[Mukesh]

kavita_0026:

ali – hi how r u hun.. its okay abt the email thing i knoooo sometimes its so hard to reply n stuff when u're like totally loaded with all these crazy things to do its totally fine

n plus don worry abt tryin to reply to mah email gawd… sum1 reading them must be get so confused have no idea how to reply in the 1st place

yesh i m going to need some of that magic dust for my exams
n i wish u cud give me some so i cud sprinke sprinkle sprinkle all over my body so i cud become REFINED and beautiful as the wide open sky and wonderful as the deep blue sea and and and everything that is nice and so that i wont be invisible to the world any longer because at least some person would be forced to SEE me through their lens

why did u cut ur hair hun?! or was it juz a shape up or sumthin? well i really wish we cud get together n with marine too n u guyz cud teach me all the tricks of the trade yesh yesh that wud be so magical ..being with u guys! oh gawd my heart wud melt n splatter all ova the place

abt the oreo thing — nooooo idont wanna dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

right now…im so upset n maddened by gnawing feelings that wont stop biting into my flesh that is already bleeding ; dont know what to do now all out of hope but will sit here in this little corner i call my world and b e eaten away

kav

u knw if I were there, u wud be running for ye life for talking such crap…

now listen to me okies, your didi at this very moment has a major crisis to deal with, its not that i dnt know HOW to answer yr mail,

its just that I want to give u the right advise and am not even in the right frame of mind to think logically

sooo be patient with me hun ok

and dnt think that I have forgotten coz ur in my thoughts and duas all the time…

just know that i truly love u lotz ok…

***hugz****

[Mukesh]

kavita_0026:

why do life have to be so screwed up some times, so confusing that you just have no idea as to what ideas to even have
why can guys lie so much & feel that it might be okay b/c that is what GUYS do & that girls are the ones that “have to be the decent ones”

& why do girls always wrap around their emotions too extreme

i just dont know but its not wrong for someone to be wrapped around their emotions but its wrong for someone to play with them or hurt them on purpose

i just dont know what to say anymore or whatever

n im so scared of the world its unbelievable im invisible to the world however i wish if god can send me some magic to change all that n that i can become someone and show those who like to hurt me or show me that i am not the only thing that makes them happy

take it easy sweetness, me will send u an email by tom morn ok…dnt

let it get u down hun..

[Mukesh]

boo:

kavita_0026:

i just dont know but its not wrong for someone to be wrapped around their emotions but its wrong for someone to play with them or hurt them on purpose

n im so scared of the world its unbelievable im invisible to the world however i wish if god can send me some magic to change all that n that i can become someone and show those who like to hurt me or show me that i am not the only thing that makes them happy

Kavita…

My two cents…

NOBODY can hurt you unless you let them… you're only as strong as you want to be, or as strong as you feel… and if you don't feel strong from within, NOTHING will change.. ya hear me girl? NOTHING will change. The strength has to come from within you.. and until you stop feeling sad and sorry that the world is not as perfect as you expected it to be, ain't nothing that will change honey…

There are some situations in life (believe me – I have been there myself of late) where saying, “Whatever” and moving the **** on is the best thing to do. But unless you can find the voice in your heart saying that it IS the best thing to do, life won't change.. you have to want to change. I have not a clue how old you are, and I don't care how old you are… but you are mature enough to deal with this, Kavita… from what I see, you are mature enough.. and that is all that matters.

Nobody can fight your battles for you. Do it yourself honey. Because I think you owe that much to yourself. And, if you don't mind my bossy words.. which you are under no obligation to follow (I HATE – with a passion – telling people how to live their lives.) stop seeing the world in a negative light (basically, if I may be a little rude and blunt, stop complaining and whining and groaning like it's everyone else's fault except yours… it may well be their fault, but it is first and foremost YOURS for letting their faults hurt you so much.). It won't get you ANYWHERE.

