Just when you think you can't take anymore, life throws you a bunch more problems. *siigh*
I'm acting hot and cold, hot and cold and I feel like a b.itch but it's all so BLAH!!!!!!!!!!! I hate men. I want my man back.
~ Mohobbat to ek javeda zindagi hai... ~
Boo - *Hugs* I love you.
I'M SO FREAKING NERVOUS RIGHT NOW ....... *EEEEEK!!!!*
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Rani - Did it get any better hun?
Boo - Sighs, what can I say to this ... is there any way that you can possibly get him back?
Tayba - Why are you feeling so nervous deary ... ? Locate the strength within you and let it get you through.
Nerves are good Tayba, we like nerves.
And I'm SICK of men. And no Kavita, I can't. lol. Saddest story of my life.. haha!
Nerves are good ... if its very limited. If its too much then it is horrible.
Uh hm, men can be rather strange creatures. You know, the fact that you wrote 'haha!' after mentioning the saddest story of your life shows that you are strong and you can move on, you can move forward and be happy. Well, thats how I see it. I guess I see it like that because it reminded me of a time that I totally laughed at myself after messing up and feeling kind of embarrased about something that I wished never happened. I do admit though, your situation is more serious.
It is not like me to say this but :
I feel down. I feel kinda sad.
Oh Lord, help me. Walk with me Oh Lord. My life in its entirety depends on you. Help me. If I cannot ask you for help, who else will I ask Lord ? Oh Lord, everything is in your hands, my life is in your hands. Oh Lord everything depends on you, everything belongs to you. You are beautiful, you are lovely, Oh Lord you are compassionate.
kavita_0026: It is not like me to say this but : I feel down. I feel kinda sad.
I HATE that u feel like this hun..when I am so happy u are sad?? wtf??? Life can be such a darn huge ass\.s b.itch sumtimes...
sigh!!! open yr arms...am sending u all my happiness and warmth...(save a lil for me to help keep me from falling under again)
I love u ...
I feel like spreading my wings and flying, soaring through the air, the wind in mah face, when I reach u..will glide down gracefully scoop u up and we can just go sit on a cloud and chill... wat say?? u interested
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Dont get this wrong for a split second : Despite how I feel (personally), I am so so happy for you and your success. I know how much it means to you. And I know that right now, it means everything to you. And I am delighted to share such a happiness with you.
Are you usually this willing to give up all your happiness?! Keep it, keep it, keep it I say ! You deserve every drop of it.
Actually though, happiness is not the thing that I should be in dying need of. Strength, courage, COURAGE. [?] Somewhere along those lines.
Courage
-noun
1. the quality of mind or spirit that enables a person to face difficulty, danger, pain, etc., without fear; bravery.
I never thought the dictionary would be so on the point.
kavita_0026: Dont get this wrong for a split second : Despite how I feel (personally), I am so so happy for you and your success. I know how much it means to you. And I know that right now, it means everything to you. And I am delighted to share such a happiness with you. not as delighted as I am to have u share this with me.. Are you usually this willing to give up all your happiness?! I ABSOLUTELY am and will give up all my happiness in a split of a second .. my happiness..wat is my happiness..its seeing and feeling the joy & bliss in the lives of the people I love..and from life as a whole..thats were my happiness springs from.. so yr happiness is my happiness ok.. theres a huge difference between, feeling joy, success happiness and gratitude my angel Keep it, keep it, keep it I say ! You deserve every drop of it. sigh Actually though, happiness is not the thing that I should be in dying need of. Strength, courage, COURAGE. [?] Somewhere along those lines. strength & courage are qualities we are all born with honey, deep within us lies dormant our abundant resource of both courage and strength.. in times when we really need it to help us deal with a situation or experience, it surfaces in the forms u would least expect it to.. theres no need to go searching for something u already possess my angel, I think u shud allow yourself to feel your purest feelings but also remember how far u have come and tell yourself that *this to shall pass** in order to grow, develop and evolve we need to go through such trials and experiences.. I am always always with u, always my love…whenever u need comfort warmth, support, my arms to hold u, just think of me and am there… I will comfort u with in an embrace with the help of a cool breeze, or through the ruffles of the wind in yr hair, I will keep u warm in my embrace with the help of the suns sparks, I will guide u with the help of the moon through the lines of the stars, I will be in melody of a birds song or the whisper of a leaf that falls, I will be there when u walk pass a café and smell the inviting aroma of a tantalising brewed coffee.. u get wat I am saying right?? am always with u.. in yr dil, walking with u, sharing yr discomforts and yr comforts, your happiness and sadness… Just be patient with me here, am rolling my thoughts around a bit… how does one knw bravery if not faced with a situation that challenges one to be brave how does one feel couageous if not faced with another situation that questions yr lack of or the need for courage.. I think it’s the whole ying yang thing, the whole balance of life?? watever the situation is huney, u will always come through it, with a smile in your heart…it is seriously heavy on your soul now but it will get better… theres never a problem, setback, or situation that doesn’t have an answer to it…a resolution… Courage -noun 1. the quality of mind or spirit that enables a person to face difficulty, danger, pain, etc., without fear; bravery. I never thought the dictionary would be so on the point.
