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RaNi iS ThE BeS — Mon, 05 Oct 2009 23:57:22 GMT

booooo check email lol <3

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boo — Tue, 22 Sep 2009 22:56:05 GMT

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Unique_princess — Tue, 22 Sep 2009 13:53:18 GMT

They did, Alhumdulillah! =D I'm well alhumdulillah. <3

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kavita_0026 — Mon, 21 Sep 2009 15:59:45 GMT

Tayaba, well, I hope those good nerves were able to come through and did some good. Im doing okay. Hope you're well.

Alie - (everytime I say Alie, it reminds me of The Notebook, since I've watched it lately )

Stay good Forum, stay good.

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Unique_princess — Sat, 12 Sep 2009 23:11:02 GMT

This life aint the fairy tale we both thought it would be
But I can see your smiling face as it's staring back at me
I know we both see these changes now
I know we both understand somehow

There's a life inside of me
That I can feel again...

Re: blah

Unique_princess — Sat, 12 Sep 2009 22:16:41 GMT

kavita_0026:

Unique_princess:

Feel better soon Kavi, I know you'll be able to get through it, I've seen your strength hidden behind the words you write here...

Tayba -

I hope you were able to calm those nerves of yours?

I was! They were good nerves... Like butterflyz! Hehe.

How are you now hun?

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Scarface — Thu, 10 Sep 2009 12:08:37 GMT

Kavi

Sent u an email...in response to above...love u lotz

I feel Nauseous, hazardously in need of internal retrospection !!!

Am craving for another 12 hours under my duvet..

Re: blah

kavita_0026 — Sat, 05 Sep 2009 22:53:49 GMT

kavita_0026:

Scarface:

strength & courage are qualities we are all born with honey, deep within us lies dormant our abundant resource of both courage and strength..

Why does this sound familiar? *head down*

why indeed...coz u had been drilling this in mah beautiful head since god knws how long ..now its yr turn lmfo and u knw wat..its my experience that tells u ( Miss Wise one ) that those words are 100% true ok.... How true! I've had people tell me that I should start taking my OWN advice. I've said the above to you, to Rani, I believe I've said it to Tayba. I was absolutely certain that it was that way. But its really, really ... DIFFERENT, when you try to do/think something on you own/for your self. Geesh.

kavita_0026:

Scarface: sometimes not doing anything is bravery on its own kavi...trust me on this..in life with our challenges and experiences as humans we tend to believe that every action deserves a reaction....NOT... not in my life and opinion...being brave can sometimes mean..simply not doing anything...thats strength on its own, showing u yr ability to deal with a situation in a manner that doesnt provoke ..sooo being brave doesnt necessary mean... u have to go literally bash someone up to prove ur strong ... lol, I hope being brave doesnt mean that you have to beat someone up! Anyway, I do agree with you : sometimes, SOMETIMES, brave is doing nothing and staying quiet, and accepting. This is not the bravery that I am talking about now however. At other times, bravery means that you need to do something, SOMETHING, anything. In these cases, doing nothing can end up taking you at a zero end/no good end/unsuccessful end/ no where end.

how does one feel couageous if not faced with another situation that questions yr lack of or the need for courage.. Alright. But what would you say one would feel if they are faced with these situations and they are unable to do much ? You dont even have to answer these questions.

the fact that ur aware theres a situation that calls for u to be courageous is an act of being courageous in itself ( and this is just my silly opinion ) And I think you're right because if you dont believe a situation needs you to be courageous, then you won't try to be/ be courageous. That whole perception thing again.

Baby, let me tell u something ok.. in life u will come across situations that u simply cannot do much about but take it for wat it is ..embrace it..**SAYYYYYY... HELLLLLOOOOO U FRIKKING CRAZE A.SS SITUATION.. I KNW UR HERE BUGGING ME AND TRYING TO GET ME DOWN..BUT U AINT GONNNA WIN***** then just do wat yr heart tells u..leave the rest to god.. and take steps to move on from that situation... Haha! Now that is being strong!!!! Except that I dont believe that at all times you have to just 'take it for what it is' bc in some situations, if you do this, there will be no effect, there will be nothing happening, nothing occuring, there will be no success, there will be no after action. But I love those words of yours! Genius, I tell you! HELLLLOOO YOU FREAKING CRAZY A.SS SITUATION (waves at it in my head).. I know you're here BUGGING me, troubling me, taunting me (because you know I have to work and expend energies and emotions to prevail over you) and trying to get me down .. BUT YOU AINT GONNA WIN!!! Thank you for those words, really, thank you!

yes u will feel like ur lacking the courage to fight, but is it worth it to fight?? does the situation call for a fight ?? U are the controller of how u feel my love dove...soooo ensure u feel great.... an hun.. dont beat yrself up ok..please dnt.. I've learned not to beat thyself up over something. Then it felt GREAT to give the self that EASE that it needed (when all the 'beating up thyself' was put aside). Then, I realized that, one should not beat themselves up over something, but they must also, NOT have none of these feelings. In other words, its the very best to not beat yourself up over something, but still have in the back of your mind that you have a harsh situation and you need to do something. >>>>>>>>> Is it worth it to fight? It must be worth it to fight to ensure that your everyday LIFE is going well.

