lmao. Ninja, that jerk! I'm doing some creative writing and I asked Ninja to read the story for me:
Tabz – isha says:
that's it so far lol. its not all that.
Ramadan Kareem!!! says:
wow
Ramadan Kareem!!! says:
i love it
Ramadan Kareem!!! says:
lol
Tabz – isha says:
really?
Ramadan Kareem!!! says:
ur an idiot
Tabz – isha says:
aw jazakaAllah
Tabz – isha says:
not for being an idiot LMAO
Tabz – isha says:
wrong timing
Ramadan Kareem!!! says:
LMAO
Ramadan Kareem!!! says:
😀
Tabz – isha says:
rofll
Ramadan Kareem!!! says:
display name
Tabz – isha says:
lmaoooo that's 3 today. MAN SAY SOMETHIN STUPID TOO!
Ramadan Kareem!!! – Me: You're an idiot. T: aw JazakaAllah says:
lmao
Ramadan Kareem!!! – Me: You're an idiot. T: aw JazakaAllah says:
nannanananananaaaaaaaa
Tabz – isha says:
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lmao ah touche.
Welll welllll wellllll…..
I gotz nothing rofl.
You are the coolest person I'll ever meet. You see, I tried to meet my reflection, but it wouldn't shake my hand. So I guess I'll give you the title. rofl and the late night talk starts…..
It's the truth jaan. I love you.
Always
You're worth it!
Don't worry jaana, you're back na? The place has already brightened up .
Lmao. The year has gone pretty fast hasn't it? I gotta wake for Sehri in about two hours lol but I'm still up =D
I'm here hun. I dunno where the rest r tho!
You're a dork but I love you too x
Khair Mubarak! Meeeeeeee tooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! A whole month and no shaytaan. Shame on that *&^*&%%& !!!! Aaah, I love this month.
*hugs and doesn't let go* I've missed everything about you! Like your late reactions LOLL, Ninja says she threw a party in the honour of me calling, AFTER I had hung up. ROFL!!!
Seriously I did. i bought everyone candy and cupcakes. & even when rani called, I kept reminding everyone the whole day… literally. lmao
LMAO! I LOVE YOU! I was the whole day too!!
*shakes forum attempting to revive it*
COME ON PEEEEEEPAAAAAL!!! =( =(
Lmao good luck. It's dying…. *runs so she can't kill me again*
………………….. & the ninja is baaaaaaaaaackkkkkkkk!
Tayba jerk – i was surprised that you called… but I reacted after you hung up. lmao =P
*hugs and doesn't let go* I've missed everything about you! Like your late reactions LOLL, Ninja says she threw a party in the honour of me calling, AFTER I had hung up. ROFL!!!
Hey everyone! I spoke to Ninja a few days ago, it felt so good to have her yell at me! I miss that bum hekka much! All is well with her, Alhamdulillah and she told me she would be leaving on Wednesday, arriving on Thursday, and settled in by Friday. But she spoke to the idiotic Tayba and Tayba says she's gonna be here (BEAUTIFUL AMERICA! I know she's gonna be thinking “home sweet home” lmao! I LOVE this place!) on Wednesday. So insha'Allah she'll be here this week!
INSHA'ALLAH! AMEEN! THUMMA AMEEN!
You saaaali! idiotic tera sar! Lmao she told me that she was coming home on Wednesday! Iono what time her flight is! She could be here anytime this week InshaAllah lol! It felt so good to hear her voice, she was so confused lmao. I go 'It's Tayba' she's like 'I know!' I go, 'WELL BE SURPRISED THEN!' lmao!!! . Silly Fish!!!
Sing to me the song of the stars… Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far, sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.
So I lay my head back down, and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours. I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're my Only Hope.
Thanks Princess. Big girls don't cry.
It's okay to sometimes tho, na? It's what makes us human I guess… I love that quote, 'Tears are the words the heart can't say'…
Tomorrow is my first day of College. Ninja was supposed to be with me. We were supposed to take classes together. But she isn't back from Yemen yet. I miss her so much. It's been waaay too long since I haven't spoken to her properly. I miss those days when we called each other everyday. How I'd call her mom and try to get her to be less annoyed (she didn't like the fact that we talked every day) by talking to her in Arabic. It didn't work. How Ninja would get scared every time she called my house and my dad picked up. I still remember the night we stayed up till 5 a.m cuz my dad was in Afghanistan and how her dad was all chilled out and was telling her mom something like, “Relax, what's the big deal? She's talking to Rani.” The days we planned to meet each other and how our parents almost always ruined our plans. And how when we did meet, we'd hug for like 10 minutes! And how I'd call afterwards and ask if her mom was mad and she'd say, “yeah, but it was worth it.” And the day I was singing to her on the phone and her dad heard and gives her a funny look and she said something like “she's singing me a love song.” And then she'd giggle on the phone and be like “my dad thinks we're gay.” And the day I was in her room and her brother walked in the room with no shirt on and ran super fast as soon as he saw me and Ninja and I cracked up and couldn't stop laughing and her siblings looked at us and laughed as well. I miss her late replies, her late laughs, her screaming at the kids, her screaming at me! I miss her.
*siiiiigh*
Sigh indeed. It's been Seventy Eight days and counting…. but InshaAllah soon she will be back. I really miss her too. Beyond words… I called today but her voice was distant and the line was bad. Sigh!
Come back soon, you crazy fish!
She was real to you.
*weak smile*
Alishia you seem to have deleted your post… just wanted to say thank you .
Hey hun, Im sorry to hear that you feel this way …
How can you miss someone who was never really yours? It seems confusing hun, but I guess it is possible … eventhough the person was never really yours …… the bond that you formed with them (even if its in your mind/thoughts/emotions) can last forever … and sometimes we find..when that person is absent… our mind/emotions/thoughts constantly remind us of them …… and it can hurt alot right? Think of the positive side..? You made a good relationship with someone..you created a bond…that will have a lasting effect on you. Dont feel too discouraged … day by day, you will see how much stronger you will become.
How can it hurt this much? If it hurts that much ….. I wont doubt the pain; If it hurts that much … I cant take it away … but I can listen… Im here if you need me!
How can you still love them after knowing such a big truth about them? How can they even enter your mind? I know exactly how you feel on this one .. I've had a horrid experience with someone … and the truth is… Im guilty of it and I cant even explain why .. up to this day .. how that person could enter my mind over and over….after I know what they did to me; I just dont understand hwo it works..and WHY i cant just tell them to get lost; I guess… sometimes, the past has to be left in the past .. and I will tell anyone this : If you realize that what happened in the past is affecting your life soo greatly and even dangerously, then dont stay knowing that person … just give yourself some space .. trust me… it will be really hard … to be with that person, live with that person, go out with that person…if you have this sorta…hatred type thing going on deep inside of you..
How can you miss what was not even real? IT doesnt have to be real for you to miss it; people miss various types of emotions when they are not feeling them; people miss thinking about certain things; people miss thinking about things that they made up … it doest have to be real for you to miss it … but if you understand that you miss it this much… can you try to go back to it? If you cant… maybe you can let it live with you forever … and day by day, you will be able to live easier without it.
Im here for you if you need me*hug* Dont bottle up your feelings
Kavi… thanks so much for your advice. I may not be able to express it, but I smiled at your words and it made me feel a little better. I'm sorry you've had an experience that made you feel similar to what I felt that day. I pray that you are able to move past it without letting it hurt you. *hug*
No, I can't go back to what I was missing. But that's okay. Sometimes things that are done can't be undone. It's just the way life is sometimes, na?
Thank you for being there, it means a lot to me . xxx