Dont get this wrong for a split second :
Despite how I feel (personally),
I am so so happy for you and your success. I know how much it means to you. And I know that right now, it means everything to you. And I am delighted to share such a happiness with you.
not as delighted as I am to have u share this with me..
Are you usually this willing to give up all your happiness?!
I ABSOLUTELY am and will give up all my happiness in a split of a second
.. my happiness..wat is my happiness..its seeing and feeling the joy & bliss in the lives of the people I love..and from life as a whole..thats were my happiness springs from..
so yr happiness is my happiness ok.. theres a huge difference between, feeling joy, success happiness and gratitude my angel
Keep it, keep it, keep it I say ! You deserve every drop of it.
sigh
strength & courage are qualities we are all born with honey, deep within us lies dormant our abundant resource of both courage and strength..
in times when we really need it to help us deal with a situation or experience, it surfaces in the forms u would least expect it to..
theres no need to go searching for something u already possess my angel, I think u shud allow yourself to feel your purest feelings but also remember how far u have come and tell yourself that *this to shall pass** in order to grow, develop and evolve we need to go through such trials and experiences..
I am always always with u, always my love…whenever u need comfort warmth, support, my arms to hold u, just think of me and am there…
I will comfort u with in an embrace with the help of a cool breeze, or through the ruffles of the wind in yr hair, I will keep u warm in my embrace with the help of the suns sparks, I will guide u with the help of the moon through the lines of the stars, I will be in melody of a birds song or the whisper of a leaf that falls, I will be there when u walk pass a café and smell the inviting aroma of a tantalising brewed coffee.. u get wat I am saying right?? am always with u.. in yr dil, walking with u, sharing yr discomforts and yr comforts, your happiness and sadness…
Just be patient with me here, am rolling my thoughts around a bit…
how does one knw bravery if not faced with a situation that challenges one to be brave
how does one feel couageous if not faced with another situation that questions yr lack of or the need for courage..
I think it’s the whole ying yang thing, the whole balance of life??
watever the situation is huney, u will always come through it, with a smile in your heart…it is seriously heavy on your soul now but it will get better…
theres never a problem, setback, or situation that doesn’t have an answer to it…a resolution…
Feel better soon Kavi, I know you'll be able to get through it, I've seen your strength hidden behind the words you write here...
boo: Nerves are good Tayba, we like nerves. And I'm SICK of men. And no Kavita, I can't. lol. Saddest story of my life.. haha!
LOL yeahhh we like nerves... cos those nerves were like *EEEEEK!!!! I HAVE BUTTERFLYZ AND ITS NOT COS OF THE DENTIST!!!!* LMBO
*siiiiiiiiiigh* =)
..... MEN
Hi di, please for the sake of heaven dont say that you'll give up all your happiness like that, geesh!
