[MaMa PeGaSuS]

OH MY GOD….my friend just called to tell me that my friend Andy’s mom passed away…L

Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!

Is it possible for any person to feel soul-LESS coz I feel soo hollow or empty right now..

She and I were talking about her mum just the other day and I remember having this really awful feeling about whatever we had discussed.

I wish I could be near/with her now, I remember her saying to me the other day that she wished I was in Durban coz she and I would be together …sitting there, praying, talking and gaining strength..

Then she said that she went to my *corner* of the office and sat there and cried coz she felt so helpless, I couldn’t respond to her coz I felt heart broken..

It reminded me of the time when she had Eza, and everyone had said to her that theres no hope of Eza surviving ( she was a premature born baby) yet she and I together ..prayed and prayed and cried and gave strength to each other ..and she survives and is as strong as any other kid her age…

GUYZ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH…..HATE BEING HERE NOWL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I cant even think now, am feeling so bludy helpless and irritated that I am so far away from my dear friend..

Please pray for her and her family to gain strength through this time and that her mom’s soul rests peacefully..

Sorry ……… don’t know any other way to express myself right now…