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I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh, everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraidBecause of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of youI'm ashamed of my life because it's empty ))))) – I dnt knw wat to say to this..except no one or nothing shud make u feel ashamed of this life Tayba..its a precious gift from God…and as much as u may feel its empty ..look around u and see how wrong u are..ur blessed with soo much …love and soo many ppl who fills yr life with love and support… Empty?? in my opinion yr life is blessed with the richest gifts dear…look within and believe in yrself…banish those negative thoughts…..
Because of you
I am afraid
Oh Gosh… I really do hope u feel **whole again*** it breaks my spirit to see u post this …ur in my duas..tc
I'm fine. Just a bad day… but thanks anyway.
.Quote:Kavita, what's wrong hunn?
*siiigh* I hate that when I try to do something right, I end up doing it wrong.
*tears*… I feel the exact same way. I feel so fed up of being me.
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Brilliant idea!
Ohmydays Tayba jaan.. we have had SO many Shrek And Donkey moments!! (Don't quite know what they are but hey… go with it!)
Well I was going to type it out myself, but she's already done that for me the donkey, so here it is…
Tayba, to me:
and when u told me u were looking at the moonand u forgot so quicklyand on the fone im like 'r u still looking at the moon?' and u go 'HOW DID U KNOW?!?!''I wanted to say im pyschic rofl but im like 'u just told me,…'Tayba Donkey – I love you. No, I actually love you. Just for that, if not anything else. I love you.LMAO I loved that day so much. It was hilarious!!!!!
And then that other day when I rang you from the market and it was raining SO much and I'm running through a shop and I'm like 'My green eye shadow is leaking all over my face!!!!!' LMAO! you're like 'WHAT?!'
Quote:Brilliant idea!
Ohmydays Tayba jaan.. we have had SO many Shrek And Donkey moments!! (Don't quite know what they are but hey… go with it!)
Well I was going to type it out myself, but she's already done that for me the donkey, so here it is…
Tayba, to me:
and when u told me u were looking at the moonand u forgot so quicklyand on the fone im like 'r u still looking at the moon?' and u go 'HOW DID U KNOW?!?!''I wanted to say im pyschic rofl but im like 'u just told me,…'Tayba Donkey – I love you. No, I actually love you. Just for that, if not anything else. I love you.LMAO I loved that day so much. It was hilarious!!!!! It was beautiful too, cuz it was the first time I heard my Shrek's voice… <3
And then that other day when I rang you from the market and it was raining SO much and I'm running through a shop and I'm like 'My green eye shadow is leaking all over my face!!!!!' LMAO! you're like 'WHAT?!'
.I love you tooooo!
Quote:Okay, so i'm trying to think of all the crajee and awesome nicknames Tayba and I have for each other:
Tayba:
Taybanzle (Remember the song I dedied to you and called you Taybanzle?!)
Chandni (You help guide me through some of my darkest nights)
Moonlight (Your light helps me wait through the night in hopes of a better tomorrow)
Jamie (AWTR – My pure and beauitful Jamie… so full of love and just waiting to share it with your Landon…)
Giselle (Enchanted – My beautiful princess!)
Only hope (*siiigh* – No words for this one.)Chips <3
Me:
Randon (Taybanzle's lova)
Noor…. pure, full of love, the guide that I need.
Sunshine … fill my days with the rays of the sun… helping me through this tunnel.
Geet (Jab We MEt)
Laila (From Aaja Nachle play – Imraan ki laila)
Dia – dil mai hai jo dia, bujh na paaye
Ranicetamol (Rani is actually a substitute for my real name)
Imraan ki Imrani (Adopted from one of my school friends)Vinegar <3
Alhumdulillah! I wanna make you smile forever!!!!!! InshaAllah. Ameeen! thumma ameeeen! I LOVE YOU! and I loveee the aadha hissa part soooo much. *pullz diyaz cheekz* Mere dil ka tukraaaaa *blows kiss* <3Quote:Ninja… I can't believe I wasn't around when you were here…
I miss Ninja so much. I was talking to Haylie today about Ninja and I started to tear because she was so far away from me… I don't remember feeling this helpless. I was always able to reach her. We were always a phone call away from each other when we couldn't reach each other on MSN or if email was taking too long. The day before she left, I told her that it still wasn't hitting me that I wouldn't be able to see her for a whole summer and that it would hit me when I go to call her and realize she's not home… She's miles and miles away from me and I need a card to call her, I need to dial millions of numbers to reach her and I'm not even able to reach her cuz of the crappy connection and because her thing isn't connected…
I talked to her once after she got there. I didn't get a chance to tell you guys because I was barely online. But she was good alhamdulillah and giggling and laughing and going crajee with me like usual… Alhamdulillah.
*siiigh*
I was always able to get to her on the phone… We talked almost every day… When she would write a post in the let ur feelings out thread, I would call as soon as I could and talk to her about it, but now… *siiigh*
I miss her.
I miss her too.
I love you, Rani.I know how you feel, kind of. I know for you it was easier to be in touch with Ninja so now that it's hard to be in touch, it must feel beyond horrible. Sigh.
I know… I used to talk to her every night on MSN for so long and sometimes on the phone too. Now it's so hard to get in touch with her and it sucks… there's no phone line or much internet access. She's closer yet she's gone further. Sigh.
I miss her a lot too… but she has our duas na jaana and she lives in our hearts always. I love you jaana, I won't say feel better because I know missing someone doesn't go until they are back in our lives. So here's duaing that she comes back very very soon.
. AMEEN! THUMMA AMEEN!**huggssss**
Quote:I just got the message…
CHEERS lady! I'm so very proud of you. You worked so hard and you truly deserve it!
Take this
and 
this! lmaoI love you! (And will call you in 10 mins!) lol
Nesssssssss!! Thank youuu!!!!!!! Lmao I loveee the 'You would be squished' piccy!! Awwww! *squishes Nessa*
. Thank you for this… It feels great to know it's over and that it ended well Alhumdulillah! I love you too!
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