I think it’s the whole ying yang thing, the whole balance of life?? lol.. yup dats it... my sis scowls at me when I say things like this hehehe but in effect, from my own experiences..it makes sense.. Well, yup, it does make sense. I dont really think of things as such however. But it does make much sense! How can one know true happiness, if they've never experienced sadness? This whole balance thing makes us compare things and realize that we should be grateful bc things could be much worse.

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kavita_0026 — Sat, 05 Sep 2009 22:30:04 GMT

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Scarface — Thu, 03 Sep 2009 12:00:34 GMT

kavita_0026:
Hi di, please for the sake of heaven dont say that you'll give up all your happiness like that, geesh!

oh chup man.. have u not heard of **the more u give, the more u receive??** besides wat da frikking hell am I gonna do with all dis happiness on my own?? why not give it to the ones I love?? Besides am saying it in a selfish way coz I KNW the more of my happiness I give to everyone, the more I recieve soo yaaaaaaahhh.... its just the way I am..now stop arguing an open up yr arms and receive some of mah craze frikking happiness..u knw u got it when u start hummin in the middle of the street or u have a smile plastered on yr face or theres this feeling of floating inside of u and all around u.....let me know once the loves reached u k.. am trying to send it via instant delivery heheheheh..

kavita_0026:

strength & courage are qualities we are all born with honey, deep within us lies dormant our abundant resource of both courage and strength..

Why does this sound familiar? *head down*

why indeed...coz u had been drilling this in mah beautiful head since god knws how long ..now its yr turn lmfo and u knw wat..its my experience that tells u ( Miss Wise one ) that those words are 100% true ok....

kavita_0026:

how does one knw bravery if not faced with a situation that challenges one to be brave Maybe one doesnt quite know it because he/she was faced with a certain situation, and couldnt really do much in that situation.

sometimes not doing anything is bravery on its own kavi...trust me on this..in life with our challenges and experiences as humans we tend to believe that every action deserves a reaction....NOT... not in my life and opinion...being brave can sometimes mean..simply not doing anything...thats strength on its own, showing u yr ability to deal with a situation in a manner that doesnt provoke ..sooo being brave doesnt necessary mean... u have to go literally bash someone up to prove ur strong ...

how does one feel couageous if not faced with another situation that questions yr lack of or the need for courage.. Alright. But what would you say one would feel if they are faced with these situations and they are unable to do much ? You dont even have to answer these questions.

the fact that ur aware theres a situation that calls for u to be courageous is an act of being courageous in itself ( and this is just my silly opinion )

Baby, let me tell u something ok.. in life u will come across situations that u simply cannot do much about but take it for wat it is ..embrace it..**SAYYYYYY... HELLLLLOOOOO U FRIKKING CRAZE A.SS SITUATION.. I KNW UR HERE BUGGING ME AND TRYING TO GET ME DOWN..BUT U AINT GONNNA WIN***** then just do wat yr heart tells u..leave the rest to god.. and take steps to move on from that situation...

yes u will feel like ur lacking the courage to fight, but is it worth it to fight?? does the situation call for a fight ?? U are the controller of how u feel my love dove...soooo ensure u feel great.... an hun.. dont beat yrself up ok..please dnt..

I think it’s the whole ying yang thing, the whole balance of life?? Hm, never thought of it that way. Its one of those ... if you're never sad, how can you really know when you're very happy, kinda things hmm.

lol.. yup dats it... my sis scowls at me when I say things like this hehehe but in effect, from my own experiences..it makes sense..

also am the queen of the scales u knw..the whole fighting for balance in life, justice and so forth...plus all this study I am doing on life, theology, religion, philosophy and spirituality sums it up...

kavita_0026:

You dont even have to answer any of these questions or give much reply to the things I've been saying. I was just, saying. Why am I going on so much about all this? Its near 1AM and I just cant sleep. I feel uncomfortable. I feel strange. I feel a bit disturbed. Thats kinda why I just came online. I dont even know if I'll sleep. I have a stupid uncomfortable feeling in me. Like that kind you get if you're thinking too much about something, except that Im not thinking too much about anything right now.

OH SHUSH!!! bakwaas..... I wouldve sent u more elaborate emails if my gmails working ... I will answer u not because I feel I am right in my opinion or anything but because I understand what ur going thru, I love u and want to show u that theres always answers and solutions to anything and everything, ur my sister and u have always been there for me, sooo its a pleasure to just be here 4 u...even if 90% of everything I say makes no sense to U...hahahaha...

ur going on about it ...hmmm perhaps coz its at the forefront of yr thoughts??