Scarface: strength & courage are qualities we are all born with honey, deep within us lies dormant our abundant resource of both courage and strength.. Why does this sound familiar? *head down* in times when we really need it to help us deal with a situation or experience, it surfaces in the forms u would least expect it to.. theres no need to go searching for something u already possess my angel, Perhaps there is need to search when you cant really find it anywhere. Or rather, its not a need to search just for the sake of finding, for the sake of existence ... its the need to find it so that you can use it because you need to use it. I think u shud allow yourself to feel your purest feelings but also remember how far u have come and tell yourself that *this to shall pass** in order to grow, develop and evolve we need to go through such trials and experiences.. This too shall pass? I wonder. It can stay like this if I allow it to. Or at least, it wont pass after quite some time. I am always always with u, always my love…whenever u need comfort warmth, support, my arms to hold u, just think of me and am there… I will comfort u with in an embrace with the help of a cool breeze, or through the ruffles of the wind in yr hair, I will keep u warm in my embrace with the help of the suns sparks, I will guide u with the help of the moon through the lines of the stars, I will be in melody of a birds song or the whisper of a leaf that falls, I will be there when u walk pass a café and smell the inviting aroma of a tantalising brewed coffee.. u get wat I am saying right?? am always with u.. in yr dil, walking with u, sharing yr discomforts and yr comforts, your happiness and sadness… and many more of those < Gosh, speechless < I must tell you right now though, your writing is beautiful.You should become an author. Just be patient with me here, am rolling my thoughts around a bit… how does one knw bravery if not faced with a situation that challenges one to be brave Maybe one doesnt quite know it because he/she was faced with a certain situation, and couldnt really do much in that situation. how does one feel couageous if not faced with another situation that questions yr lack of or the need for courage.. Alright. But what would you say one would feel if they are faced with these situations and they are unable to do much ? You dont even have to answer these questions. I think it’s the whole ying yang thing, the whole balance of life?? Hm, never thought of it that way. Its one of those ... if you're never sad, how can you really know when you're very happy, kinda things hmm. watever the situation is huney, u will always come through it, with a smile in your heart…it is seriously heavy on your soul now but it will get better… theres never a problem, setback, or situation that doesn’t have an answer to it…a resolution…
Why does this sound familiar? *head down*
theres no need to go searching for something u already possess my angel, Perhaps there is need to search when you cant really find it anywhere. Or rather, its not a need to search just for the sake of finding, for the sake of existence ... its the need to find it so that you can use it because you need to use it.
I think u shud allow yourself to feel your purest feelings but also remember how far u have come and tell yourself that *this to shall pass** in order to grow, develop and evolve we need to go through such trials and experiences.. This too shall pass? I wonder. It can stay like this if I allow it to. Or at least, it wont pass after quite some time.
I will comfort u with in an embrace with the help of a cool breeze, or through the ruffles of the wind in yr hair, I will keep u warm in my embrace with the help of the suns sparks, I will guide u with the help of the moon through the lines of the stars, I will be in melody of a birds song or the whisper of a leaf that falls, I will be there when u walk pass a café and smell the inviting aroma of a tantalising brewed coffee.. u get wat I am saying right?? am always with u.. in yr dil, walking with u, sharing yr discomforts and yr comforts, your happiness and sadness… and many more of those < Gosh, speechless < I must tell you right now though, your writing is beautiful.You should become an author.
how does one knw bravery if not faced with a situation that challenges one to be brave Maybe one doesnt quite know it because he/she was faced with a certain situation, and couldnt really do much in that situation.
how does one feel couageous if not faced with another situation that questions yr lack of or the need for courage.. Alright. But what would you say one would feel if they are faced with these situations and they are unable to do much ? You dont even have to answer these questions.
I think it’s the whole ying yang thing, the whole balance of life?? Hm, never thought of it that way. Its one of those ... if you're never sad, how can you really know when you're very happy, kinda things hmm.
You dont even have to answer any of these questions or give much reply to the things I've been saying. I was just, saying. Why am I going on so much about all this? Its near 1AM and I just cant sleep. I feel uncomfortable. I feel strange. I feel a bit disturbed. Thats kinda why I just came online. I dont even know if I'll sleep. I have a stupid uncomfortable feeling in me. Like that kind you get if you're thinking too much about something, except that Im not thinking too much about anything right now.