Long time no speak person abv me. How's college? x
When I was a child, the story would say
Somebody would sweep you off your feet someday.
That's what I hoped would happen with you,
more then you could know.
I wanted to tell you, that my heart's in your hands.
I prayed for the day that I would get the chance,
'N just when I worked up, the courage to try.
Much to my surprise,
you had somebody else
'Cos these feelings, I keep to myself.
I may never get to hold you so tight,
I may never get to kiss you goodnight,
I may never get to look deep in your eyes,
or so it seems.
I always will be wishing you were mine,
I think about what could be all the time,
all the happiness that I could find.
Baby…a girl can dream.
From the moment I wake up, 'til I fall asleep,
I imagine you not with her, but with me.
Talking and laughing, sharing our dreams,
it's just a fantasy, 'cos you had somebody else,
'cos these feelings I keep to myself.
I may never get to hold you so tight,
I may never get to kiss you goodnight,
I may never get to look deep in your eyes,
or so it seems.
I always will be wishing you were mine,
I think about what could be all the time,
all the happiness that I could find.
Baby…a girl can dream.
A girl can dream…it's true….
………and to call you my own,
it's the sweetest dream known………
'3ayzah alamlem albee
I just want to gather my shattered heart
wahdun nafsi wamshee ba'eed
I just want to hug myself and walk away
'3ayzah atayyib garhee
I just want to heal this wound
aywah ahtayyib garhee akeed
Yes, I will heal this wound
'3ayzah hubbak yib'id 'annee
I want your love to stay far from me
'3ayzah garhak yukhrug minnee
I want your wound to heal and leave me
Lazem a'l'lem albee ana yi'saa
I need to teach my heart to become strong
wi lazem yinsaa wi lazem a'eesh
And It has to forget, I have to live…
Kunti ba'ishlak kulli sineeni
I used to live all my years for you
ulti zamani ha'eeshu ma'ak
I thought I'd spend my life with you
Kunti bahebak awi ya habeebi
I used to love you so much
lamma bitib'id bastannak
When you were away, I'd wait for you
Kunti bahessi ma'ak haga tanyah
I used to feel something else when I was with you
Kunti fi '3eni kulli dunya
You were everything in my eyes…
Lazem a'l'lem albee ana yi'saa
I need to teach my heart to become strong
wi lazem yi'saa wi lazem a'eesh
And It has to forget, I have to live…
Oh jaan… those lyrics are beyond beautiful… they describe what I'm feeling right now too. I don't want you to feel this way… give me your sadness na? You take my smiles. I miss you oh so hekka very much and your fb status has worried me. Know that I'm thinking of you, loving you and duaing for you…. I love you. *hugs her fish tight*
Chandni – *smile slowly spreads on face* The whatchumacallit sign for the moon is an “S”… aaaaaaaah! Jaana, can't wait for tomorrow, can't wait for Wednesday… (VUT?!?! Estupid Bollywood! No pixed heart, only broken vun? grrrrr!) Insha'Allah all will go well. Ameen – Thumma Ameen! I love you.
lmbo. That reminds me, I have to tell you something *grins as Rani becomes oh so very impatient* …. *grins some more*
. I love you too bum!
G'morning ya'll
Hiya =) how goes it?
boo… dreams change over time, but reality stays the same… I love you.
really jaan? What if our dreams become reality? Doesn't that mean reality changes? The only constant in life is change .
True… I love change, good change…
dreams? reality? lol. do dreams really become reality?
I'm doubting life… *siiiigh*
Hold on my darlings.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6E5mflYT1No
Love,
Khushi…………………………………x
Beautiful lyrics… I love her songs. Khushi, cannot tell you how nice it was to see you back here, if but for a second. Hope you're doing well hunny …….xx
boo… dreams change over time, but reality stays the same… I love you.
really jaan? What if our dreams become reality? Doesn't that mean reality changes? The only constant in life is change .
True… I love change, good change…
dreams? reality? lol. do dreams really become reality?
