Let your feelings out

I'm not one to hold too deeply what others think of me. Someone once told me, "People can say anything to anyone at anytime about me! I just can't be bothered!" I've held onto those words for sometime.

I guess my feelings today are of sadness. Sadness for those whose noses are so far in the air or heads are so far up their backsides, that they can't see the ground to take a step forward. Self absorption makes one dependant.

My 2 cents.

I dont feel good at all. I know what is causing this feeling but I dont know WHY it causes this feeling.

I dont hate them, I just feel incapable of many things because they exist

I dont hate them, I really dont.

Something is really high in my body. I can feel it, I can sense it, I KNOW it. My heart, my trembling, I know it must be adrenaline. I feel this growing pain in my chest, and I feel like Im out of this world, in a sense, because my mind is SO much focused on 'something'. But it died away just recently. But still, I've lost my ability to concentrate, and despite me reading about Research Methods in Psychology ... I dont understand any sentence. I cant concentrate now, and I have 2 tests in a few days AND I have SO much to cover.

Im still feeling it. But to a leser degree. I dont want to go downstairs for my family to see, I think they will see that I am different. Im in my attic, its quiet and Im by myself, sitting on the floor, tissue in one hand, a picture of the Lord in the other.

I dont know if this is right. I dont know if this is supposed to be happening. It was worse before, I got better, but this doesnt mean anything. I dont know whats wrong. I mean - I know whats wrong,  I know the Cause of my feeling and the cause is 'They'

But I dont know WHY They cause me these feelings. Its not healthy. I dont know how to fix it. I dont know how to make it stop. I want it to stop. I tried to make it stop before - but my method of trying was very destructive and dangerous, and so I quitted that means.

Even so... but it was worse before, but why is it still happening? Didnt I just mention that it got better?

I feel like, there's no where else to turn, nothing else to do. I feel like this is the end of whatever today has to offer. I feel like there is nothing else I can see or hear or do ... that has to do with the matter. I am not even in access with the CAUSE. I just have to HEAR about it, and think about it and IMAGINE how great of a time they must be having, with there being no existence of one such person as me.

I dont know how to fix iit-or approach the fixing. The idea that have in my head...that [should] help, I dont have the resources to carry it out. I think I need help

Kavita... wow. It must have felt good to let all that out. If you want to talk, I'm here. :)

My feelings today:

It hurts SO MUCH to be so far away from the ones you love. I swear man, one of these days, I am going to do something crazy about it and end up wasting all my money. lol.

boo:

It hurts SO MUCH to be so far away from the ones you love. I swear man, one of these days, I am going to do something crazy about it and end up wasting all my money. lol.

LMAO! I crackedddd upppp when I read that! ILOVEYOU!

Kavita... wow indeed. Hunn, please talk to someone who knows more about this problem so you can get some help. If no one knows, then please tell someone who can help. It's not very healthy to go through something that's making you feel like this all alone. I'm here for you if you need me. But I recommend you tell someone who knows you and "They" very well so that you can get all the help you need to get through this. I'm glad you let it out one way. Please take care of yourself hunn...

Ness:

I'm not one to hold too deeply what others think of me. Someone once told me, "People can say anything to anyone at anytime about me! I just can't be bothered!" I've held onto those words for sometime.

I guess my feelings today are of sadness. Sadness for those whose noses are so far in the air or heads are so far up their backsides, that they can't see the ground to take a step forward. Self absorption makes one dependant.

My 2 cents.

I love and miss you...

kavita_0026:

Something is really high in my body. I can feel it, I can sense it, I KNOW it. 

I think I need help

common sense, intelligence (whatever that is left) escaping from yr body perhaps? its not a common phenomenon but it happens sometimes. stay calm, relax, take it easy..the more u resist the worse it becomes. 

 

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaha! You guys know fully well I pretty much wear my emotions on my sleeves (whether that is a goood thing or a bad thing is another issue completely... and no I shan't bore you with a long rambly 'faltoo' post on that... )... you guys know when I'm up and you know when I'm down... but right now, all I want to do is shout from the top of my head... (and sigh.. I wish Khushi was here... she would have noticed all the Small Things... ):

~ I AM IN LOVE AND SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!! ~

=)

Today Ninja showed me something that was really upsetting. It's about a disasterous event that tore apart a Yemeni family in America. A gas explosion tore their mother apart from them, and these children are really very young. The siblings were injured and one suffered major burns. People from around the world have been donating money in their aid, and a woman has created a website to share their story and to help collect money. This Eid they were presented with some of this money.

If you want to check the website out:

http://alghaithigirls.blogspot.com/

Like Ninja said, it really does make you remember how bad others have it.

Pass the link on if you can please

Thanks.

boo:

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaha! You guys know fully well I pretty much wear my emotions on my sleeves (whether that is a goood thing or a bad thing is another issue completely... and no I shan't bore you with a long rambly 'faltoo' post on that... )... you guys know when I'm up and you know when I'm down... but right now, all I want to do is shout from the top of my head... (and sigh.. I wish Khushi was here... she would have noticed all the Small Things... ):

~ I AM IN LOVE AND SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!! ~

=)

AND I AM SO IN LOVE WITH YOU! This is no fair, I no like love triangles. lmao I am so happy for you, twin jiiii! !!!!!

 

Nessa -

 

Cheers Boo!

Enjoy the time when its here

Even I want to scream out the same thing

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kavita_0026:

Something is really high in my body. I can feel it, I can sense it, I KNOW it. 

I think I need help

common sense, intelligence (whatever that is left) escaping from yr body perhaps? its not a common phenomenon but it happens sometimes. stay calm, relax, take it easy..the more u resist the worse it becomes. 

 

Im sensing help and support

And for that, I owe you a huge kiss *come here boy!*

I want a guy who'll come back to me at the end of the day, who'll see his home, his paradise in me.