
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The librarian gave me choco eggs and FERRERO ROCHER! one time I told her how much I loved them, and she decided to gimme a prezy for spring break. I LUB HER!
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Ferrero Rocher are my most fave chocos of alll timeeeee!!!!!!! I want some too. No fair. Share you BUM!!!
We got two easter eggs from teachers and people we know, but no chocolate that I'm that crazy about. I've been trying to keep a look out to see whether they make a Ferrero Rocher type easter egg. I can just *drools* imagine it *drools*
An easter egg size Ferrero Rocher!!!!! Yummmmm!!!!!
Once when I was in Greece, we found Ferrero Rocher ice creams. It was the best part of the whole trip (apart from the beautiful beach and cosy villa). We don't get them in London. They were so gorgeously yummilicious!!!!
Yes OKAY Tayba's craving chocolates! Big deal! lmao a girl's gotta have what a girl's gotta have!!!! .
Tayba – lemme show u a trick with the buddha. let him email you, then wait a while (a long while) to email back, then he might email you a random email (depends on ur luck), then u reply to both emails in one. Then he will reply again (might take a day or two, bechara buddha, he's a senior, na? we have to feel for him) then u email him after a while. that way, he is the one waiting for YOUR emails.
LMAO! *Claps hands* Well observed Rani, well observed!!! Rufflez I lubberz ju buttwipe!!!! <3
I feel like throwing up… I think I ate a bad waffle . And my cough seems to have been here forever!!!! lol my grandma says that if I don't go to the doctor by Wednesday, she won't talk with me. Lmao, damn emotional blackmail!!!! Guess I gotta go now!!!!!
My brother is annoying me. lol he's making me mad and each time I get mad at him he says “you look so beautiful when you're mad!!!” How's a girl supposed to keep an angry face after such comments!!!! Stupid boy. Lmbo.
In the name of Allah, the Merciful, the Very Merciful.
You have made some very good points and asked many good questions, here is my reply:
Of course there are other scriptures that encourages this, in fact, the other scriptures talk about the sin of 'being with others' while being married.
this is incorrect, as if you look in to the bible for example, there are chapters which show that Abraham committed incest with his own daughters in the cave of a mountain. that they made him drunk and then bore his children. likewise we find in another chapter that solomon had 99 wives. then in another chapter we find that prostitution is found.
Question : Do you think many men out there are fit or able to marry many women and provide equally for them? Giving the same-equal amount of basically everything he has [including himself]?
Of course there is, however do not forget that it is a stipulation and condition of marriage that the man can only marry a second time if he has enough wealth. there is a type of man who is God-fearing but society as it is portrays all men to be pigs. this is not the case, there are lots of good men who can maintain a wife.
lastly u mentioned, I have a question : I really doubt this, especially since you just quoted the above but… Is it alright for a muslim man to abuse[beat] his wife if she does something he doesnt like?
No, it is completely wrong for a man to beat his wife, it is the perfection of faith to be kind to ones wife. Infact, the Prophet (May peace and blessings be upon him) rebuked those who did hit their wives
i have above mentioned somethings about Christianity. No offence has been intended, rather a just comparative analysis on scriptures. Forgive me if i have created any bitter feelings as it was not my intention.
Slave of the One who is Free From All Defects
So THIS is what you've been doing since we last spoke! lmao!
Lmao *ducks*
Ninja – I thought you slept and then woke up! What have you been doing since we last spoke?
Sleep well jaan, I love you.