Uncomfortable, strange?? disturbed?? thank god its just dat... It means ur normal

I dnt knw wat to say my love, I just dnt knw, i can only be there if u let me ok...and it freaks me out to see u like this.. I dont knw wat to feel when I read yr words.. I wanna cry coz I am soo far and helpless in that I can be there for u. I just hate that soo much...I wanna just hold u..

I want to wave a wand like I use to ..( magic dust ) and make all of this disappear.. I feel sooo helpless sitting here

and not being there with u..( I mean Physically )

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I would like to whisk u away and bring u here.. to stay with me.. I wish I could do dat...

ur in my duas my angel

love u ...

di

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Scarface — Thu, 03 Sep 2009 10:59:18 GMT

RaNi iS ThE BeS:

Just when you think you can't take anymore, life throws you a bunch more problems. *siigh*

gosh

I soooo understand this...

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kavita_0026 — Thu, 03 Sep 2009 05:05:56 GMT

Unique_princess:

Feel better soon Kavi, I know you'll be able to get through it, I've seen your strength hidden behind the words you write here...

Tayba -

I hope you were able to calm those nerves of yours?

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kavita_0026 — Thu, 03 Sep 2009 05:00:57 GMT

Hi di, please for the sake of heaven dont say that you'll give up all your happiness like that, geesh!

Scarface:

strength & courage are qualities we are all born with honey, deep within us lies dormant our abundant resource of both courage and strength..

Why does this sound familiar? *head down*

in times when we really need it to help us deal with a situation or experience, it surfaces in the forms u would least expect it to..

theres no need to go searching for something u already possess my angel, Perhaps there is need to search when you cant really find it anywhere. Or rather, its not a need to search just for the sake of finding, for the sake of existence ... its the need to find it so that you can use it because you need to use it.

I think u shud allow yourself to feel your purest feelings but also remember how far u have come and tell yourself that *this to shall pass** in order to grow, develop and evolve we need to go through such trials and experiences.. This too shall pass? I wonder. It can stay like this if I allow it to. Or at least, it wont pass after quite some time.

I am always always with u, always my love…whenever u need comfort warmth, support, my arms to hold u, just think of me and am there…

I will comfort u with in an embrace with the help of a cool breeze, or through the ruffles of the wind in yr hair, I will keep u warm in my embrace with the help of the suns sparks, I will guide u with the help of the moon through the lines of the stars, I will be in melody of a birds song or the whisper of a leaf that falls, I will be there when u walk pass a café and smell the inviting aroma of a tantalising brewed coffee.. u get wat I am saying right?? am always with u.. in yr dil, walking with u, sharing yr discomforts and yr comforts, your happiness and sadness… and many more of those < Gosh, speechless < I must tell you right now though, your writing is beautiful.You should become an author.

Just be patient with me here, am rolling my thoughts around a bit…

how does one knw bravery if not faced with a situation that challenges one to be brave Maybe one doesnt quite know it because he/she was faced with a certain situation, and couldnt really do much in that situation.

how does one feel couageous if not faced with another situation that questions yr lack of or the need for courage.. Alright. But what would you say one would feel if they are faced with these situations and they are unable to do much ? You dont even have to answer these questions.

I think it’s the whole ying yang thing, the whole balance of life?? Hm, never thought of it that way. Its one of those ... if you're never sad, how can you really know when you're very happy, kinda things hmm.

watever the situation is huney, u will always come through it, with a smile in your heart…it is seriously heavy on your soul now but it will get better…

theres never a problem, setback, or situation that doesn’t have an answer to it…a resolution…

You dont even have to answer any of these questions or give much reply to the things I've been saying. I was just, saying. Why am I going on so much about all this? Its near 1AM and I just cant sleep. I feel uncomfortable. I feel strange. I feel a bit disturbed. Thats kinda why I just came online. I dont even know if I'll sleep. I have a stupid uncomfortable feeling in me. Like that kind you get if you're thinking too much about something, except that Im not thinking too much about anything right now.

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Unique_princess — Wed, 02 Sep 2009 20:04:56 GMT

boo:

Nerves are good Tayba, we like nerves.

And I'm SICK of men. And no Kavita, I can't. lol. Saddest story of my life.. haha!

LOL yeahhh we like nerves... cos those nerves were like *EEEEEK!!!! I HAVE BUTTERFLYZ AND ITS NOT COS OF THE DENTIST!!!!* LMBO

*siiiiiiiiiigh* =)

..... MEN

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Unique_princess — Wed, 02 Sep 2009 20:02:07 GMT

Feel better soon Kavi, I know you'll be able to get through it, I've seen your strength hidden behind the words you write here...