[Mukesh]

Nessa:

Nothing can make you high
Or put fire in your eyes
Or give you a chance to fly
When you need the wings
When all that you’ve got is doubt
And nothing can stop you from feeling down
But I know

I know exactly how you feel

Can you believe
When you’re on your knees
Begging and pleading
Can you believe
When all that you’ve got is doubt
And no one to pull you out
When your heart is slowing down
Can you believe

The person I love the most
Is so far away
And no other medicine or promise is
Gonna heal me
But I got to believe
That he and me
Will be together
Cause that’s all I got
Can you believe

Can you believe when all hope seems gone
When your mother and father can’t keep you safe from harm
Can you forgive in your heart
Can you ask for forgiveness
When nobody else believes, can you believe
Can you believe in yourself

If nobody’s watchin
If somebody’s watchin
You will never know

Can you believe

Can you believe in yourself

wooopsi doooo…now ye taking thoughts right outa my mind??? hahahahaha

I feel like this tooo, but u knw that already…

btw, I believe u u will be ok, Scarry se promise

[Mukesh]

okies dis is a surpirse….

why didnt u mention this?? nywyz my darling Di …thanks……. a lil cute dove said to me that

without such tough times, how am I expected to grow stronger?? …so dnt be sowrie just glad that

am not insane yet…and dis has nuthing to do with the recent storms …

i knw u hold true to yr words above coz u have been here, kept me

from losing myself to god knows what hahahahaaaaa……

just being with me, talking to me, listening to me, even the lil silences has helped me

in ways I cant explain…well I can but my thought process is still a bit muddy …

Sums for u to ponder on… but for everyone else to think about carefully:

was just thinking about this saying I have and our conv and EVERYTHING else…and thought it is appropriate…

no hidden meanings, just as it is nah>>>>??? why cant life be as simple…no I meant people

“”think carefully, speak truthfully, decide correctly

talk softly, act faitfully, behave properly

you are bound to succeed in any walk of life

you will enjoy peace of mind and happiness ( hmmm am wondering bout this one hahahaha)

and most importantly, u will have a CLEAR conscience… 9 this i can agree to )

you will enjoy inexhaustible spiritual wealth….MY PERSONAL AIM….””

love u Ness…U are by far the bestest 🙂 …thanks for being my strength hon..

okies dis is dedicated to me: hhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeee heeeeeeeeeeeeee hahahahahaaaaaa…

wat if I listen to me heart??? Oh my …disasters upon disasters I foresee….

“”listen to yr heart…..

I dnt nw where ur going …i dnt knw…bla bla bla lol

listen to yr heart….””

ps: Blame it on da mood…thinking of E heheheheheheeee……

[Mukesh]

kavita_0026:

1 Q –

Who is King Fish?

Kavs

Who else, my poochikinz off coz J

Ness, calls Nitzkar Kingfish…

U knw she has a penchant for keeping errr hmmm unusual Nics..

[Mukesh]

Unique_princess:

lol that would be you then =D

for sure, its him Taybz…

” cosmic, ruler of ROTTEN fish “”

[Mukesh]

Atulji:

You are most welcome to be my guest at my place…

Yes 'Atul' is my real name….

oh my…am speechless, thanks dude, will def visit when am in India…

u better not have amnesia bout this invite coz I hve witnesses lol

oh an if u ever here In beautiful SA, u can visit my home in durban hahahaha

my mom will def make u feel at home…and if want sum of Scarrys cooking

then u can come up to my place in Jozis…

soo Atul, where about in India are u from?? if u dnt mind my asking??

[Mukesh]

Nessa:

shortii4u:

GOBHI KE PARANTHE..

Zilla, it's…hmmm…cauliflower bread…more or less.

And its delish!

ooookkaaaaaaaaay, am not a cauliflower person an am thinking or imagining how a bread made of it wud taste..

hmmm now I wanna taste this ……thanks hun..:-)

atulji:

How about Non alcoholic Pinacolada?

WAT?? i want the alcoholic pina colada…hmmmm imagine Scarry Drunk …wow wat a sight

neva mind…btw neva heard of non-alcoholic pna colada's??????

Yummy!

banana mango smoothie?

eeeyuk…to this…prefer eating mangos than having the juice hahahaha

[Mukesh]

Dnt have any SPARE time …been sooo busy I feel like a damn zombie

Hmmm, actually have a list of things I wanna do WHEN I get sum spare time,

Here goes….

1. Sit in front of my lapppy and type away from dawn till dusk, until am exhausted

letting it all out hahahahaha…

1. Need to bake my infamous choc coated biscuits and mail to Mara and Ness…
2. get my portfolio sorted out
3. when I am in Durbs again an everything is calmer, I wanna walk on the beach bare feet, just walk, feeling the wind in my hair ….reaching nowhere….then I wanna sit and watch the sunset, it’s the most beautiful site eva…

will leave it here

next Q: what wud u like to do if/when u’r opportune with spare time??

