[Yemenilicious]

Every time I see my life is running in front of me, I'm afraid
Every time my flower melts inside of me, I'm afraid

even in my words, even in my songs
my pains show, my tears show
even when I'm happy, I'm afraid
that the happiness will die, I'm afraid
from this painful life, I'm afraid
that the sweet smile will become gardens of sorrow, I'm afraid
From the cruelty of time, I'm afraid
That it will belittle my worth, I'm afraid
That my pure dreams will vanish.

I'm always feeling lonely, just like a ship lost in the sea
My heart is constantly seeking to belong
I laugh while my heart is filled with agony equivalent to the world's
just like a beautiful song dripping with sorrow.

Even in my suffering, even in my hardship…
My closest friends… I don't even know who's my enemy. I'm afraid
That my beloved will sell me for another, I'm afraid
That after he has my heart in his hand, he will leave it shattered. I'm afraid

That my days will be useless. I'm afraid
That he'll betray my dreams. I'm afraid
That the end of my love, will leave thorns and pain in my path.

Every time I count the hours of my happiness
and count my hardship and all my pains
I end up losing once again.

Every time I long for people I love
I realize that my heart misses them deeply
And ends up raining drops of sorrow.

Even the people who are mine
Even the people who are of me
If only they feel me
If only they feel my pain
Even when I scream it out, they don't hear me.

I'm afraid
Of the next moment
I'm afraid
Of the length of my nights
I'm afraid
For all the people I love, more than I'm afraid for myself.

I'm afraid
Of being confused and helpless
I'm afraid
From my own self.
I'm afraid
And fear has become my world with many of its people living around me.

All the lovers who have promised each other
One of them has to break the promise
Only because of the sorrow the person has seen

Come closer so I can experience the feeling
For my friends and my people
have also vanished from my life

even in my words, even in my songs
my pains show, my tears show
even when I'm happy…

I'm afraid……