See, now you probably understand why I believe I am my only strength. Lol. Don't feel hurt or offended, OK? Not my intention.. 🙂

wooooohoooooo Boo, and here I thot I was having a bad day…J/k Yaar…

[Mukesh]

kavita_0026:

Ali – ! Marine was saying alright she gets it you dont have to get YM b/c when we asked you you said okay you cant soo i guess she was just making a joke and say that you dont swing that way ( meaning..erm..you dont go in YM and chat and stuff? lol i dont know ask her ) but im 100% sure she isnt callin gyou a *** why would she do that!

LMAO…aaaw Kavz, hw r u luwie?? dnt worrie bout it…am kewl ..now let Mara explain what she meant…

amnot sure…must be my perverted mind nah?? lol….

lol i think marine knows she's beutiful lol marine do u?!!! yesh plzzzzzzz show ali ur pics ..i luv her pics i swear her lipz n eyes they're like soooooooo like beautifully made!

okies nw Mara better send em pics to me…yup I keep tellin da dame dat shes gorgeous..

[Mukesh]

kavita_0026:

Ali – ! Marine was saying alright she gets it you dont have to get YM b/c when we asked you you said okay you cant soo i guess she was just making a joke and say that you dont swing that way ( meaning..erm..you dont go in YM and chat and stuff? lol i dont know ask her ) but im 100% sure she isnt callin gyou a *** why would she do that!

LMAO…aaaw Kavz, hw r u luwie?? dnt worrie bout it…am kewl ..now let Mara explain what she meant…

amnot sure…must be my perverted mind nah?? lol….

lol i think marine knows she's beutiful lol marine do u?!!! yesh plzzzzzzz show ali ur pics ..i luv her pics i swear her lipz n eyes they're like soooooooo like beautifully made!

okies nw Mara better send em pics to me…yup I keep tellin da dame dat shes gorgeous..

[Mukesh]

In a time where the sun descends alone
I ran a long long way from home
To find a heart that's made of stone

I will try, I just need a little time
To get your face right out of my mind
To see the world through different eyes

Every time I see you oh I try to hide away
But when we meet it seems I can't let go
Every time you leave the room I feel I'm fading like a flower

Tell me why
When I scream there's no reply
When I reach out there's nothing to find
When I sleep I break down and cry
Cry, yeah

Every time I see you oh I try to hide away
But when we meet it seems I can't let go
Every time you leave the room I feel I'm fading like a flower

[Mukesh]

I've been there, done that
Ooh-ooh
(Yeah) been there, (yeah) done that
(I've been there, done that)

I gotta take some time
Say what's on my mind
Before I get too close to you
Cos I feel that I'm
About to cross the line
And there's no going back once I do

(So here's the key)
You've ever thought of falling so deep?
Am I pushing you out of your day
(How do you feel)
Gotta know your playing for keeps
Boy I won't accept anything less

Cos I've been there (been there)
Done that (done that)
I don't wanna get hurt again, matter of fact
I refuse to (refuse to)
Go back (go back)
To half-hearted promises, simple as that

(I've been there, done that)

Now I don't wanna rush
Get too into us
I need a little more from you
And I don't mean to fuss
But this is serious
And I hope that you feel that way too

(So here's the key)
You've ever thought of falling so deep?
Boy the time has come to confess
(How do you feel)
Gotta know your playing for keeps
Cos I won't accept anything less

Cos I've been there (been there)
Done that (done that)
I don't wanna get hurt again, matter of fact (don't wanna get hurt again)
I refuse to (refuse to)
Go back (go back)
To half-hearted promises, simple as that (to half-hearted promises, simple as that)

Tell me straight cos I ain't gonna wait
For you to break my heart
I wanna hear it, say that you mean it
Before we go too far……….