[Mukesh]

tails

[Mukesh]

Hmmmm heard china is a lekker plek, soooo guess China…

South Africa or Madagascar??/

Lol ..

[Mukesh]

Persoon oop ek is my klein suster, hoe gaan dit meisie?? Ek het jy baie vermiss or is it gemiss hahahaha lol…

Baie dankie vir die kort brief…and dats all I am saying in Afrikaans for now…

My new favorite Album ***shakalaka Boom boom*** check out the music..

Bbbeeeeeeeeeaaaaauuuttttttttiiifulllllllllllll, cant help but smile everytime I listen to the title track…hahaha..chat sooon luwie…mmmwaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh, tonza luv and hugz to ye..

[Mukesh]

Hmm I think I knw wat dis is, its like a sweet/sourrrrry tamarind Indian sweet r8 Kavz???

Well dis depends entirely on my moods…

Sumtimes yuk sumtimes yum..

Right now…YUK…

Next: cocktails, no specifics, any of yr choice…

[Mukesh]

OMG, my sister just called me to let me know that theres a huge storm back in Durbs

Theres sum sort of alignment with the sun, moon or wateva

Which is causing a major catastrophe

Half my town is being evacuated as I speak/type for fear of perhaps another tsunami ..

Daaaaaaamn and my mom didn’t tell me a thing about it when she called last night

Kindly keep my people in your prayer , it is sincerely appreciated

[Mukesh]

Scarry se wereld …

I am sooooooooooooooooooo damn tired off everything that’s been happening lately, that I am at a point where I would literally like to leave this world or shut myself out completely from everyone and everything.

Time and again there are people out here who makes me question life and what is true and what is not…more importantly, who is true and who is not..

I am at a stalemate with this..

TRUST/HONESTY, believe me this is an essential tool to living a godamn decent life, if no-one had said this to you previously then its about time you begin thinking about what it is and how it affects us in our daily lives, with the people we love or come into contact with.

Why I interlink both trust and honesty?? Simply because I cant live my life without both, in order for any relationship by whatever name you call it, to succeed or prosper or ‘breathe’ there has got to be honesty and trust in it…without both from ‘both sides’ one cannot call it a mutual true relationship..

Sooo here I am once more trying to figure out why people would lie to me or cause unnecessary pain and uncertainty and doubt?? Why are people so selfish like this?? I know this is life and there are such people out here in the world waiting to bring hurt into our lives.. and I also know that at times we bring this onto ourselves when we let such people into our lives, which brings me to my question?? How do we know who to trust??

I am appalled and sick of it all, I really cannot take all of this anymore…there’s a limit to my trusting nature and when I feel that there’s more than what meets the eye, I begin to wonder if all of this is even worth it…

I don’t doubt people and truly believe that as evil or nasty as one may seem, there’s definitely some good somewhere deep inside but that may be silly ol scarry having false hopes..

Why do people use another for their selfish purposes in the name of friendship??

Friendships to me are li

[Mukesh]

ooooh kavz

tell u wat…will have a chat to my fwends back home

they are ***friendly *** with shah rukh so when u do decide to visit India or however

whenever …willl ask them to make a plann or try to

heard hes a sweeeeeethart…

but am not into drooooling over em actors

well sonu on the other hand …lol

[Mukesh]

I woke up today
Woke up wide awake
In an empty bed
Staring at an empty room
I have myself to blame
For the state I'm in today
And now dying
Doesn't seem so cruel
And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway
Anymore

I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?

[Mukesh]

okies u gotta send sum over for testing

mine is CIRO

yum yum yum

same Q

[Mukesh]

Nessa:

Person above me is my little sis, who is due for a goody shipment…soon!

Please feel better & know that 'I got ya'

I do feel better my BIG sista, thanks to u

and btw, U are due for a Goooody shipment …sooon as well

watch ye mail or door or however u guys get packages theres

speak sooon okies

luw u hun

mmwah

[Mukesh]

WAT accident????????? who was in an accident????????

damn…

shakzeee my luvie…lol me missssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss ye

**********hhhhhhhhhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugggggggggggzzzzzzzzzzz************

[Mukesh]

Atulji:

hey scarface, ofcourse I am a guy. That Vada Paav is famous dish in Mumbai/Pune

Shakalaka Baby, I never had that pizza…can try…

Next: Hyderabadi Biryani

Great..super, so am assuming u are from India…better…am going to be there early next year

will hook up so u can get your mom, wife or yourself to coook sum up for me ..wat say??????

neeeed sum goood indian food in my system…*****i misss HOME *****

ANYWAYS….u NEVA had pizza…omg ***faints*** lol

okies just had sum for lunch , if I read this earlier wudve sent sum through this screeen …lol

well u better have sum…lekkker ….hmmmm divine 🙂

BTW is dis yr name: Atul???? Me likes its…

oh welll ….

[Mukesh]

Food in general: yummy. I like eating… But, of course, it depends on the sort of food… Really Scar Face: “You should really be more specific”

lol

hmm will think about it okies

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