I'm doubting life… *siiiigh*
Jaan we must accept all changes in life, it's all part of our growth, na?
Of course dreams can become reality, hun. Why not? Remember, All Allah has to say is Be. And it will be . Don't doubt life jaan, you're just only 18, you have so much to see inshaAllah. Keep faith & good things will happen inshaAllah. Ameen, thumma ameen.
It's been the longest winter without you……. see, somehow I can't forget you……. .
I have such sweet yet painful memories of this song.
I remember once missing someone (ahem.. lol), because I hadn't heard from him in a whole day, and I was listening to this song on repeat… and I check my mail, and what do I see… a new e-mail from him! Oh, how my heart lit up! I remember thinking, “You crazy girl… see, he loves you..”
If only I could go back in time and tell my younger, more innocent self… that one day is nothing to wait for someone you love. Cherish these days when one day flies by so quickly, and you are with the person you most want to be with again…. for one day the time will come when you have to wait months.. when each day will stretch out as if to forever………. sigh.
Listening to this song isn't going to bring him back. It's not going to light my heart up. But can you blame me for hoping, somewhere deep deep down inside my heart…?
No jaan… no one can blame you. Love is all about keeping that hope alive, even if its hidden somewhere deep deep deep down inside your heart. I love that song . I love you
Maybe not for you… but certain people are waiting for the day they'll be able to get rid of me.
Well then it's their loss and somebody else's beautiful, amazing gain. You're a gem.
Thumma Ameen… But I'm not strong… I can't do what I need to do… *siiigh*
You are strong. And you'll do what you need to do when the time is right. I love you .
Rani – I hate the lecture too! lol I try my best to avoid it. If I can't then I just sit there like “are you done..” lol.
LMAO ness that's so true. Everytime we talk, I gotta run, hide, or pretend to be asleep. Rofl. But its so worth it!!!!!!! <3333
And this is the sms I'm gifted shortly after the abrupt “I love you so much! Bye!!” *click of the phone*
Brilliant! lmbo
Lmao!! It is worth it every time!! It's so funny LOL that time when the tv somehow switched on and you thought the man speaking was my dad!! LOL!!! I miss you!!!! I love you!!!!!
…………… and every time I see one of Tayba's message – oh my word this is true by the way – once Tayba sent me an e-mail at 2.00 a.m. (as usual..) and I opened the e-mail and I actually had to close the darn window before fully finishing it because I was cracking up in front of the computer screen and if anyone saw me, they would think I was bonkers! Sigh! I could have just minimised the window or something, but no – Boo has to panic and close the window down and then sit there curiously until she has stopped giggling so she can open it again!
Sigh! *shakes head* Madness!
Lmao you crack me up! Only you would close the entire window instead of minimising it! rofl. The best emails are those sent after 2 am
They make the least sense and the best laughs
. Madness, indeed
. Mwaaah!
HHEEEELLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PPPPPPPPPPPLLLLLLLLLLLL WWWWHHHHHHAAAAAAAATTTTTTZZZZZZZZZZZZZ UUUUUUUUUPPPPPPPPPPP
*so much noise* lmbo. Heyyyyyyyyy Marineeeeeeee!!! Hows ju?!
boo… dreams change over time, but reality stays the same… I love you.
really jaan? What if our dreams become reality? Doesn't that mean reality changes? The only constant in life is change .
Tayba – lucky you…
I hope so… InshaAllah .
Woah!!! So you're graduating soon! Congratulations!!!
InshaAllah 🙂 Thanks.. x
I'm just a girl, my apologies
What I've become is so burdensome…
Don't apologise for who you are. You, beautiful, are never a burden. Ever.
When I am down and oh my soul so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be…
There is no life – no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be…
These are beautiful lyrics. JazakaAllah habeebati. Like I told you on the phone today, you are stronger than you even know. Believe me, I am a silent observer of it. I love you. You'll get through it all and still be able to smile genuinely, InshaAllah. Ameen, thumma ameen. *Hug*