[Mukesh]

Alot of bridges
I shouldn't be so scared to move
Alot of lessons
I shouldn't be so scared to learn
If I could lose, you would Stop me
Hold on to what remains
And all I need to know is you treasured me
And help me be the most that I can be
And turn into the one last missing piece
When it all comes down

Alot of people dont seem to understand
My point of view
It doesn't matter 'cause i love the way i am with you
'Cause you can take what stopped

[Mukesh]

She was a friend of mine
Or so I thought at the time
How could I be so blind to trust her

She fooled me with her eyes
And hid behind a disguise
I've read between the lines and now I understand

Oh-oh, yeah-yeah-yeah-eh
Oh-oh, yeah-yeah-yeah-eh

She said she'd make it right
Told me to take it slow
But little did I know

She had a master plan
I had my head in the sand
But now it's plain to see

[Mukesh]

cloudy day with a nice breeze

yelloe or pink …as in colors

[Mukesh]

boo:

Scarry……

My thoughts and well-wishes are with him and you hun….

Am Rani ji,

Have a GREAT time!!

PS: You spelt “Sunday” correctly, but what happened to “owe”?

Mam, is dis Grammar classes??? oooops am in da wrong room…thought sunday was spelt like this Sondag????

its correct rigth Amzeee??

Mizz Boo ..thank u …will def PM u later today okies..**.mwah…**

[Mukesh]

Marine:

DI whats going on what Hapened how did he get into and accident is he alright is your sister alright?

My prayrs are with him and your family please tell me what hapened and what the doctor said.

I dont know what happened, not the specifics, I dnt know what the doctor had said, I do know that he is back home and

is resting…my sis is okies, she called me last n8, but we didnt chat for long, she just wanted to reassure me that everything is OK…

[Mukesh]

Am Rani:

Hahahaha, MY sister!

for sure my lil sista, sending ye sum luw ..mwah

[Mukesh]

Shakalaka Baby:

Scarry!!

/…….is def yr sista nah….love u hun

[Mukesh]

kavita_0026:

Am Rani:

Scar face:

Next: cocktails, no specifics, any of yr choice…

Yum, hahaha Mojito for me!

Next: tomatoes

i have a q – is cocktails alcoholic??? scarryyyy we need to keep you sane!

yr answer YEP cocktails ARE alcoholic beverages lmao

and u get em non-alcoholic darling, will make sum for ye, but will add some vodka for interest okies lol

and may I ask …WHY do u wanna keep me SANE, life is better this way ….lmao

[Mukesh]

kavita_0026:

ooh sorry guys – tamarind ball —ermm..its just.. rolled up tamarind & its kinda sweet/sour taste good ( to me )

tomatoes – YUM!!!

next : French fries

French fries, YUMMMMMMMMMYYYYYYYYY….

agree the tamarind thingy is lekker

[Mukesh]

kajol off coz 🙂

water or juice

[Mukesh]

memories

[Mukesh]

Nessa:

Person above me has an answer for EVERYTHING!!! rotflmao

I'm right & u're wrong…LIVE WITH IT!

Do I now didi Ness?? hmmm ok honestly

i laughed/giggled coz its not often a lady gets to hear sum1 she loves sing/hum for her…

well u reminded me of Eric…cudnt ruin the conv by telling u this…

he used to sing to me on the fone 🙁 …I knw am killing the whole thing now…

so we r 50/50 right, coz I wasnt laffing at yr singing..promise…

[Mukesh]

Am Rani:

Shakalaka Baby:

Person above me… good luck with packing tomorrow and have fun the next few days!! Au revoir and have a nice trip together with your mum!!

Merci, mon amie, merci. Je pense que le trip (that's not french, I know ) peut etre tres tres bien, mais seulement quand le NS n'a pas de problemes… Mais j'ai peur, parce que il ya des problemes avec le NS toujours…. Keep your fingers crossed, please! Thank you!

sooooooooooooooo if it aint french, wat is it??? the language ie…??

and wat are we supposed to keep our fingers crossed for???

oh sowrie, just read above now………….

YAY, finally Amzeeeee, u give yr mom a hug from moi, u hear me…and hope that u guys have a FAB time in France

pack a french dude for me and post em…will PM my postal addy to ye lmao

oh I want sums from there, lets seee now….hmmmmmm…okies will also PM my wish list to ye j/j hun

have a lovely time together, u deserve to …..sending u my luw and wishing u a safe journey to and from

hugz galorez

Scarry…

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